AWB Chapter 37 So He Really Likes Him
Chapter 37 So He Really Likes Him
Because of social fear, Song Tang never went to a movie theater at all. Even though the environment was dark, the crowds around him still made him feel uneasy.
But now he is eager to see Fang Hening, and he has to admit that the viewing experience on the big screen is not comparable to that on the small screen, even though his position is very biased.
As time went by, his heart gradually calmed down and he immersed himself in it.
However, his attention was not on the story, but on Fang Hening. When the other party appeared, he would watch, and if the other party did not appear, he would be dazed.
Towards the end, the villain behind the scenes whose identity has been exposed stands in front of the bright and dazzling stained glass, his posture is still elegant, and the gradually rising violin music is matched with the sharp and fast editing shots, which is a completely different feeling from the shooting scene.
At the end of the song, Song Tang looked at Fang Hening on the screen with slightly drooping brows and eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.
The violin took off his hand and fell to the ground with a muffled sound. Immediately afterwards, the figure fell backwards and hit the glass reflecting the colorful light and shadow. After a crash, it was a slow motion of falling from a height.
He knew it was fake, and it was a wonderful presentation of filming and editing, but seeing the nostalgic silence on Fang Hening's face, he felt pain in his heart.
It seems that it is not the characters in the story who are facing the end of death, but the people who really exist around him-the fear and fear at this moment make some emotions that are suppressed in the bottom of my heart ready to come out.
In the noisy background music, listening to the panting and exclamation of other people in the theater, his eyes were sore, and he silently clenched his fingers.
The camera zoomed in, and Song Tang stared at the face of the character in the play. The slight smile on the other's lips seemed to be relieved, and it seemed to be indifferent after nothing to worry about. As the eyes slowly lost focus, the camera was zoomed out again.
It wasn't until the screen turned to other people in the film that he calmed down a little.
He raised his hand and touched his cheek lightly, then put down his hand as if he had been scalded, his fingertips were cold and wet.
After being stunned for a minute, he wiped his eyes, and hurriedly left the screening hall ahead of time, not paying attention to the movie that was still being shown. Fang Hening's role was over, and he didn't care about the subsequent reasoning and ending.
Back in the car, Song Tang lay on his back, staring at the roof of the car in a daze, and spent half an hour to calm down.
Movies are fake, but feelings are real.
If something really happened to Fang Hening, what should he do?When thinking about this, the clamor in his heart was so clear that he couldn't ignore it.
At that moment, what he was thinking about was not what to do if there was no blood recovery, but...Fang Hening should live well and have a very good life and future.
Afterwards, what he thought was that he couldn't lose the other party. Even if he couldn't recharge from the two people's posts, he still didn't want Fang Hening to leave, nor did he want to leave this person's side.
It has nothing to do with the maintenance of normal life, he just doesn't want to be separated from Fang Hening, as long as this person is by his side, he will have the confidence to face various problems.
With such vivid emotions, he couldn't continue to lie to himself that... this is friendship.
All along he was lying to himself.
Song Tang laughed suddenly, thinking that Fang Hening would leave him, the pain in his heart made him struggle to breathe.
It turned out that he really liked him.
When did you fall in love with each other?
He can't explain clearly, feelings are invisible and intangible, but they really exist, slowly and silently accumulating, and when he realizes, he has lost his way out.
When the other party is by my side, I feel at ease, relaxed, satisfied, and have a physical and mental support; when the other party is not by my side, I feel anxious and anxious, and everything I see is... the appearance of my sweetheart.
He knew that there would be no second "Fang Hening" in the world, no matter what level he looked at, the other party was irreplaceable.
He slowly put away his smile, and finally it turned into a bitterness under the corners of his lips. Would Fang Hening really like his bland and boring personality?If there is really a little liking, how long is the shelf life of this liking... how long?
He closed his eyes, his eyelashes were trembling, and his eye sockets were red. After a while, he only sighed silently.
Instead of doubting Fang Hening, it is better to say that he has no confidence in himself and in relationships. There are good relationships in this world, such as his biological parents, but he is not like his parents.
Life is long, he can attract Fang Hening for a while, but he has no confidence to face the long decades.
To put it bluntly, since he suffered from social anxiety, he has lost the possibility of having such a relationship. He will screw up such an intimate relationship, so maintaining the status quo is the best, and friendship is the most stable and longest relationship.
Before Fang Hening finds his lifelong lover, he wants to leave some pleasant memories for both of them as much as possible, and it is good to have memories.
Back at the apartment, Song Tang took a bath and went to bed early, but he didn't sleep well.
When he woke up the next morning, he saw the tired look in his eyes, and he felt bitter in his heart. He hadn't seen him for a day. What if he couldn't post it in the future?
It is indeed dangerous to rely on one person so much. Of course, he believes that Fang Hening will not stab him in the back, but it is obviously impossible to renew the agreement for a lifetime.
Fortunately, Fang Hening has gone abroad, and he has time to adjust his state, otherwise, based on the other party's insight into emotions, he probably can't hide it.
Counting the time difference, today's noon happened to be the evening over there. Anyway, Fang Hening was on stage for the first time to accept the award in person. He didn't want to miss it. It was good to be separated from the screen, lest his leaked emotions arouse the other party's suspicion.
He chatted with Fang Hening in text for a while, and the award ceremony was suspended after it officially started.
It's just that not long after the beginning, Fang Hening sent him another message, saying that he left the venue temporarily, and this time his agent accepted the award on his behalf.
He was a little regretful that he couldn't meet the person he wanted to see through the awards ceremony, and at the same time he was not interested in this party. He just confirmed his intentions, and he really wanted to see Fang Hening.
Since he had something to do, he sent a message to the other party to talk back, but the other party replied in seconds, saying that he just had time at the moment and wanted to make a video call with him, but he didn't complete the refusal, so he was blocked by the video call request interface. covered.
He shook his hand and almost threw the phone away.
Slowly, he hung up the video, and quickly replied: "Text chat is fine, no video."
"One day is like three autumns, Song Tangtang"
"Don't call me that"
"Then you answer the video, or I will call you that"
"no answer"
"Tangtang, little friend Song Tangtang, answer the video call quickly"
"Don't be so childish"
"Then you answer the phone"
"no answer"
"Good boy Tangtang, I want to see you"
Staring at this sentence, Song Tang pursed his lips. Facing Fang Hening, he actually didn't resist the video call that much. He also wanted to see the other party, but he compromised without thinking about it. Now he wants to come... After meeting Fang Hening, he has already tried Did a lot of things that I hadn't done before.
Novelty, not a bad feeling.
Thinking of this, he replied, "Video is fine, but I want a gift."
"I'll prepare it as soon as I arrive. Since you made this request, can I give you double copies?"
“It’s so-so”
In response to his words, Fang Hening made another video call.
After he connected, he looked at the obviously outdoor environment and said, "You said you wanted to go up to receive the award by yourself this time. I was really looking forward to it."
Fang Hening looked at the person across from him and chuckled, "I'm not obsessed with this."
Song Tang understands that Fang Hening enjoys the process of acting more, and does not chase awards and honors. "Although winning does not mean everything, it is worth feeling to accept everyone's recognition."
"Next time for sure?"
The other party used his words to block him, Song Tang couldn't help laughing, but quickly stopped, he put the phone away, and said: "I'd like to formally congratulate you, I hope you will win an award next time... Could be Best Actor."
Fang Hening was noncommittal, it didn't matter whether he won an award or not, and he didn't even bother to pay attention right now.
Looking into Song Tang's eyes, he could see that there were subtle changes inside, not obvious, but some things did become clearer and more thorough.
It was as if the veil had been lifted.
Although he didn't quite know what happened during the short period of separation, but it was undoubtedly a good thing, a great good thing.
He curled his lips and asked, "It doesn't make much difference to me to win the Best Actor or Best Supporting Actor in a movie, or even not. The key is in life."
More precisely in someone's life.
Song Tang didn't dare to think too much, "The martial arts film should be included in the film after we come back. As long as everything goes well, it is very possible to win the best actor after it is released. I believe in your standard."
Song Tang was avoiding it. It stands to reason that since he realized it, this reaction was not right.
Fang Hening thought about it for a while, and he roughly understood. After all, he didn't face each other, so he didn't ask immediately, and said along the way: "Okay, remember the cooperation I said."
"of course."
After the video call ended, Fang Hening shook his wine glass, realizing that he liked him, but because of various concerns, he didn't intend to accept him at all... Tsk.
Li Xin on the opposite side looked at Fang Hening's expression change, and asked with a smile, "Is this the person you are chasing?"
Fang Hening glanced at his old friend. His childhood neighbor was a mixed race, with black hair and black eyes, sharp and deep facial features, and he was quite good at bluffing people since he was a child. After going abroad, they didn't have much contact, but they have been there intermittently.
He originally wanted to come with Song Tang, to meet his old friends, but the other party refused, and he wanted to find a reason not to come, but after receiving Li Xin's news, after much deliberation, he decided to go there himself.
It is not difficult to guess who Song Tao might hook up with. If it is really the one he wants, some things should be arranged as soon as possible, so as not to put himself in a passive situation.
Facing such inquiries, he said frankly: "Yes, I like him very much."
Li Xin was slightly surprised, "I heard that his reputation is not very good, and he was very playful before."
Fang Hening poured down his glass and lowered his voice, "Be respectful to him. I don't care about the past. After meeting me, he is no longer the same as before. Don't compare him with the current him."
The warning in this tone was too obvious.Li Xin was silent for a while, and said, "Understood, so let's talk about business?"
"it is good."
On Song Tang's side, he took two short days to adjust. On the day Fang Hening came back, the other party insisted on having dinner first before jet lag, and he agreed.
When he was ready for the congratulatory and welcome dinner, he heard the door open and walked over to take a look. Seeing Fang Hening's hugs and carrying a lot, he felt a little helpless, "I just said that casually."
"I'm not just listening."
As Fang Hening said, he stuffed the bouquet of hydrangea and lavender into Song Tang's arms, put down the gift box and the suitcase he was carrying, and opened his arms to give Song Tang a full hug, and then naturally and naturally attached Paste the cheek.
Song Tang froze, if not for the large bouquet of flowers in his arms, the hug would have been even more intimate.
Some of the actions he had done before, after he realized his feelings... all of them had different meanings.
There was a light floral fragrance at the end of his nose, and the intimate touch of his cheeks made him frown, he closed his eyes, and pushed Fang Hening away, "Hugs are fine, but in the future, don't do such behaviors except within the time stipulated in the agreement." No, it's not suitable."
The corners of Fang Hening's raised lips slowly flattened, and he stared at Song Tang, knowing that the other party was serious.
It was such a clear refusal again. Last time I emphasized that they were friends, but this time I emphasized that they are not allowed to get close. It's really...
Of course he wouldn't be angry because of such a rejection, but he was a little helpless and pity. If he didn't lack confidence in his relationship, how could he make such a decision after thinking clearly?
His tone was still gentle, and he asked with a familiar smile, "It's not like we haven't had such contact outside the agreement before, why is it inappropriate to say it now?"
The author says:
"Otherwise, according to the other party's insight into emotions, it is estimated that it will not be possible to hide it."
Well, I definitely can't hide it from the past, Tangtang has already realized the feelings, Fang Yingdi is a man, the second confession plan is in preparation, and immediately——