AWB Chapter 51#看一个电影Meet investors and male lead hand in hand to watch movies#
Chapter 51#看一个电影Meet investors and male lead hand in hand to watch movies#
After thinking about it for a while, Song Tang leaned forward and approached Fang Hening, held Fang Hening's hand, and said softly, "Do you want to consider going? I'll go with you, okay?"
Fang Hening's eyes were obviously irritated, and he refused in a cold voice, "No, I won't go even if he dies in the hospital."
Fang Hening's repulsion was beyond words, Song Tang turned to ask: "Why do you think he wants you to visit?"
He didn't need to say some things, Fang Hening must understand that Fang Mingshi's legs are crippled, which is equivalent to severe paralysis.
He didn't sympathize with Fang Mingshi at all, it was purely self-inflicted, and he didn't deserve sympathy for what happened, but he was worried about Fang Hening.
I don't see you now, what if I regret it later?
Fang Hening hated Fang Mingshi, he could clearly feel this, but visiting him did not mean forgiving, it was more about giving himself an explanation, some things can only be completely and truly let go after they are settled.
If there is no room for easing the pain from childhood, family, and parents, then you have to accept and let go, and then you can let go of the burden that has been weighing on your heart.
Hearing Song Tang's question, Fang Hening didn't think much, and said directly: "I don't care what he means."
"What if this is the last side?"
Fang Hening withdrew his hand and stood up. The last one who dared to question his parent-child relationship had learned to be good, but he didn't want to get angry at Song Tang, so he just avoided it a little, "Go back, didn't you agree to eat supper?"
Song Tang sat still, looked up at Fang Hening, "I remember what you told me before. I didn't mean to ask you to reconcile with your parents. If you put yourself in the shoes, I couldn't do it myself, of course I wouldn't. I ask you to do it."
"He Ning, no matter whether you forgive or not, I support your decision. I just don't want you to have any regrets about your biological parents. If you want to scold, you can just scold. If you have anything to say, you can try to let it go."
Song Tang's voice was clear and slow, which was very pleasant to listen to, but Fang Hening still couldn't stop being annoyed.
His parents were existences he didn't want to touch, and he was so disappointed that it didn't matter anymore, even if he really died, what did it matter if he really didn't see each other again?Putting down...things he had never picked up before, how could he let go of them.
He slightly suppressed his emotions and said, "No, there is nothing to let go."
Song Tang got up and walked in front of Fang Hening, held the other's face in his hands, made people look at him, and said slowly: "When you mentioned them, it seemed like it didn't matter, but you can really tell me...you didn't treat them well. Do you hate it a little?"
Some injuries appear to heal on the surface, but only you know the pain inside.
The so-called whitewashing to paralyze oneself is nothing more than that.
Why didn't Fang Hening pick it up?The young child carefully holds these hopes about family affection in the palm of his hand.
Some emotions are like carrion in a wound. If you don't vent it and remove it, you will never be able to fully heal.
Fang Hening looked into Song Tang's eyes, which were calm and peaceful in the slightly warm amber brown, without any coldness, and could easily tolerate all his emotions. Looking into these eyes, he couldn't say that he really didn't hate at all.
He chuckled slightly, lowered his head slightly and pressed Song Tang's forehead against his forehead, "Hate, I can't say I hate too much, it's just a little reconciled, why do I have such parents, but instead of complaining about the injustice, it's better to step on the injustice itself Underfoot. I accept everything now, that’s all, not to mention I met you, so—”
"There is nothing you can't let go, as long as you don't let go of my hand."
Song Tang's eyes trembled, and he answered softly but firmly, leaning his head on Fang Hening's shoulder, and hugging Fang Hening into his arms.
Trampling an unfair fate under your feet?Fang Hening did it early in the morning.
In addition, there are some things he can't say now. He understands his feelings, but on the one hand, he feels that he probably doesn't understand everything about Fang Hening.
So I dare not easily entrust my feelings to the other party completely, more because I feel that this love belongs to him.
He hopes to like someone on the basis of fully knowing who the other person is. Facing the current Fang Hening, he is eager to know more.
On the other hand, no matter whether two people can really be together for a lifetime, Fang Hening is sincere when he promises to him, but love this kind of thing... when you love it is true love, and when you don't love it, you really don't love it anymore.
If they separate in the future, it would be good for him to cherish this relationship, and what he needs to do is to cherish every day now.
Go and see.
Fang Hening hugged Song Tang and closed his eyes slightly. He received this silent comfort.
He doesn't need pity or sympathy, he just needs understanding and acceptance, and Song Tang gives them just right.
Slowing down a little, Song Tang accompanied Fang Hening to the hospital, walked to the door of the single ward, the housekeeper greeted them respectfully, and then briefly explained the situation.
Fang Mingshi is now out of danger, but his lower body is paralyzed due to neurological damage to his lumbar spine. In other words, he will have to rely on a wheelchair for the rest of his life.
Song Tang looked at Fang Hening beside him, and asked softly, "Shall I accompany you in, or wait here for you?"
Fang Hening had no expression on his face, and asked instead, "Will you go in with me?"
"of course."
Fang Hening hesitated for a moment, then walked into the ward holding Song Tang's hand.
He stopped at a distance of three meters from the hospital bed, let go of Song Tang's hand, and walked to the side of the bed meeting Fang Mingshi's gaze, with a calm tone, "Speak up if you have something to say."
Fang Mingshi's hands trembled, and he stepped on the gate of hell after the car accident. In just a few days, he felt as if he was ten years older, and all his feelings and interests disappeared completely.
This life is passing by quickly before my eyes, and what is left in the end is not the lover with all kinds of flowers, but the child in the distant memory who is carefully hiding his closeness and longing with his face upturned.
However, how could he notice it at that time? After waking up and recalling the events of these years, he suddenly realized what he had missed.
Even if it is a marriage, the child is innocent, at least he shouldn't just be harsh on the other party.
Looking at Fang Hening who looked cold and impatient, he sighed, who is he to blame?It's not about blaming yourself.
He said in a trembling voice, "He Ning, I'm sorry, I haven't fulfilled my father's duties these years. Now I know I was wrong. I don't have a good life for a few years. Can you look at... look at me? For the sake of teaching you...forgive me?"
"Oh," Fang Hening sneered, "If I can say this, should I say that you are too conceited or stupid? Teaching, yes, you have taught me, but except for very occasional questions about learning, have you ever cared about me? Do you remember what you said when I called you on my fifth birthday, you were busy with your little lover, tell me... let me leave you alone."
"I remember this sentence, of course I don't have to bother you, I hope you can also have some self-knowledge, don't bother me."
"Hening..."
Fang Hening interrupted Fang Mingshi's words coldly, and continued: "Don't think about playing the family card, I don't have this thing, why don't I have it? You and Yu Wenli threw it away with your own hands, so don't ask me for it now. "
Fang Mingshi said unwillingly: "You can't be so cruel, I'm your biological father, you can't treat me like this, as long as you forgive me, we can still... have a chance to restore the relationship between father and son."
"There is no chance, Fang Mingshi, a drowning person, you hold a life buoy but just watch and refuse to give it to him. Is it still useful if you give it to him after he sinks?"
"I……"
Fang Hening stared at the father on the bed who was completely different from what he remembered, and said softly, "I probably hated you a little before, but don't worry, seeing you turn your head to beg me like this now, the hatred is gone, you regret it , You blame yourself, this is your business, it has nothing to do with me, we are clear."
After finishing speaking, he ignored Fang Mingshi's persuasion, turned around and dragged Song Tang out of the ward.
Hearing the conversation just now, Song Tang felt uncomfortable. He was still a little dazed when Fang Hening hurriedly dragged him out of the ward, and he managed to regain his composure when he was dragged into the stairwell and pressed against the wall.
Looking at Fang Hening's dark and cold eyes, he was not without surprise, "You..."
Fang Hening quickly cut off Song Tang's words, and asked, "Don't you hate that such a cold and unkind person is so cold-hearted in the face of a paralyzed biological father who knows his mistakes and repents?"
Cold and ruthless, Song Tang was unfamiliar with Fang Hening like this, and the other party would never have shown such obviously oppressive emotions and actions in front of him before.
He tried his best to ignore the cold wall behind him, and subconsciously wanted to avoid it but he held back and said, "I don't hate it, as I said, it's your freedom to forgive or not, I respect your choice, and I won't ask you Repay grievances with kindness, and I will not ask you for things I can't do myself, it is not you who caused all this now, but Fang Mingshi himself."
Hearing this, Fang Hening laughed lowly, his brows and eyes were half hidden in the darkness, he moved closer, his voice was very soft, but somewhat difficult, "What about me now, do you hate it? Are you afraid?"
Caught by Fang Hening's dark eyes, Song Tang couldn't tell whether the chill running up his back was due to the other party or the wall behind him. He couldn't help but trembled, and then he noticed that Fang Hening's aura was getting colder.
The current Fang Hening is gentle and gentle, but it is a bit frightening.
He blinked, a little bit at a loss for the current situation, he pursed his lips, and said: "I don't hate it, I'm not afraid, it's just a surprise. You haven't...been like this in front of me before."
"Okay, since you don't hate or be afraid, do you like me?" This made Song Tang answer.
In the small space in the stairwell, the atmosphere slowly condensed, he frowned, and chose to hug the man in front of him after a long silence.
He leaned on Fang Hening's shoulder, and said softly: "I want to know all about you, you didn't avoid me, you didn't hide anything, thank you."
Fang Hening was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, avoiding it as expected, but it's good if you don't hate it.
He took Song Tang around and leaned against the wall by himself, letting her lean into his arms, "All of me, Tangtang, do you think I'm not good now? I'm gentle and considerate to you, and I have a good temper. As long as you like, I can always be like this in front of you, for the rest of my life."
Song Tang backed away a little, supported Fang Hening's arm that was still around his waist, stared into the other's eyes, and said seriously: "You are very good now, but what I want is not a perfect lover, I want to know your of all."
"But what if you can't accept it?"
"I try my best."
Fang Hening had nothing to do with Song Tang's frankness. He looked at the other party's eyes that were still bright in the dark, and compromised. This was tantamount to a gamble, a gamble between the two of them.
And both he and Song Tang had no hesitation.
After a long silence, he suddenly said: "New Year's Day is coming soon, and that martial arts movie will be released at that time, let's go see it together? Wouldn't it be good to not book the show?"
Faced with the sudden jump in the topic, Song Tang heaved a sigh of relief, watching a movie to relax and change his mood is also good, he replied: "Okay, but if you don't book the show..."
Ten out of ten will be recognized.
There must be a lot of people watching the movie on New Year's Day. Thinking of the scene when he was recognized, he is starting to get nervous now. If he is so nervous that his left foot trips over his right foot or he is on the same hand, it would be a big shame!
Fang Hening continued: "Will it be recognized?"
"Ah."
Fang Hening laughed, "Don't worry, I'm here."
Song Tang knew that Fang Hening would not just watch him fall into an embarrassing situation, but he was still unavoidably nervous. However, no matter how nervous he was, the time came to the last day of December in an orderly manner——
Fang Hening fixed the seats for the New Year's Eve.
The two arrived a little earlier that night. Sitting in a drink shop, Song Tang tried his best to focus on Fang Hening. Looking at the gentle and calm face of the other party, he couldn't help being a little lost in thought.
Since leaving the hospital that day, Song Tang never mentioned Fang Mingshi to Fang Hening again. The other party told him twice, only saying that he had gone home to recuperate, and also mentioned that the little lover who was sitting in the co-pilot at that time also left behind for life. disabled.
The other is Yu Wenli.
Perhaps it was because Fang Mingshi's car accident was too tragic, and Fang Hening's attitude towards this matter was completely indifferent, which caused a lot of irritation to this lady over fifty years old, and she even had the intention of repairing it.
In addition, Yu Wenli's lover Wang Rui has recently frequently made excessive demands, quarreled constantly, and pushed her to the family's side.
Fang Hening was indifferent to these things, and he didn't intend to ask too much. He agreed with what the other party said——
A drowning person needs a life buoy and driftwood. It really only lasts for a short period of time. After that, there will be no more chances. If the person sinks, they will give it. Why do they need it?
Instead, it looks hypocritical and stupid.
Fang Hening didn't mention much, and Song Tang naturally wouldn't talk too much. To be honest, it was difficult for him to feel sympathy for the couple.
Whether it's Fang Mingshi's car accident itself, or the other party's sudden awakening and guilt after losing a lot, it doesn't actually mean much to them.
If you have to find meaning, it is to dispel the remaining hatred in Fang Hening's heart.
I hate the kind of parents I made myself into.
If Fang Mingshi and Yu Wenli could keep doing this, then the dissipation of this hatred might be slower, but now because of an unexpected change of attitude, Fang Hening's hatred has no object to pin on, and it will naturally disappear slowly.
If the disappearance of hatred left a hole in Fang Hening's heart, he thought maybe it could be filled with other things.
Realizing that his hand was ripped off, he came back to his senses, "Huh?"
Fang Hening asked with a smile, "New Year's Eve, Tangtang, can you be distracted with me? Tell me, which little fairy is it that makes you miss?"
Song Tang was embarrassed, and glanced away at the bright festive decorative lights outside the store and the crowds that were still lively at ten o'clock, trying to ignore the sight cast from the inside and outside.
He bit the straw and took a sip of the latte, and argued: "There are no goblins, this coffee tastes good, do you want to try it?"
Song Tang changed the topic, but Fang Hening didn't pursue it. Anyway, sooner or later he would drive that little fairy named "Rong Rong" out of Song Tang's heart.
He responded, "Okay, you hand it over yourself?"
This made Song Tang pause for more than ten seconds, but it seemed like tens of minutes had passed before he whispered, "Don't do this in public."
The last time he went to watch a movie by himself was purely a moment of brain fever. He went straight from the parking lot to the theater, and the show had already started. He didn't meet a few people in the middle, and it was lucky that he didn't get photographed.This time, Fang Hening was promised not to book the venue, and to come in from the main entrance of the mall openly. The mall is open all night on New Year's Eve, and there are quite a few people.
You don't need to know that the news of the two of them visiting the mall will be exposed in all likelihood.
He breathed a sigh of relief, feeling helpless, this time he really gave up his life to accompany him, he didn't want to be the focus of public opinion at all, but if he was with Fang Hening, it would not be as bad as he imagined.
But hearing those suppressed exclamations, feeling those direct or concealed eager gazes, he wanted to leave Fang Hening regardless——
He felt... No, he was sure that the other party did this on purpose.
So he shouldn't be soft-hearted and want to help Fang Hening adjust his mood. The one in front of him is a solid routine emperor, and he will open a dyeing workshop if he gives three points to the color.
Hearing Song Tang's soft warning, Fang Hening still had a gentle smile on his lips, "It's fine if you don't want to hand it over, but it's the same if I lean over. You choose yourself? Or should I choose for you?"
Song Tang frowned slightly, so he couldn't change the subject if he said something, why would he subconsciously share something he thought was not bad with the other party.
When Fang Hening tilted his head, he resigned himself to his fate and passed his latte to the other party's mouth with a cold face, "Mr. Fang, if you like this, most of the time there are people rushing to pass you things, so why bother to force others to do what they want. "
Fang Hening took a sip of the coffee while pressing the tooth marks left by Song Tang. The taste of milk was a bit strong, which was not his favorite taste, but looking at the slightly embarrassed person across the way, hmm - the taste was good.
He held Song Tang's wrist and rubbed lightly on the inside of the other's wrist, "What is hard to do? Baby, I gave you a choice, and you chose to take the initiative."
Song Tang withdrew his hand, the spot on his wrist was burning, as if Fang Hening's hand hadn't touched it just now, but the hot soldering iron, burning along the blood vessels all the way to his face.
He took out his mobile phone and pretended to watch a movie message, but didn't look at the person opposite.
Any choice is a threat!Mess around! !It's all nonsense! !
But he was not disgusted with such a move. He would not refuse it if he was at home, but it was too embarrassing to be in public, but he still chose to cooperate.
They knew about Fang Hening's identity, but they hadn't made it public yet. Actor Fang kept a low profile, but there were quite a few people staring at him. He was obviously his boyfriend... so it was just right.
Fang Hening looked at Song Tang, the curve of his lips became more obvious.
His original intention of becoming an actor was just to play some extreme and complicated roles to vent his emotions. Being the actor is a side benefit, but now it seems that this status is not without benefits, or there are many other benefits.
It's the end of the year, and it's time to relax.
The more people around him, the more Song Tang's attention will be on Fang Hening, so he is not very anxious.
The two of them stepped in during the pre-movie advertising time when the lights of the projection hall were off and the main feature film started. They sat down quietly at the reserved seats by the aisle, without disturbing others, so they were not recognized.
After sitting down, Song Tang was really relieved, and he leaned towards Fang Hening.Even in the evening show, the attendance rate still reached [-] to [-], and there were not many vacancies.
In the past, he would never come alone to a place with super dense traffic like a shopping mall, let alone the New Year's Eve. The excitement and crowds are a complete disaster for social terror.
But now he didn't feel much repulsion, just a little nervous, and felt embarrassed when he got close to Fang Hening, but he was no longer so anxious that he couldn't breathe.
Think about the embarrassment and difficulty of walking when you first crossed, it seems that a century has passed.
Fang Hening turned his head to approach Song Tang, and said softly, "After New Year's Day, there are some work arrangements in the studio, about a week."
Song Tang regained his composure, and replied, "The Chinese New Year is still very early, and Fang's company should not be very busy. He just wanted to ask what the arrangement was.
After all, it's obvious that you can't do too much in a week, so could it be that you played a cameo role that doesn't have many roles?
Before he could ask, the film officially started, so he stopped talking.
As an employer, of course he can watch this movie in advance, but Fang Hening insisted on not watching it, at most he watched a few versions of the trailer, and now he is very much looking forward to Fang Hening's interpretation of this role.
At the beginning of the movie, Song Tang's attention was quickly attracted, and his emotions were also brought into it.
Watching the chivalrous men who have just entered the rivers and lakes be involved in the vortex of power disputes and cannot escape, have experienced the trough of betrayal and loss, still hold on to their original aspirations, make their own choices, and finally wash away their childishness and become the true sense of being able to act alone The hero, it seems that he has really accompanied the other party through a journey through the screen.
The ending song sounded, the subtitles began to come out, and the lights came on. Song Tang squinted his eyes slightly, apparently not recovering from the plot.
Fang Hening reminded in a low voice, "There are still eggs."
Song Tang responded, lowering his eyes slightly to sort out his emotions. His original intention was to make Fang Hening less depressed because of entering the drama. Looking back now, it may not be because of entering the drama.
But it doesn't matter, on the premise that Fang Hening can accept the role, he still thinks it's good to be able to play such positive roles.
He vaguely felt that Fang Hening was not in the right mood occasionally, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. At most, his mood fluctuated a little bit, but most of the time he was well controlled.
He was still thinking about it, but was suddenly drawn back by a burst of exclamation, he looked up and was stunned, and subconsciously grabbed Fang Hening's hand——
It was him on the big screen! ? ?
Song Tang couldn't figure out what was going on, why didn't he know that he was still on camera?
Fang Hening in the easter egg is still dressed in the play - a graceful knight with long hair and a crown. This is the last shot of the movie, and after the camera is zoomed out, it is him in the shot, and there are even two people looking at each other. closeup.
With the filter and background music, it is probably the feeling of a thousand years at a glance.
His dazed mind slowly turned around.
Isn't it time for him to visit the class?Um?Hmmmm?They all called cut, the director said it was over before he walked over, why didn't the camera stop?
Moreover, the shots and post-editing were in place, not extras, but serious movie shooting, as if, as if Fang Hening had traveled through thousands of years and finally came to him.
Before he could fully react, several exclamations of excitement sounded from around him, and he suddenly came back to his senses. He knew it with a quick glance, and he would definitely be recognized as expected.
But even though he was mentally prepared, coupled with the surprise just now, he still didn't know how to deal with it, so he simply fell silent. Whoever asked to watch a movie will handle the current situation.
As for his inexplicable appearance in the movie Easter egg, they will talk about it later.
After being recognized by a few people, the people in the entire auditorium quickly gathered their eyes——
#看一个电影Meet the investor and the hero to watch the movie hand in hand#
This experience is really not common for the general public.
With whispers in his ears, Song Tang silently chose the former between clenching Fang Hening's hand and letting go. Just kidding, if he let go, he would probably be able to leave.
Fang Hening held Song Tang's hand very calmly, stood up and pulled the stiff people up together, even raised their hands and shook them, and said with a smile: "Thank you for watching this movie on New Year's Eve. Movie, I wish you all a Happy New Year's Day."
Fang Hening's voice was not too loud, and his tone was still gentle, but when he glanced around, most of the whispers around him disappeared, and the one that didn't disappear was particularly abrupt——
"In the easter eggs, I think they are going to kiss next time, I want to see them...kiss, kiss..."
Everyone looked at the voice in unison, the young girl who said this suddenly blushed, and said the last two words before she could react, but she stumbled.
Fang Hening was quite cooperative, turned his head to look at Song Tang, and asked seriously: "Mr. Song, since I heard it, it's just a New Year's Eve, do you want to satisfy her?"
All quiet.
Three seconds later, it exploded violently like boiling water into boiling oil.
"want!"
"Film Emperor Fang is asking for a kiss, Mr. Song kisses him!"
"Dear--"
"Song Tang, can you do it!!"
……
Listening to this, Song Tang stared at Fang Hening closely, feeling like slapping Fang Hening into the wall, didn't he mean it? !Kiss in public?He can't, absolutely not.
However, every booing sound was still from cue him.
Fang Hening didn't intend to stop at all, just looked at him with a smile in his eyes, as if waiting for him to kiss.
Song Tang felt a little embarrassed, but for the first time, when he became the center of everyone's attention, he was not as nervous or as bad as he imagined.
And it seems difficult to end the discord right now.
He pursed his lips, how about... Kiss?
The author says:
He Ning had a reason for bringing Tangtang to others - the less confident he was in his relationship, the more he had to use such a high-profile way. In addition... Well, the little author babbled orz, Tangtang is a social fear, yes Very socially avoidant.
But deep down in his heart, he longed for normal social interaction. Now his symptoms of social phobia have eased a lot. The two of them watched a movie together, and then went to a romance show together. With He Ning to accompany him, Tangtang could have a lot of fun——