miss [rebirth]

Chapter 104

The next day Chen Nianduo brought a breakfast, but Liu Xin was not found when he arrived at school.

She waited at the door of Liu Xin's classroom until the bell rang, and the students who came and went secretly glanced at her.

Chen Nian went downstairs, took out his mobile phone and called Liu Xin.

The phone was not connected,? But Liu Xin sent a text message: [I am in the hospital, I will go back in the afternoon. 】

【Okay,? Then I'll eat your share. 】

Chen Nian didn't ask much.

Before class in the afternoon, Chen Nian received another text message from Liu Xin, saying that she was going to pass out after taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor, and that she would not go to school today.

Chen Nian knew that the drugs used to treat mental illness basically had this effect, so he wasn't too worried.

In the next few days,? She would bring an extra breakfast every morning,? Liu Xin didn't come to school,? She took a photo and sent it to her.

After a week like this, Liu Xin finally had this breakfast.

Wearing a baggy school uniform, she sat on a stone bench in the school garden and dangled her legs: "Ah... I finally feel sober."

Chen Nian asked, "What kind of sobriety?"

Liu Xin smiled and took a bite of the pancake fruit: "It's not the kind of sobriety you want,? It's just that the dose of the medicine has been reduced, and I feel that my brain can move. A few days ago, I felt that I could even memorize the multiplication table within ten digits. I can't come out."

Chen Nian nodded: "Well, that kind of medicine is to slow down your ability to think and let you rest more."

"Have you checked?" Liu Xin asked.

"Ah." Chen Nian paused, "I'm very knowledgeable, so this is common sense."

Liu Xin couldn't help laughing: "Then you are really knowledgeable."

This appearance is really no different from normal children running around in the school.

Chen Nian also didn't want her to feel that she was different, so she wouldn't take the initiative to mention the illness. Only when Liu Xin spoke,? She would listen quietly, or ask a few questions at critical moments, so that her topic could continue.

The two of them have a breakfast time every morning, and when they have something to do, they use their mobile phones to contact each other, and they study separately when they have nothing to do.

At first, Fang Zhi felt a little uncomfortable about the time that Chen Nian had allocated, but Chen Nian emphasized to her many times that there is no need to pretend to be a smile or to be magnanimous, and you can say it directly if you are unhappy, or you can exchange it with conditions.

Fang Zhi suddenly felt that it was nothing.

Chen Niantan was open-minded and wanted to help his classmates.Fang Zhi also frankly gave her this

When I am curious, I will ask how Liu Xin is doing, and when I am not curious, I will pretend that she is going downstairs to endorse.

Almost a month passed like this, the final exam was approaching, and the atmosphere in the school became more tense.When Chen Nian trotted to deliver the breakfast to Liu Xin, Liu Xin took out a handful of money from his pocket and handed it to her.

"What?" Chen Nian was taken aback.

"Breakfast, it's been so long, I probably calculated it, it's about the same."

Chen Nian: "I'm not short of money."

Liu Xin: "Is this a question of money?"

"Oh." Chen Nian rolled up the money and stuffed it into the bag, "Then thank you boss, what would you like to eat tomorrow morning?"

"I won't patronize your breakfast shop tomorrow morning." Liu Xin said, "Okay, let's go here."

Chen Nian's heart twitched slightly, and Liu Xin couldn't help but smile: "Can you stop looking scary, I can't keep eating your breakfast to take up your time, you... big star sister, look at my eyes It's almost flying blades."

Chen Nian hurriedly explained: "She didn't mean that, she wasn't targeting you, she just... looks like that, everyone looks sharper."

Liu Xin: "Oh."

Chen Nian added knowingly, "Except for me."

Liu Xin: "Oh."

Chen Nian: "Then you..."

Liu Xin: "It's time to go to class and take medicine, but my final grades will definitely be abolished, and my mother is also very worried. Do I want a good grade that jumps off the building at any time, or a good daughter who is dumbfounded."

Chen Nian: "The college entrance examination is actually not that important. If you can't do it this year, you can come again next year."

Liu Xin: "Don't let the director hear this."

"Hey, what am I afraid of..." Chen Nian smiled, "In fact, let alone the college entrance examination, life can be restarted. As long as you want to start over, God will give you a chance."

"Really?" Liu Xin looked at her.

"Yes." Chen Nian was very sure.

"I really envy Fang Zhizhu." Liu Xin said suddenly.

Chen Nian: "Huh?"

Liu Xin: "With you by her side, she must be happy every day."

Chen Nian knew that this was just a compliment, or a compliment with a sense of confession, but the sense of fate that no one knew made her heartbeat suddenly increase, causing her head to ache.

She used to be by Fang Zhizhu's side, and she has always been by Fang Zhizhu's side.

but only to see

Get up and be happy.

"What's wrong?" Liu Xin leaned forward, "Scared? I don't have any extra thoughts, I know you don't mean that to me."

"You just pity me."

Chen Nian suddenly raised his head: "No, it's not pitiful."

Liu Xin: "What is that?"

Chen Nian paused: "Students should help each other."

Liu Xin laughed: "Chen Nian, you really can't lie."

The class bell rang and Chen Nian was rescued.

The two stood up in a hurry, and Chen Nian packed up his things and went out: "Call me if you need anything."

Liu Xin didn't respond to her, and kept standing where she was, watching her walk away before walking away.

Chen Nian was in a trance, and stopped suddenly at the door of the classroom to adjust his state.

She was lying, but her help to Liu Xin was not out of pity.

If I had to find a word, it would be curiosity.

Curious about the state of a person who once stood on the top of a high-rise building, wondering whether she will live safe and sound in the days to come, or still be trapped by demons.

Curious about the reason for this suicidal impulse, but also curious about a completely different result.

I even wonder how much truth, irony, happiness, or despair is in each of her smiles.

If she understands these, if these have common laws for everyone, then... can she get a little closer to what she used to know.

Is it possible to let the current Fang Zhizhu never repeat the fate of the previous life.

Chen Nian raised his head and met Fang Zhi's gaze.

Fang Zhi has been looking at her with a calm and gentle gaze, like a pool of clear water.

Chen Nian smiled, walked into the classroom, and walked quickly to her side.

The teacher also entered the classroom, and the day's class officially started. The students were all staring at the blackboard. The books on Chen Nian's desk moved, and the notebook was pushed over.

Chen Nian looked down and saw the words Fang Zhi wrote to her:

[I don't fake a smile, and neither do you. 】

Chen Nian laughed suddenly, his eyes were bent, and his heart was as soft as a folded surface.

Fang Zhi glanced at her, Chen Nian lowered his head and wrote in a swish: [This is really wanting to laugh. 】

After a busy day, before the evening self-study, Fang Zhi ate the apples that Chen Nian had peeled, and asked casually, "Are you peeling for Liu Xin too?"

"No, no." Chen Nian skillfully

Throwing the complete peel into the trash can, she put away the controlled|controlled knife disguised as a signature pen, "Where can I eat apples in the morning."

Fang Zhi: "Then if you eat it, you'll be cut off?"

Chen Nian: "That doesn't work either, just eat it after washing. I want to take out my pocket knife in broad daylight, and the director has to let me go to the meeting to read the self-criticism."

Fang Zhi: "You won't be afraid if you cut it for me?"

Chen Nian bumped her shoulder: "What is the relationship between us, this is special treatment for you."

Fang Zhi felt relieved when he heard this.

Anyway, Chen Nian won't let her pretend, so she won't pretend, and asks every now and then, seeing how Chen Nian tries to coax her, it's refreshing.

"What are you going to bring tomorrow?" Fang Zhi asked, "Can you bring me a copy too?"

"I won't bring them tomorrow." Chen Nian said.

"Huh?" Fang Zhi was taken aback.

"I won't bring them tomorrow." Chen Nian repeated, "Liu Xin said no, she gave all the money she had brought for breakfast. Here, here."

Chen Nian took out a roll of money, Fang Zhi looked up and frowned: "Why so much?"

"Is there a lot?" Chen Nian said, "Not many, I think..."

Then she was stunned. When Liu Xin gave it to her, there was Zhang Fifty outside, so she subconsciously felt that it was not much.

But when it was spread out, there were still a few stacked one-hundred sheets inside. Chen Nian hurriedly scattered all the money on the table and counted it, and there were more than 700 in total.

"Why is she giving me so much!" Chen Nian's eyes widened.

The current price has not risen much, and what she brings every day is the most common breakfast. Three or four hundred a month is enough, and there is no need for seven hundred.

"Ask me." Fang Zhi picked through the pile of money, they were all normal banknotes, and there was nothing written on them.

"What did she tell you today?" Fang Zhi asked.

"It's just some very ordinary..." Chen Nian stopped talking.

"What?" Fang Zhi asked urgently.

"She said that's it." Chen Nian said with a dry voice, "She said that this year's grades must be forfeited."

Fang Zhi slapped the table: "Call her quickly!"

Chen Nian was startled. When he took out the phone, it wobbled and fell to the ground.

"It won't turn on." Chen Nian began to have a bad feeling.

"Use mine." Fang Zhi handed over her mobile phone.

"Well, the phone,

Phone..." Chen Nian took Fang Zhi's cell phone and tried to recall the number he had been in touch with recently.

Fang Zhi: "It's in my address book."

Chen Nian: "Huh?"

Fang Zhi: "Just look for Liu Xin's name."

Chen Nian pressed it with trembling hands, and sure enough, he found Liu Xin's number.

Chen Nian dialed Liu Xin's number and looked at Fang Zhi.

Fang Zhi had no expression on her face and looked fierce, but Chen Nian met her gaze and knew that she was also worried about Liu Xin.

Even though these two people didn't deal with it the first time they met.

Although Fang Zhi always minded that Liu Xin occupied Chen Nian's time.

The phone was connected, and Chen Nian took Fang Zhi's hand.

Just as she was about to speak, an old lady's voice came from over there: "Hey, who are you looking for!"

Chen Nian was stunned, and looked at the phone screen in front of him, wondering if Fang Zhi had saved the wrong number.

"Hello," another voice called out, "Hello!"

Chen Nian hurriedly said, "I'm looking for Liu Xin, is it Liu Xin's number?"

"Ah, Xinxin, it belongs to Xinxin. Xinxin is blowing air at the door."

"Didn't she come to school this afternoon?" Chen Nian said, "Grandma, are you Xinxin's parent?"

"Xinxin is my granddaughter. Are you Xinxin's classmate? I'll get you the phone. Xinxin came back to see me today."

Chen Nian held Fang Zhi's hand tightly, and Fang Zhi leaned forward to listen to the voice on the phone.

There was the silence of the wind on the phone, and the chirping of birds.

Liu Xin answered the phone with a clear voice: "Hello, who is it?"

Chen Nian said: "It's me."

"Ah, Chen Nian." Liu Xin smiled, "Why did you change the number?"

"This is Fang Zhi's cell phone. Mine broke just now. Have you returned to your hometown?"

"Ah."

"Aren't you going to participate in tomorrow's quiz?"

"It's definitely going to be the last one in the exam. Our teacher said that I don't have to take part, so I won't take part, so as not to lower the average score in the class."

Chen Nian didn't know what to say for a moment.

Are you blaming the teacher?But the teacher may be simply out of concern for special students.

Encourage her to come back for the exam?But with Liu Xin's current state, the possibility of getting an ideal score in the exam is really low, and the low score may be another blow to her.

Ask her if she is in a good mood?How could it be good.

ask her for

Why give her so much money, is she going to do something dangerous again?It's like adding fuel to the fire.

In those days of continuous contact, Chen Nian felt that he had grasped some of Liu Xin's emotional trends and deepened his understanding of her.

But now, whenever something unexpected happens, Chen Nian will feel that she actually doesn't understand anything, and she has nothing to do with Liu Xin.

It made her feel irritable, and it made her feel sad.

Fang Zhi suddenly grabbed the phone from her hand and pressed the hands-free button.

"Liu Xin, I'm Fang Zhi." She asked in a natural tone, "Have you returned to your hometown? Where is your hometown?"

Liu Xin: "Why are you asking this?"

Fang Zhi: "I'm too tired from studying recently. After tomorrow's quiz, I want to find a place to relax with Chen Nian. Is your hometown in the countryside? Are there any wheat fields now? Can I stay at your place when I go? Big city I really don't want to stay anymore, it's so annoying, everyone knows me."

"There are only stubble in the wheat field now." Liu Xin paused for a while, "There is nothing to see."

"We didn't want to see the scenery. Hey, Chen Nian said before that he wanted to shoot some rural documentaries, and the magazine also wanted such manuscripts. But we can't book hotels in the village. If we don't know each other well, we can go there. It may be a waste of time, after so long, I thought you could..."

"Then you all come over here." Liu Xin interrupted her, "You can eat and live at my house, the conditions are average. I am familiar with the surrounding area, but I don't know if the scenery is what you want."

She called out "Chen Nian".

"I'll send you the address, take a look."