rebirth night song

Chapter 58

The twelfth lunar month of winter already makes people feel cold to the bottom of their hearts, and with the addition of a person wandering around the street, it makes people feel even more chilled.Lu Yang held the mobile phone in one hand, and walked forward with the other hand drooping naturally, his eyes stared at the front faintly, unable to find the focal length.It was cold, and there were not many people on the side of the road. Even if there were people, they were all in a hurry. Who would walk in a confusion like him.

The wind was very strong at night. Lu Yang stood on a big bridge, leaning his arms on the fence and looking down. The fence was exposed to the wind and sun, and it was dirty. Lu Yang didn't seem to feel it, and just let the wind blow.

"Why do you think we brought you back in the first place? After so many years of eating and using mine, we raised you so that there would be someone who could help your brother in the future! Without us, would you be where you are today? I won't be with you either. Nonsense, your brother is still waiting for us to come back, it's not easy for him to be alone in there!"

Lu Yang tightened his clothes, got down from the bridge, and walked aimlessly. At night, his figure was very small, and the darkness almost crushed his shoulders. One more straw could crush him I can't get up anymore.

Lu Yang is really not in a good mood today. He always knew that he was not born to his family. He has always been obedient. He was brought into his current home when he was ten years old. When they took him to an empty room when he was 15 years old, he had already paid off all the things he owed to that family all these years.There was an alcoholic in an empty room. The man beat him, first with a belt, then with his feet, and finally picked up the stool next to him. Lu Yang couldn't remember how he was taken away from there at that time. He only remembered that his brother put The son of an alcoholic was beaten to a bone, and the other party's request was to beat his brother up. Lu Yang later thought that the reason why the man was so drunk was because his father had drunk the bar, so that he couldn't tell who was beating at that time. .

Later, of course, Lu Yang's adoptive parents ignored him. He lay alone in the hospital, and only when he woke up did he ask his close classmates to pay the medical expenses in advance.Afterwards, Lu Yang didn't ask his family for money anymore. The work-study program was nothing more than eating less and cooking more than others.After Lu Yang was admitted to Shangcheng University, he got a loan from the bank, but when he came to a big city like Shangcheng from the small place at home, he realized that boys can also exchange their bodies for money.

In his freshman year, Lu Yang paid off his bank loan, and when he thought he could finally live like an ordinary student, he met his brother.Originally, Hou could cover his living expenses only by being a tutor, but with a family like a vampire, how could he live so easily.All his money is exchanged with his body. Everyone in the circle knows that Lu Yang is good at playing, and he will give as long as he has money. Who knows that he just wants to exchange money for a little attention from his family.

Tomorrow is the day when it is time to send money to the family. On the fifth day of every month, No. 20, every time I call back [-], Lu Yang knows that the money was finally given to his brother, but what can he do.Just imagine how much money a normal office worker can earn. He is a student and is now a senior. How could it be easy to ask for money? However, his family never asks, they only recognize money.

But today, just as Lu Yang got off the bed of a middle-aged man with a big belly, a phone call came from home.His brother ran into someone drunk and ran away. He was already paralyzed when he was rescued in the hospital. They didn't agree to reconciliation. His ridiculous parents even thought of asking him to replace his brother. What else did he say? He bought it, and he should take full responsibility.

Lu Yang thought, how many more years will he live like this?No one of them regards him as a family member at all, no matter how much he wants, he can't get such family affection. This time, this incident made him even more chilling.

Shang Da is not close to here, he can't walk with his two legs, and he probably doesn't want to go back to school.Shangcheng Middle School?Lu Yang came here unknowingly. He remembered that he was admitted here, but his family refused to let him go anyway. Instead, the high school in the county was willing to give him a tuition fee reduction and subsidy for living expenses. He can continue to study, but Shangcheng Middle School, the high school that everyone wants to enter, has no chance for him.

"Baby, I just bought it and I'm almost home! Damn it! Baby, I seem to have bumped into someone!"

Lu Yang didn't look at the road, and the screeching sound of brakes sounded in his ear. At that moment, he thought, let's just get rid of it, anyway, no one likes him, even if he dies, the family will at most care that no one will give them money like him That's all.

"Hey! Hey! Are you okay? Why are you again?"

"Ren Xuan?"

"How are you? Shall I take you to the hospital?"

"I am fine."

Lu Yang supported Ren Xuan to stand up. In the past, when he was on someone else's bed, no matter how demanding others were, he would not have the slightest change in emotion. Now he was holding Ren Xuan's hand, but he felt a violent heartbeat. Lu Yang didn't know that he What's going on here.

"How could it be okay, let's go, there are still people in the hospital now."

"It's really okay! I didn't get hit!"

"Really? You don't look well. If you're not feeling well, call me. Where are you going? I'll take you there first!"

"Then send me back to Shangda, thank you."

Lu Yang stopped talking when he got in the car. He leaned against the car window by himself and didn't know what he was looking at. Ren Xuan took a look at him and stopped caring about him. So he called, and Lu Yang was listening, inexplicably depressed.