AWB Chapter 47 Taunting
Chapter 47 Taunting
"Mom, as you can see, I like Su Chaoyang. I don't like women, I only like him. I'm sorry to disappoint you..." From childhood to adulthood, the dedication and expectations of his parents for him are visible to the naked eye, and he can do anything But this is the only thing...he can't do anything.
Su Shi and Sha Matt remained silent. They saw Su Chaoyang and Lin Zhan as two sinners waiting to be judged.
Even though Su Chaoyang had lived two lifetimes, there was still nothing he could do at this moment. He knew better than anyone that any words were useless, any promises of weight, any promises of perfection, and any moving cries could not relieve the original sin that people believed in.
Su Chaoyang held Lin Zhan's hand again, and struggled to stand up from the bed. The wound in his abdomen prevented him from straightening up, but he insisted on standing more steadily. This was a sudden showdown and negotiation. How could he Being weak, the timing and location are so bad, but they have to face it, in order to seize the future in their hands.
Su Chaoyang braced himself and stood up straight, the hand holding Lin Zhan was painful.
"Auntie, I know you won't be able to accept it for a while, or even you don't understand it at all, but Lin Zhan and I are not strange people. We both have independent thoughts, sound personalities, and thousands of ordinary people on the street. The same, except that the object of liking is somewhat different, but there is no hypocrisy in this relationship, just like you and your husband, thousands of lovers in the world, choose to be together because of mutual admiration, and love each other because of this feeling Take care, no matter how many ups and downs we face in the future, we will support each other and move forward hand in hand. For us like this, I beg you...give a little more time, understand us more before making a conclusion..."
Su Chaoyang didn't continue his words. With every word he said, Lin's mother's eyes didn't show forgiveness but...resentment. She seemed to have finally recognized the truth, finally couldn't lie to herself, and had to accept the truth. It made her feel boundless hatred in an instant.How can she not hate, God is playing a big joke on her, the son she raised has devoted most of her life, and she has been excellent and obedient since childhood, the son she is proud of, Du Miaomiao One, even the closest husband can't be replaced, the most important place in my heart will always belong to my son!
How could the person she loves the most make her even more heartbroken.
"Lin Zhan...you...you are so cruel!"
Every word seemed to be vomited from the bottom of my heart, stained with invisible injuries and blood, and carrying a heavy shackle of power, hitting Lin Zhan's heart one by one, every word carried murderous intent.
She made Lin Zhan realize more clearly that when he insisted on his love and spiritual freedom, he also brought unbearable pain to his parents.
His mother suffered as much as he did.
He has suffered a lot, and he knows the consequences of all this better than anyone else. He is so ordinary, but he is retrograde in the crowd.
How many times have you deliberately tried to stay away from Su Chaoyang, evade him, and ignore him, but in the end, in places you can't see, in the dead of night, longing floods his heart like a tide, time and time again, he really can't let go.
Su Chaoyang also had a dull pain in his heart, his eyes drooped sadly, Lin Mu's hurt expression made him full of apology, this is a road of no return... But he was selfish, wanted to hold hands, and walked stubbornly.
It may not be wrong to have a feeling, but its mere existence can hurt people deeply...
"Auntie, I'm sorry..."
Lin's mother scolded angrily: "What's the use of being sorry, tell me, who...whose fault is it?" She instinctively thought that her son was obedient and obedient, and never made mistakes. How could he like boys? If she had neglected something, she regretted that she had reassured her son too early. If she supervised well, she would resign and concentrate on studying with her son like a colleague once did. At that time, she was still joking, but now she feels regretful.
whose fault?
These words left the two speechless.
Is it wrong to like boys, or is it wrong to like Su Chaoyang?
It’s fine if it’s really wrong, and if it’s wrong, it means that it can be corrected.
How he wants to modify, everything he has experienced now.
"Mom... I don't know what's wrong. I want to like girls, but I really can't. When I found out that I like boys, it's irreversible. I don't want to get out of the crowd, and I don't want to let you down and sad , I’m sorry, I can’t control you even if you cut me apart piece by piece.” Lin Zhan couldn’t organize his words well, and he spoke with a robot-like face, using the calmest tone, but it moved the listener.
Su Shi's heart fluctuated, he sighed countless times, and he hesitated to speak several times.
"Stop talking." Su Chaoyang tightened Lin Zhan's hand. He has always known that this boy has a weak side, and he knows all the evasion and alienation. Because of this, when Lin Zhan faced everything bravely, he healed. Heartache.I always hoped that he could live a safe life, and even couldn't help thinking that it would be great if Lin Zhan never liked him...
Lin Zhan lowered his head, his shoulders trembling.
The temperature in the palm of your hand is so clear, this is your own choice, if you go all out, you will either fail to succeed, or pass by...
It was an explanation to his parents, and also a decision with Su Chaoyang.
The days together are very happy, maybe I will never meet such a good person like him again, I don't want to let go, let alone drag him staggeringly without light, he doesn't even want to wait, he doesn't believe in time, time will only waste time Delayed youth.
Mother Lin's whole heart was hurting, and her son's words over and over again shocked her reason. She understood every word, but it seemed to be confused when connecting them together.What does it mean to be unable to like girls? It is only natural for men to like women. There is nothing wrong with it throughout the ages.All of this is just an excuse to go astray and get lost!
There is no distinction between good and bad when falling in love. She is not uncommon at all. People who have lost their lives because of so-called feelings, but people who have come through her know that time can resolve everything. No matter how deep the relationship is, there will always be a day when it fades away. Love is not life , can't be eaten as food, let alone the value of a person's life, there are too many things in this world that are more important than selfish love.
As long as they are separated and not entangled together, over time, any problems will no longer be problems.
In the future, he will always meet the girl he likes. At that time, he will naturally understand what love between a man and a woman is. This is a gift from heaven and nature.
"Even if they are beasts, a cat and a dog know that males love females. It's natural. You still say that you are right? Are you two high-achieving students, even cats and dogs can't compare?" The words were extremely mean, but she still needed Show mercy?Soft heart is to push her son into the abyss of fire, she only has one son, she must save him, in any way.
Su Zhaoyang gasped, feeling a dull pain from the abdominal wound.
Lin Zhan seemed to laugh out loud, his body shook, but he closed his mouth and stopped speaking.
Su, who was on the sidelines, was so choked that he couldn't help stepping forward and interjecting: "Ms. Lin, I'm illiterate, but I know that in this world, there is the sun and there is the moon, where there is light there is darkness, and everyone has shadows. There is unfairness, everyone has healthy limbs, but some people are born with disabilities, physical or psychological, even if you treat your son as a patient, please speak rationally and try to think from his perspective."
Mother Lin sneered: "I ask you to think about it from my point of view. When you have a son and have worked so hard to raise him but choose a man to be with you, you will confront me again. Young people, you don't understand anything. , you are not qualified to teach me."
Su Shi was choked again, as if he had eaten a fly, oh my god, he doesn't have a wife yet...
"I definitely hope that my son likes girls, but if he really doesn't like girls, I'm unlucky and I'll admit it!"
"Whether you admit it or not is up to you, I never accept my fate!" Mother Lin yelled, looking at her son who couldn't hold his head up, she was still burning with anger and heartache. She had lived her entire life and was going to be strong all her life, but she had never been so powerless.
Similarly, she has no choice but doesn't know what to do, the only firm thing is not to let her son indulge in it.
She is unwilling to listen to any explanation, it doesn't make sense.
She calmed down and looked at Su Chaoyang: "I'm here to tell you clearly today, please don't contact my son in the future, let alone see him. Otherwise, I will call the police with any dirty name!"
Lin Zhan shook his head, Su Chaoyang's eyes widened, and then he smiled miserably. This lady is really amazing...Is this...also maternal love?Without hesitation, resolute and resolute, she tried her best to protect everything her son had, even at the expense of her own reputation and her son's feelings, just to seek a stable and ordinary future for him...
She used to give up her health and dignity for her son who was seriously ill and dying, but now she can sacrifice face and tenderness in her heart for a better future for her son. This is her way of love.
In different environments and different situations, her way of loving is completely different, but the same way but the same effect.
Don't care about the unknown result, solve problems for his son.
she is great...
Su Shi gritted his teeth and wanted to say something, but was silently stopped by Su Chaoyang.Seeing the weak and pale Su Chaoyang, Su was extremely annoyed.
"go home with me."
Mother Lin ordered sharply.
Lin Zhan remained motionless.
"If you don't go now, don't want to see me in the future."
"Mom..." Lin Zhan cried, aggrieved like a child.
"Don't talk about the love between the two of you. Nine out of ten times in this world, you don't like it. Are there few couples who abandon love and get married? If the love between men and women is like this, why do you want to get what you want?"
After Lin Mu finished speaking, she turned her head and looked at the men in the room with deep meaning, especially Su Chaoyang, "A smart man will never hang himself for a tree."
Lin Zhan suddenly shouted: "Mom! I am also a man! I want to take on my own life, can't I?"
Mother Lin denied him without hesitation: "You are just a boy!"
Lin Zhan was stunned. In his mother's heart, he had never grown up. Therefore, his mother had the final say on any choice and decision. He had never refuted his mother in the past. In people's eyes, he was excellent, upright and had a bright future. I hate myself more and more...
Lin's mother chuckled: "A man who is responsible and responsible will not let down his parents or his partner. Have you done it?"
"Lin Zhan, please remember clearly. Don't even think about seeing Su Chaoyang again. I don't care about the past. From now on, you should make a clean break and stop dating! Otherwise, I'll show you."
"Mom—you're crazy!" Lin Zhan exclaimed.
"Chaoyang!"
Su Shi exclaimed, and supported the fallen Su Chaoyang, the blood seeped into the hospital gown red, the wound was obviously torn open, Su Chaoyang's face was pale, he gritted his teeth without saying a word, Shamat hurried up to help, the two left one Hold Su Chaoyang right.
Lin's mother looked at them indifferently, and after a long while, she said to Lin Zhan who was heartbroken: "I will wait for you outside for 5 minutes, so that you can talk about breaking up, and let me get together and break up. Life or death, it's up to you Pick one."
Lin Zhan rushed over regardless, supported Su Chaoyang and put him on the bed, lost his mind: "Su Chaoyang...I like you..."
"Lin Zhan, why don't you go back quickly today." Su Shi sighed. No matter how good Lin Zhan is, he stood on Su Chaoyang's side selfishly. Su wished that they would leave as soon as possible and change their lives.
Su Zhaoyang sat up reluctantly, and he really liked the big boy who spoke his heart out, but no amount of liking could solve the problem... He could be afraid of nothing, but he couldn't ignore the guilt in his heart. If he is forced to die, he will be resentful, helpless, and endlessly sad...
He didn't have a mother, and he didn't know what a real mother should be like.In the past, his mother's blankness was left by Lin's mother, and since then, the word "mother" has color in his heart.
Only today did I realize that the color was too monotonous.
In two lives, the same woman and the same mother made him understand that the way of love is not only selfless giving, but also an inescapable bondage.
He can accept any harsh criticism, and he can work hard, but he can't understand that he is forced to die.
Being in the position you love the most, holding the person you love the most with death, this way is heart-wrenching, unacceptable, unimaginable, if his father did the same thing, then he would rather never wake up...
He will not deceive himself, love is very important, the person he likes is very important, but it will never be more important than his parents.
If their stubbornness cost Mother Lin her life, love will cease to exist and will only be replaced by resentment.
Resentment that can never be resolved.
Same as back then.
"Su Chaoyang..."
Lin Zhan's voice choked up.
Leaving here, perhaps leaving Su Chaoyang forever, and going back, perhaps from now on, he will no longer have the courage to rebel, let alone the strength to find the true happiness in his heart.In the end, he had no choice but to turn around.
He actually understands what leaving today means, but he would rather not understand.
However, no matter how many times he starts over, his choice will not change.
Go, only go, go far, unless you get mother's understanding.
He forgot how he raised his feet, and he didn't know where the strength came from to let him walk out of the ward. There was a magic power that made him leave resolutely.
Separated by a door, they parted ways.
Seeing her son coming out resolutely, Lin's mother wiped away the tears all over her face, squeezed out an ugly and comfortable smile, and walked away in silence with her son.
"Chaoyang!"
When the door of the ward was closed, Lin Zhan's figure could no longer be seen. Unable to hold on, Su Chaoyang collapsed, clutching his stomach and looking in pain. Su Shi hurriedly rang the bell and shouted angrily: "Chaoyang, get out of here! What do you want?" Miss Uncle, if you have something to do, can you forgive him? Breaking up in love is no big deal, why the **** doctor hasn't come yet!" Seeing the area where the blood seeped on the hospital gown was getting bigger and bigger, Su was completely panicked.
Su Chaoyang gritted his teeth in pain, his lips turned white: "It's okay... just some blood seeped..."
Su Shi sighed heavily: "Does it hurt?"
Su Chaoyang shook his head, closed his eyes and didn't want to speak.The wound was very painful, as if the place that was slowly healing was torn open again, blood was dripping, and salt was sprinkled on the wound.
Sha Matt was delighted: "The nurse is here."
Su Chaoyang's wound was indeed opened, and he was scolded severely by the nurse. It took him a long time to take apart the gauze and reapply anti-inflammatory medicine, etc. before Su Chaoyang calmed down.
After the nurse left, everyone found that there was another person in the ward, and they didn't know how long he had been here.
Su Shi exclaimed, "Chen Luo?"
Su Chaoyang, who was drowsy after taking the medicine, was startled. He drowsy and ran away. His eyes were looking at the door. He had a cigarette in his mouth but didn't light it. The person leaning against the door was really Chen Luo...
Chen Luo fiddled with the faint blue flame of the lighter, and smiled at Su: "I want to talk to him."
Su Shi nodded without hesitation, and dragged Sha Matt away.
Chen Luo walked to the bed in two or three steps, pulled over the chair and sat down, the cigarettes and lighters had already been put away by him.
"Divided?" Chen Luo casually popped out the words at this time, with a taste of gloating.
Su Chaoyang's heart was blocked, and he frowned in disgust: "It has nothing to do with you, so stop gloating at my misfortune."
Chen Luo sneered: "It's not me who is broken in love, and it really has nothing to do with me. Besides gloating, how can I comfort you?"
As Chen Luo spoke, he leaned over and put his head in front of Su Chaoyang's face. Su Chaoyang dodged in embarrassment. Chen Luo said, "Why are you hiding? You thought I would kiss you? Forget it, look at your withered and cracked face." A wrinkled mouth makes people lose their appetite, and it might be clinging to other people's saliva." Chen Luo's disgusted expression almost caused Su Chaoyang to have a heart attack, damn it, he couldn't even pretend to be calm in front of this cheap-mouthed person!Always on the verge of an out-of-control roar.
"Get out!" Excessive excitement made his wound ache.
Seeing his painful appearance, Chen Luo showed no pity at all, and suddenly stretched out his hand to overturn Su Chaoyang's quilt. Without Su Chaoyang's power to resist, he then roughly lifted his shirt, and the tightly bound gauze came into view. .
Su Zhaoyang glared at him, so angry that he couldn't speak for a long time.
Chen Luo slapped the bandaged gauze, right where the wound was, and the pain made Su Chaoyang shiver all over, his face pale.
Chen Luo retracted his hands and restored the quilt: "It hurts?"
Su Chaoyang was dripping with cold sweat, staring at him with bloodshot eyes.
"Yes." Chen Luo smiled like a flower.
Su Shaoyang, who had recovered his strength, pointed at Chen Luo tremblingly and angrily: "Damn... are you here to find fault... Don't think that I can't do anything with you now... Hiss..." Su Chaoyang fell back on the bed in despair, unwilling panting heavily.
Chen Luo's smiling face was full of sarcasm and amusement, and thoughtfully handed a glass of water to Su Chaoyang's mouth, Su Chaoyang gave a pooh and stopped, Chen Luo quickly grabbed his chin with his palm, and half-forced him to drink Half a cup of water.
"Su Chaoyang, you can't even touch a single hair of mine and still want to fight fiercely, tsk tsk, how long are you going to continue dreaming of being a hero? Why are you so childish when you are old?"
"What the hell are you doing here? Now I'm lying down and let you taunt me enough, can I get out? Don't let me see you when I'm out of the hospital, I'm afraid my hands will itch and I won't be able to stop it. The matter between me and Lin Zhan You don't even need to intervene."
Su Chaoyang paused, and said in a muffled voice, "Pretend you haven't heard what you said before, even if it's impossible for me and Lin Zhan, let alone you."
Chen Luo snorted coldly, stood up and slammed the chair away, his face changed ever-changingly: "Heh, someone swiped a knife against your Street Fighter, are you sure you can still use it in the future? If you can't use it, I want you to use it as a decoration? Why don't you just buy a safety net?" Mob."
The red apple flew past Chen Luo's face, and Su Chaoyang, who couldn't bear it any longer, had already struggled from the bed in rage.
Chen Luo, who had escaped, cursed softly and slammed the door, completely isolating the roaring Su Chaoyang.