Winter of Plum Blossom

Chapter 30

Chen Yue has not closed his eyes for nearly twenty hours.

These few hours, he has been leaning on Mei Zhe's bedside and hugging him tightly.When Mei Zhe was calm, he would close his eyes and take a rest. Once he felt the pheromones go berserk, he would release his pheromones to comfort the Omega in his arms, whispering, whispering, kissing, stroking, and trying his best to calm him down. .

"No...don't die...don't die...wake up..."

Just now Mei Zhe woke up with another jerk, whimpering and struggling, the pheromone went berserk again.

The pheromone of Omega once again carried some offensive taste, the temperature of Chen Yue's skin began to rise, and he could feel the tingling pain, as if his soul was being burned, but his heart hurt even more, his eyes were red, tender Hugging Mei Zhe tightly, whispering in a low voice.

The rock-like pheromones diffused, gently meeting the raging flames, "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… But now you're going to be burned to death... baby... shhh... relax..."

...Alpha isn't dead, oh, he's not dead...but he doesn't love me...

Mei Zhe's heart hurt like a knife, the back of his neck was pierced, his lower body was torn, and his whole body was injured.

"pain……"

He huddled tightly, trembling.

"It hurts...don't...Chen Yue...I beg you...don't...don't drive me away...it's really not my fault...you...you treat me better...Chen Yue...Chen Yue ...Don't treat me like this, just a little bit... just a little bit..."

Major seemed to be back to that night and that morning again.

He had no choice about what happened that night, but he couldn't understand it, nor could he accept Chen Yue's humiliation and hatred the next day.

Mei Zhe threw himself into the humble soil, tried everything he could to treat Chen Yue better, but no flowers bloomed in the humbleness, he could only watch his body and mind being trampled and crushed, After falling into mud and grinding into dust, there is neither fragrance nor reason.

He begged in a low voice, it was his humbleness and weakness that he never revealed.

Chen Yue finally couldn't hold back his tears.

Hot tears rolled down his face, and hit Mei Zhe's shoulders one by one.

"Baby...I'm sorry...I'm sorry for you, baby..."

"I've been looking for you..." Chen Yue's voice choked up, "I don't know your name, I don't have a chance to see your face clearly, I thought I would definitely find you, and find you soon... I thought I can always find you by asking one by one...but baby..."

There were more and more tears, soaking Mei Zhe's hair strands,

"But baby... no one knows you, those Betas said they just met you in the mist, no one knows who you are, where you come from, which city you live in, which school you go to... I used it All the connections, I went to all the hospitals near Haichi, posted on the Internet, and looked for needles in a haystack... I once found all the people who were injured in the mountain disaster one by one... I went to see all the dead bodies... all people... but without you..."

Hope is lost bit by bit, and when I finally open my hand, there is only empty despair in the palm, and the last straw of the drowning person.

"The only thing I know is your smell. Your pheromone enveloped me for a whole night, and from then on my whole soul smells like you... But baby, how do I find it, where do I find it... I don't care , I stalked and asked all the Omega I could find when I climbed the mountain, none of them were you...the huge central part, the northern part, or maybe the whole Huaguo..." Chen Yue trembled and hugged tightly Looking at Mei Zhe, "Where can I find you... I can't just ask about the taste of others every time I see an Omega like you... But how can I... How can I not ask every time I see a person like you?" Ask him about his taste?!"

Chen Yue burst into tears, "But baby, I still can't find you...you didn't come to me, they said you died, or disappeared, or lost your memory...I don't believe you are dead, if you forget I want to find you even more... I don't care what they say about me being flirtatious, promiscuous, provoking so many Omegas... I originally thought, don't care about me...I...no matter how many seemingly absurd things I do, When I really found you, I can always tell you... tell you... I have been... I have been waiting for you like a jade...but baby..."

Alpha cried bitterly, his voice trembling with pain, every word was like hitting his bloody heart with a hammer.

"But I couldn't hold myself! When I woke up from you that morning, I wanted to die...Baby, do you understand my heart? No matter how brazen I am, I always keep my people clean for you, But on that day...it's gone...Baby, do you know how much I hate you? I was plotted by the Lu family at that time, but it was you when I woke up. I thought you were with them ...I hated you as much as I hated those people at that time..."

Alpha cried bitterly.

"I thought you lied to me...I never thought you were an Omega...I thought you lied to me to sleep with me and make me feel sorry for my Omega...Baby I really wanted to die then...I wanted to strangle too You...but I can't do it...I didn't realize until that day that I didn't even keep my heart to him, but I gave it to you..."

Chen Yue's voice became hoarse, he hugged Mei Zhe tightly, and cried incoherently.

"I'm sorry... baby you forgive me... baby... I'm sorry for you... I've been looking for you, I know I'm playing with fire, but I've been careful, I want to keep myself to you... baby you forgive I... I really didn't want to hurt you, I thought I only loved that one Omega, although I didn't even know what he looked like... I thought my heart and mine belonged to him... and you took it away The person who killed me is not counted... Mei Zhe, you also stole my heart... Mei Zhe, do you know how much I love you... From that day on, I feel that I am crazy, and it is not him that I think about every day , it's you every day...can you understand me? Mei Zhe...I hate everything and everyone that day...I hate you for lying to me that Beta slept with me, I hate myself for empathizing with you, I have I hate you as much as I hate myself... I even let you kill our children..."

Thinking of the pale Mei Zhe and the child they lost in the video that day, Chen Yue finally broke down in tears.

He hugged Mei Zhe tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his chest and integrate him into his own life, let him fill the blood hole in his heart that had been gouged out over the years, so that he would never lose it again.

Outside Mei Zhe's bedroom, a figure who had stood for a long time was trembling, tears streaming down his face.Another figure next to him stretched out his hand and hugged him into his arms.He wiped away the tears on his face, kissed his temple hair, hugged him vigorously, and distributed his strength and warmth to his lover.

In Chen Yue's arms, Mei Zhe opened his eyes, without tears, unable to speak.

The memory of eight years ago is not just black and white facts, but cold, dark and lonely, with love and pain, and with the despair of separation, which made him sink into eight years ago again, feeling the unforgettable love, And the ensuing heartbreak and pain.

Chen Yue is right, not all love has a reason, it is a kind of mutual entrustment and unswerving life.

Chen Yue's crying pulled him out of the illusion, forcing him to face all the true love, struggle and despair that once existed.

And that day a year ago should have been the moment when the Alpha who gave the mark for the first time reunited with his own Omega.

Fate showed a pitiful smile to Chen Yue after seven years of hard searching, and gave him a chance... On that day, he could have reunited satisfactorily, and then ended all the hard searching and suffocating despair.

However, the opportunity that Chen Yue paid for seven years was screwed up by two people together.

Because I don't want to bear such heavy despair and sadness, because I don't want to endure the deep-rooted lovesickness and struggle to find in the world like him, because my cowardice kills the truth in my memory, so fate makes me pay for it all at once. paid the price.

The memory opened at that time inappropriately, and then they joined forces and killed their own children together.

Severe abdominal pain.

The father said that the child would not hurt when he killed the child in that way, but Omega was the most painful, but he really didn't feel it at the time.I heard that the most painful pain in the world never bursts out directly, but this pain has been numb for half a year, and finally burst out after half a year, cutting his flesh with a knife, stabbing his heart, and lingering his soul.

Big beads of cold sweat ooze from Mei Zhe's forehead, the lower abdomen is cut open to reveal the empty genital cavity after losing the child, the chest is torn and slid off the pale heart without blood and love, the back of the neck is drained by broken glands After drinking the last drop of spring water with the smell of sulfur and flames, his whole body was being stabbed by a knife called love.

He looked like a drowning man who had just been rescued.This past year seemed to be surrounded by air on the shore, but in fact I couldn’t breathe at all. What blocked my throat and chest was water, sand, blood clots, the life that had never seen the sun, and the humiliation of a year ago. Abandonment and trampling are all the weakness, grief and despair that I dare not face eight years ago.

Twitching, trembling, aching, he curled up in his lover's arms.And Chen Yue's sobs came from the far end of time and space, and he couldn't hear clearly, but he held him firmly, preventing him from falling into the dark mud flow and being swallowed by despair.