Chapter 650 Tuanzi's Consolation
Chapter 650 Tuanzi's Consolation
When they entered the space at night and were preparing to practice, Tuanzi stopped Liu Jingxue.
"Master, do you plan to never date or get married in this life?"
Liu Jingxue remembered that when her second brother mentioned finding a partner, she forgot to block Tuanzi when those thoughts flashed through her mind.
"I have this idea," Liu Jingxue did not deny.
"why?"
Liu Jingxue frowned and thought for a moment. Tuanzi had signed a contract with her and it was impossible for it to betray her. There was nothing to hide in front of it.
"I'm not thinking about cultivation, there are also secrets of space that cannot be known to others.
If you are dating someone and start a family, you will have to live with that person.
By then I will have to be careful everywhere to avoid being discovered, and life will be very difficult.
Besides, I’m not a cautious person, and I’m afraid someone will find out something soon.
I am not the type of person who is willing to sacrifice myself for others, so I can’t leave the space and the magic I need to practice unused.”
"So, in order to avoid trouble, it's better not to get married in the future."
"Tuanzi, don't you agree?"
"Master, but doing this is too unfair and boring for you.
You see, you have been here for just over two years, but you always stay alone and don't interact with others much.
Although you don't say it, I can see that you are very lonely.
In modern times, although you are more of a homebody, you are not to this extent. From time to time, you still go out shopping or watch a movie with others.
But now, I am almost living like a lone monk.
You have watched all the novels, movies, and TV shows brought over from the modern era, whether they are good or not, and some of them have even been watched twice or three times. "
"That's it. It's the result of you spending a lot of time practicing and making medicine.
Now that you are in the foundation-building stage, as long as you break through to the golden elixir stage, you will not be able to upgrade further and there will not be much meaning in practicing.
What are you going to do with the rest of the time?
This is not two years, or even twenty years.
With your current level of cultivation, even if you make no further progress, as long as you don't lose all your spiritual energy, you can easily live to be 200 years old.
Do you plan to continue to be alone like this during these long years?
I’m afraid it won’t be long before you collapse first.”
Liu Jingxue was silent.
Tuanzi was right. She had indeed felt very lonely over the past two years.
I also want to make more friends and hang out with them more often to kill time, such as Zhang Yingchun and Xia Lan at the educated youth site.
But he has to go to work and has his own things to do, so she can't always disturb him.
Moreover, there were so many people living at the educated youth center. From her several experiences of going there, every time she went there, some unpleasant things always happened, so she kept her distance from that place.
Even when she interacted with Xia Lan and Zhang Yingchun, it was mostly the two of them coming to her house to find her, or making appointments to meet her in the mountains.
As for interacting more with the villagers, that's even more nonsense.
The most common topics that the aunties and aunties in the village talk about are gossip about the neighbors and their children. It is okay to listen to these occasionally, but it will be boring if you listen to them all the time.
Besides, if she only listens and doesn't talk, there's no point in chatting with others.
So, she was bored and could only pass the time by watching novels, movies and TV.
But that thing only needs to be watched once. After watching it two or three times, you will know the subsequent plot. Watching it again is not just a way to kill time, but simply makes yourself unhappy.
"Master, don't you notice that you have changed a little now?"
"Changed. What have I become?"
“I remember when the master first cultivated his spiritual sense last year, he liked to spread his spiritual sense out to explore the surrounding situation.
But now, unless it is absolutely necessary, the master will not release his spiritual consciousness.
The owner began to care less and less interested in everything around him.
The monotonous life has made the owner lose interest in life and developed a demon in his heart."
"If the owner is still in modern times and has his own job, it's ok to stay at home for a while after work.
After all, the Internet is well developed in modern times. Even if you stay at home, you can still get in touch with a lot of new things through the Internet, which keeps you interested in life.
But in this era, the master has no other entertainment at all.
It has only been two years, and with all those movies, TV shows, and novels, the master has become indifferent to life. If this continues, what will the master become? Tuanzi really can't imagine. "
"Tuanzi is even a little worried that one day the master will find life too boring and give up his life." Tuanzi said worriedly.
Liu Jingxue was shocked by Tuanzi's words. How could she do such a thing?
But she did not rush to refute. She thought about it and wondered if she continued her current life, after a few years, a dozen years, or even longer, would she really feel that life was too boring and give up her life as Tuanzi said.
The answer is that she doesn't know.
She herself wasn't sure if that day would ever come.
Liu Jingxue's heart was pounding with fear at the result. She covered her chest and couldn't believe it.
She was not the kind of person who liked to be sad about the passing of time, and she didn't believe that she would really do such a thing one day.
"Tuanzi, what do you think I should do?"
"Master, don't you realize that you have been avoiding us and not trying to integrate into the life here?
Cultivation and space have indeed brought you a lot of convenience, but you rely too much on them.
You practiced before in order to give yourself the power to protect yourself and live a better life in this era.
And now, you have changed your mind.
Cultivation and space have become obstacles for you to integrate into the life of this time and space."
“If you have hope of cultivating in this life, it may not be a bad thing to live alone and avoid many karmas with others.
But the problem is, you have no hope of achieving success in this life. After all, you are just a slightly better person than ordinary people. It is not a good thing to retreat from the world.
Humans are social animals, and deep down you yearn for family and friendship.
Although you keep saying that you are taking care of the original owner's relatives, if it is just to fulfill the original owner's instructions, you don't have to do so well.
You consider them in everything and regard them so highly, which further proves that you long for family affection and fear loneliness. "
“Cultivation is about following your heart.
You have forced yourself to be alone and withdraw from the world before, which led to the development of inner demons. In the future, you might as well follow your heart.
Since you desire these, you might as well pursue them. There is no need to force yourself and lead to unpredictable consequences. "
"But these secrets of mine cannot be known to others, otherwise the consequences will be disastrous."
"Master, have you forgotten the spells you practiced?
So what if your future partner finds out? As long as you have a bond of mutual understanding and are willing to share life and death with me, he will never betray you.
If he is given another restriction, he cannot reveal anything about cultivation, space, or anything abnormal.
In this way, not only will he not be able to leak the information, he will even find a way to cover it up for you. What do you have to worry about?
As for your bloodline and the spiritual roots in you, there will always be someone among them who can inherit it, or even all of them.
Let them practice as well, so that you will have someone to accompany you for a long time.
If possible, if your partner has spiritual roots, you can also let him practice."
"Having your family by your side makes every day more enjoyable, which is always better than being alone."
It has to be said that the life described by Tuanzi made Liu Jingxue somewhat moved.
"Tuanzi, if my future partner treats me well because of a bond of unity, I find it a little unacceptable.
Isn't this forcing people?
A forced melon is not sweet. "
"Master, you are overthinking. The Heart Contract cannot be used whenever you want. It can only be used when both parties are in love.
Besides, this is just a guarantee. Most of the Taoist companions in the era of cultivation have used the same-heart contract.
Most monks value their lives. If they don’t have this guarantee, and their Taoist partner betrays them at a critical moment, it’s no joke.”
"Tuanzi, let me think about it carefully."
"No hurry, we still have time.
It’s just that you need to resolve your inner demons quickly, otherwise it will be easy to go astray in your practice.
Before you resolve your inner demons, Master, please stop practicing Qi and practice magic instead."
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