After I fell down, I was targeted by my nemesis

Chapter 108 A sense of crisis!

Lu Lixiao didn't recover well, and when he walked in front of Fang Qing, the short walk had covered his brow with cold sweat.

"You've lost a lot of weight..."

There was hardly any emotion in Lu Lixiao's voice, it was dull but peaceful: "It seems that my leaving hasn't made your life any better."

Fang Qing looked at Lu Lixiao expressionlessly: "So..."

"So you have no reason to hate me anymore." Lu Lixiao raised his hand, lightly brushed the snow off Fang Qing's shoulders, his eyes were deep, "You always thought that I would destroy everything you cared about, but it turns out that even without me , you can't keep it..."

Fang Qing moved the hand on the shoulder: "Have you finished?"

Lu Lixiao's eyes were complicated, he looked at Fang Qing's pale and cold face, and tried his best to restrain himself from raising his hand to touch it: "I still remember that moment, you desperately wanted to grab my hand. ..."

“…”

Fang Qing didn't speak, he knew what Lu Lixiao was referring to.

"I'm glad I fell down first, otherwise, the moment you grabbed me, you would have been dragged off the cliff by my weight." Lu Lixiao said slowly, "...you have to reach out even at the risk of your life Save me, Fang Qing, you still care about me..."

Fang Qing sneered faintly: "I thought you remembered those few seconds of my hesitation more deeply."

"You wanted to get rid of me like that at the time, and it was normal for you to see death without saving me, but you stretched out your hand..."

"You think too much, in my eyes at that time, you were a life, not Lu Lixiao..."

"During the days when you thought I was dead, did you suffer from the few seconds of hesitation?" Lu Lixiao asked softly, "I always thought that my death brought you a short-term relief. People hide this matter, just want you to be happy longer...but you are not happy because of my 'death', right?"

The cold wind blew the broken hair on Fang Qing's forehead, Fang Qing's eyes were still cold: "What else do you want to say?"

"Actually, at that moment, I let go on purpose." Lu Lixiao said suddenly, "I didn't let you go because you hesitated for a few seconds..."

Fang Qing was slightly startled, and looked at Lu Lixiao in disbelief.

"After I judged that being caught by you might cause you to fall with me, I decided to let go before you." Lu Lixiao continued, "So even if I die, I have given up on myself." Myself, it has nothing to do with your hesitation."

After a short period of shock, Fang Qing suddenly felt sad and took half a step back. He covered his sore eyes with his hands, his shoulders twitched and cried and laughed.

I see....

It's so...

"Fang Qing..." Lu Lixiao said with complicated eyes, "...I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier."

Fang Qing lowered his hands slowly, his eyes soaked with tears were extremely tired and sad, he said in a low hoarse voice: "Although hatred itself cannot be equated, I still want to tell you, Lu Lixiao, with me, we It's clear..."

"You...don't hate me?"

"No, I just don't want to see you anymore..." Fang Qing said, "I don't want to think about you anymore..."

Fang Qing brushed past Lu Lixiao, Lu Lixiao grabbed Fang Qing's arm in desperation.

"You know that I won't give up on you..." Lu Lixiao breathed slightly, "Even if I die one more time, I can't let you go."

Fang Qing stopped and said indifferently without turning her head: "Unfortunately, this time, you can no longer hold my head down and surrender to you..."

Before Lu Lixiao's right arm fully recovered, Fang Qing threw him off easily.

Fang Qing gradually moved away. In the cold wind and snow, that thin figure seemed to have turned into a fragile and hazy painting.

While Lu Lixiao was still standing there, the driver came over and held up a big black umbrella for Lu Lixiao.

"Mr. Lu, Mr. Fang has already left." The driver reminded cautiously.

"I seem to be even more hopeless than before..." Lu Lixiao was still looking at the direction where Fang Qing's back disappeared, and said in a low voice, "I don't have the courage to go there, nor the heart, I dare not do anything Do it to him...he's looking at me now like he's looking at a pool of stagnant water..."

"Mr. Fang's mother just passed away, so he may be a bit weary of the world at the moment."

"Will he think that I killed his mother? Will he regard me as an enemy?"

As Lu Lixiao's driver for many years, the man has never seen his employer so weak, he said: "Mr. , and hate himself more.”

Fang Qing asked the crew for four days off, but no one in the crew knew the real reason for his leave except the director Xu Anhuai.

Even Tang Shuai believed Fang Qing's perfunctory, thinking that Fang Qing was just sick.

Fang Qing no longer accepts any scripts from film studios, and also expressly rejects Yue Mu's studio's invitation to sign a contract. ,

He worked so hard before that he wanted to forget the things that caused him pain, but now, he has nothing but pain...

In the week before the Chinese New Year, Fang Qing's role ended, and at the end of his last scene, Yue Mu gave him a bouquet of flowers as a celebration.

When taking pictures, Yue Mu was like a gentle and considerate elder brother, standing beside Fang Qing who was holding flowers, smiling and took a few group photos with him, it seemed that he was not affected by Fang Qing's refusal of his invitation before.

On the night of the personal finale, Fang Qing finally accepted Yue Mu's dinner.

During the filming period, Yue Mu did give Fang Qing a lot of care on the set. Whether it was patiently telling the play or taking care of trivial details, he was like Fang Qing's elder brother, caring but with restraint, which made people feel happy. Warm in the heart but not uncomfortable.

Apart from filming, Fang Qing was like a walking ice sculpture in the crew, the actors who had a crush on him would come back after striking up a conversation once or twice, but Fang Qing and Yue Mu became friends.

But to use Tang Sui's joking words, this is also Yue Mu's unilateral perseverance, and he took the initiative to make friends with Fang Qing...

At the dinner table, Yue Mu chatted with Fang Qing about his next work plan. When the current film is completed, he will seamlessly join another crew, a film project with a larger investment than the current film. I want to invite Fang Qing to be his second male lead.

Yue Mu is a real gentleman, elegant in speech, prudent and wise, he did not let Fang Qing think that he wanted to cooperate with him again because of some selfishness, but simply admired his acting skills, and felt that Fang Qing was an outstanding person waiting to be discovered actor.

Yue Mu's appreciation made Fang Qing feel ashamed, because he no longer wants to make movies...

Before he knew it, he had lost his original ambition and passion for chasing dreams.

He wants to see his younger siblings, and then go to a distant and strange place...

"Fang Qing, although I don't know what you have gone through, I hope that you will never give up on your original pursuit..." Yue Mu said softly, "There are only two directions that will never make people lose their way. One is the direction of home, the other is a dream, if you lose one of them, you must never give up the other..."

Yue Mu had learned about Fang Qing's mother's death from the director in private a long time ago, but he didn't tell anyone, and he kept his mouth shut in front of Fang Qing. He knew that Fang Qing didn't need anyone's sympathy now... .

Fang Qing looked at Yue Mu: "Thank you Brother Mu, I will remember what you said..."

During the meal, Yue Mu took a group photo with Fang Qing again.

Looking at the camera, the smile on Fang Qing's face was shallow but gentle.

Yue Mu posted this photo on his social account, with the text: Life is lucky, wine meets a bosom friend.

Fang Qing logged into her personal account that she hadn't logged in for a long time, reposted Yue Mu's latest news, and added a [handshake] gesture emoticon.

late at night....

Lu Lixiao sat by the bed, looking at the photo on the phone screen, his heart sank.

He accepted the suggestion of his subordinates and chose to disappear in front of Fang Qing for a period of time. He endured the burning pain of longing and waited for the opportunity to approach Fang Qing again all the time, but now...

He didn't give Fang Qing time to repair himself, but gave him a chance to forget himself...

A strong sense of crisis surrounded Lu Lixiao, and he realized belatedly that he seemed to be about to lose his sense of existence in front of Fang Qing...

The author has something to say: Mr. Lu will "show off" once more, the last time~~