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Chapter 61 Swamp

Regarding the relationship between Yang Deyi and the trainee teacher, Yang Yun also asked Yang Deyi later.

When she was called to the teaching office by the teacher, she didn't know what happened.Yang Deyi was surrounded by several teachers. She only saw her younger brother standing stiffly by the wall with a pained expression, and a cloud of floating mist wrapped around Yang Deyi's body.Yang Yun also knew something was wrong at the time: Yang Deyi was too emotional, and he couldn't even make Lin She into shape.

But even so, his spiritual body is still protecting him.

Except for the intern teacher whom Yang Yun also recognized, the classrooms were all ordinary human beings.Yang Yun also released his spiritual body, and the little Lin Muske rushed to the young man's feet and cuddled up to him.

Realizing that Yang Yun was also coming, Yang Deyi stretched out his hand subconsciously, and Yang Yun also hugged him.

Later, the parents of the two also rushed to the school.After learning what happened, the father immediately turned around and slapped Yang Deyi hard.

Yang Deyi finally cried at this time.He was hugged by his sister, shivering all over, the cold came from the inside of his body, his teeth rattled, as if he was naked in the cold December wind.

"The school didn't want to make things big, but our parents insisted on calling the police." Yang Yun also said to Shen Chunlan, "Later, the police and my parents' lawyer friends talked to us a lot."

Shen Chunlan: "Talk a lot?"

Yang Yunye: "Anyway, there's no way to deal with him."

The matter was finally settled quietly.Yao Yuan left the school. The dean and the principal directly contacted Yao Yuan's school in a very fierce tone. Yang Yun also learned later that Yao Yuan left the university without getting a diploma. As for where he went and how he is now, they don't know.

Yang Deyi didn't know either.He once tried to contact Yao Yuan, but found that there was no connection between him and Yao Yuan except for a mobile phone number that had been suspended.The emails were sent to nowhere, and all the social software Yao Yuan also disappeared, and he disappeared completely.

The father apologized to Yang Deyi, and the mother wanted to know what happened between him and the teacher, but Yang Deyi was in such a bad state, he just wanted to talk to Yang Yun.Yang Yun also accompanied him, the two of them held hands, and stayed together for a long time on the balcony.

Lin Musk slept at Yang Deyi's feet, rolling himself into a circle.It is the spiritual body of Yang Yunye.Half a month had passed at that time, and Yang Deyi still had no way to condense his mental body into shape.

He often suffers from insomnia and has nightmares about being torn apart by Siberian tigers.The throbbing pain in his heart made him wake up suddenly in a daze, unable to cry, he could only walk around the room, using mechanical movements to clear away the cloud of nightmare.

Then he started to tell Yang Yun what happened between him and Yao Yuan.Yao Yuan practiced for two and a half months, and the actual working time was two months, but he and Yao Yuan only dated for one month.

Yao Yuan was obviously most interested in his body, and they only went out on a date once.Yao Yuan rented a car and took Yang Deyi to Linshi to see the marine life exhibition.The show was overcrowded because there was a live mermaid in the show.

Mermaids are not special humans, because they refuse to be managed by humans, but obviously, there are parts similar to humans in their genes.The mermaid was caught in the East China Sea, and it was able to communicate with humans at first, but when he found out that people imprisoned it inside the cabin and tried to bring it back to land, the mermaid never said a word.

He has long light brown hair, light brown eyes, and lolls in a huge cylindrical tank, playing with a brightly colored Rubik's cube.

Yao Yuan introduced a lot of knowledge about the mermaid to Yang Deyi, and sometimes Yang Deyi suspected that the mermaid actually heard Yao Yuan's words.Because the light brown eyes would occasionally stare intently at himself and Yao Yuan, but unfortunately there was no expression on that overly handsome face.

This is the only date, and Yang Deyi always mentions it to Yang Yun repeatedly.He kept adding the details of the date, saying how he and Yao Yuan carefully held hands in the crowd, and how Yao Yuan whispered to his ear amidst the noise and said that he liked him.

Sometimes Yang Yun even suspects that some details are not real, but Yang Deyi's own imagination.

Compared with the excitement and happiness he showed, Yang Deyi's body reflected everything more truly: he couldn't eat anything.Whether it is water or rice, as long as he swallows it into his stomach, he will definitely vomit it out after a few minutes.

Psychogenic anorexia caused Yang Deyi to suffer from severe malnutrition. After being drowsy in the hospital for a few days, Yang Deyi gradually recovered.When he got home, the first thing he did was grab the phone and call Yao Yuan.The phone didn't work, so he stayed for a moment, looked up at Yang Yunye, with a relieved smile on his face: "I forgot, the teacher finished his internship and went back to school."

Yang Yun was also puzzled.

Yang Deyi: "But he will come to me when he is on vacation."

Yang Yunye: "What are you talking about?"

Yang Deyi put his finger in front of his mouth, got up and closed the bedroom door, and pulled his sister aside, as if he wanted to share a secret.

He told Yang Yunye that he was in a relationship, a relationship destined to face parting and gossip.And he has already prepared for this, determined to fight with Yao Yuan.

Yang Yun also stroked his hair.Recalling these events made her feel sick and uncomfortable.

When she said these things to Shen Chunlan, Yang Deyi remained silent, sitting beside her with her head in her arms.

Yang Yun still doesn't know whether his younger brother really forgot the ending of Yao Yuan's "relationship" with him, or whether he deliberately pretended not to be sober and let himself ignore the really painful parts.

The psychiatrist said that this is the self-protection of the self-protective body and brain. They are regulating the self-contained body, confusing his memories, and suppressing the factors that would make him uneasy.

Yang became more and more satisfied, and never mentioned Yao Yuan to anyone.He successfully entered the second year of high school, made new friends, and started a new relationship.

Yang Yun also thought it was a new relationship at first, until she found out that the other party was a student from the school next door. Coincidentally, the spiritual body was a Siberian tiger.

"Mr. Shen, do you think this is normal?" Yang Yun also said, "He doesn't want anyone else, he must find the Siberian tiger sentinel. He said that he has accepted the fact that he is separated from Yao Yuan, I don't believe it."

A clumsy sense of compensation.Shen Chunlan thought to himself, although it is clumsy and looks effective in a short period of time, it actually has a terrible impact on Yang Deyi.

He obviously knew he had been cheated, but he didn't want to believe it.It is too difficult to admit that Yao Yuan has hurt himself, and it is impossible to make Yao Yuan repeat "love" and "like" again——Yang Deyi chooses to approach the new Siberian tiger sentinel to get comfort from the Siberian tiger.

Yang Deyi knew very well that these comforts were false and useless.But these reassurances were short-acting but useful painkillers for him.When the Siberian Tiger Sentinel said he loved him and made him laugh, Yang Deyi could confirm that his first love was not all pain and embarrassment, and it was not all started by deception. It still left a beautiful and happy part for him.

And he wasn't stupid himself, not one to be teased and discarded.

His ears were pierced more and more, and the earrings refused to be taken off.Every time something bad happens, I still touch my ears subconsciously.That was what Yao Yuan bestowed on him—or in other words, it was the imprint left on his body by his first love, which opened up his first impression of love in the way of pain and bleeding.

The family gradually understood that Yang Deyi had not recovered.He just used a seemingly normal way to continue to cultivate deeply in the wound that Yao Yuan personally opened.He never recovered.

His parents made an agreement with him that no matter where he went out to play, he must go home at night.If he has a new boyfriend, he can also bring him home to play, so that Yang Yun can also get to know his parents.

Yang Deyi didn't bring any boy home until he graduated from high school.He explained to his family that Siberian tiger sentries are hard to find, and he has requirements for his appearance.

The faces of the parents changed again and again. "Siberian Tiger Sentinel" seemed to imprison Yang Deyi, and it also seemed to cast a spell on them.They were worried about letting Yang Deyi leave home alone to go to school in Beijing.

Shen Chunlan looked at Yang Yunye.

"What happened to the change of volunteer?"

This time Yang Yun didn't answer immediately either.She avoided Shen Chunlan's gaze, closed her eyes, and pursed her lips tightly.

"... My sister only found out that the application has been revised when she checked the application status." Yang Deyi, who had been silent all this time, said in a hoarse voice, "We are both guides, and the college entrance examination application needs to be signed by myself and my guardian. Parents I didn’t sign it all the time, and my sister and I were in a hurry to go out to travel with friends. On the day we went to the airport, they sent the volunteer confirmation letter to the school.”

The siblings didn't know all this, until Yang Yun began to inquire about the admission status, and Yang Yun also learned that he and Yang Deyi had applied to the same school and the same major.

The father had a tough attitude and ordered her to go to school regardless of Yang Yunye's crying.The mother cried and apologized to Yang Yun again and again, saying that it was the only best solution they could think of.

Even if Yang Deyi stands by her side, the fact that has become the result cannot be changed at all.

Shen Chunlan didn't know what to say for a moment.He patted Yang Yunye on the shoulder, Yang Yun also looked tired, and asked in a low voice: "Mr. Shen, can I go back to the dormitory first?"

She left the Academic Affairs Office, and left the department with Tang Ying and others who were waiting outside.

Rao Xinghai looked at each other in blank dismay.They just heard a loud noise coming from inside, but then the volume decreased, and it was difficult for several people to lean over to eavesdrop, and they didn't know what was going on inside.

Xia Chun, Cao Hui, and the dean of the department walked downstairs after visiting the office building, still asking: "Then if I want to study in New Hope, should I apply for adult education or take the college entrance examination?"

"If you have enough time, it is best to take the college entrance examination. In the past two years, there was a graduate student in his 60s who was studying agriculture and forestry science. Our school does not consider age when admitting students..."

Yang Deyi finally left the Student Affairs Office with Shen Chunlan at this time.Xia Chun watched a few students surrounding Yang proudly, with a concerned expression, and turned to Cao Hui and said, "It's better for the students to avoid going to the Wangdu District if they are fine. Some bad things happened in the Wangdu District last year. It hasn’t been cleared up, our leaders have to patrol every night, and there are many people who fish in troubled waters.”

"Where did Yang Deyi go?" Cao Hui asked.

Xia Chun pondered for a moment, and kept his voice very low. Cao Hui and the head of the department couldn't help listening intently.

"The deepest bar street in Wangdu District. I heard from half-zombies that there are people conducting guide hunting there recently."

Cao Hui subconsciously repeated: "Guided hunting...?"

The head of the department's face suddenly changed, but he didn't make a sound.Xia Chun couldn't help looking at him: the old man in front of him obviously understood what "guided hunting" was.

"Why are there still hunting guides?" The head of the department frowned tightly with his thick white-haired eyebrows, "Did Yang Deyi be found inside or outside the hunting ground?"

"He's fine." Xia Chun comforted, "We haven't investigated the purpose and method of this hunt yet, but it is said that the other party only needs a female guide, and she must be young and have never given birth."