Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

Chapter 147 Sweet Request

Shen Qingxian had made enough mental preparations, it could be seen that Gu Fei still felt... well... quite difficult to describe.

Although Gu Fei is full of gratitude to him, even though it is only natural for him to be close to Lao Gong.

But how?The embarrassment is like the wind, and I am afraid that I will always be with you in the future.

In comparison, Gu Fei is more natural, she is quite worried about Shen Qingxian's body - of course she won't mention it.

Shen Qingxian said: "Sit."

Gu Fei started a very natural topic: "These years have not been easy for you."

With such a large family business, such an identity, as well as that amazing skill and disregard for human life, it is enough to show that in the past 18 years, Shen Qingxian lived a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife.

It is hard to imagine what kind of ups and downs and tribulations a lonely and helpless teenager with a small baby has gone through to get to where he is today.

Shen Qingxian smiled and said, "It's nothing."

He was speaking the truth, but it sounded like humility to others.

The two chatted for a while about what happened in these years. Although it has been so long, feelings are very wonderful. Sometimes they will disappear with the wind and sand erosion of time, and sometimes they will fade away because of the accumulation of time. deep.

Obviously Shen Qingxian and Gu Fei are the latter.

Especially after they have just experienced such a narrow escape, they are the people who trust each other the most.

After chatting like this for a while, the embarrassment dissipated, Shen Qingxian cleared his throat, and got to the point.

"Xiao Shen may like me."

He said it bluntly. Although he didn't look into Gu Fei's eyes, his voice was steady, "When he was at the base, his consciousness was clear. He called my name and expressed his heart."

He had already prepared himself for Gu Fei's difficulty in accepting it, but who would have thought that she would actually say, "I know."

Shen Qingxian looked up at her.

Gu Fei smiled. The nearly 40-year-old woman still maintained the appearance of her 20s, but her eyes were more calm than before. She said, "I saw it when you came out."

Whether it came from her mother's intuition or a woman's sixth sense, when she saw Gu Jianshen, the moment he looked into Shen Qingxian's eyes, she knew it.

It's not just a day or two that Gu Jianshen likes Shen Qingxian.

Shen Qingxian felt embarrassed again, and said, "Is it so obvious..."

"Do you mind?" Gu Fei asked him.

Shen Qingxian was stunned for a moment, not quite understanding the meaning of her words.

Gu Fei said again: "Do you mind if Xiao Shen has such feelings for you?"

Shen Qingxian understood what she meant, but for a moment he didn't know what to say.

Gu Fei continued: "Don't force yourself, Xiaoshen is not your burden, you have done enough for him, you..."

Before she finished speaking, Shen Qingxian couldn't help but asked her back: "Don't you find it difficult to accept?"

Before seeing Gu Jianshen, she would not have thought about it at all, but after seeing Gu Jianshen, especially the look in his eyes, she took it for granted.

The two people who depend on each other have no blood relationship, but only each other. When they are young, they will have nothing, but it will be hard to say when they reach puberty.

Especially Shen Qingxian's appearance is so outstanding, when Gu Jianshen was in a daze, with such a good person by his side, how could he not think about anything?

When Gu Fei said that, Shen Qingxian felt ashamed.

Of course, when he killed him, he would not mention that he had always claimed to be his biological father.

Anyway, he didn't mention it, Gu Jianshen didn't mention it, and no one else was qualified to mention it, so... let Gu Fei be misunderstood wonderfully like this!

The topic came back again, Gu Fei asked him: "Do you mind?"

Shen Qingxian knew why she asked such a question. After all, the current situation seemed to be intentional by Gu Jianshen. Well, Shen Qingxian...

Shen Qingxian hesitated for a moment, and said ambiguously: "Xiao Shen is a very important person to me..."

How could he say that not only did he not mind, but he was also very happy?After all, Gu Jianshen was a tender shell, but he was an adult, so it was too outrageous for him to have strange feelings for the child he raised with his own hands.

Gu Fei said: "It's good that you don't hate him because of this."

Gu Fei really believed in him, and she really knew his character, so she didn't think about anything messy at all. She was afraid that she would wrong Shen Qingxian, that she would embarrass him, that he would unconditionally accommodate Gu Jianshen .

Gu Jianshen likes Gu Fei or not, Gu Fei can't control it, but she won't let him hurt him.

A person who gave them a new life, Gu Fei could not let him down, nor could Gu Jianshen let him down.

Shen Qingxian really couldn't hold back, he asked her: "Do you really not care? Gu Jianshen likes men, and even likes a man who is so much older than him."

Gu Fei said: "In these 18 years, the most important 18 years, I didn't take care of him and accompany him, so what right do I have to decide his life?"

Shen Qingxian was stunned.

Gu Fei smiled, and said again: "Of course, even if I am a qualified mother, I will not interfere with these matters. It is my responsibility and obligation to give birth to him and raise him, but life is his own, why should I Are you going to impose your own ideas on him?"

Shen Qingxian was stunned for a long time before saying solemnly: "You are a qualified mother, very qualified!"

Gu Fei smiled sincerely: "Thank you."

Shen Qingxian really felt that way, he even felt that if Gu Fei hadn't been injured or comatose back then, Gu Jianshen might have grown up under her care, and he might have been happier and clearer, and the darkness imprinted in his bones might have been wiped out. This warm maternal love is drawn out.

People need all kinds of affection: what he gave him was love, and what Gu Fei gave him was family affection.

This is very different.

Fortunately, it's not too late. After decades of life, they can still be together for a long time.

The days that followed were exactly the same as before.

Gu Fei didn't deliberately get close to Gu Jianshen, but her gentle gaze followed him from time to time.

This is actually very good. The estrangement of more than ten years will take time to slowly dilute.Excessive intimacy will cause embarrassment instead, and only by getting along slowly can we find what we lost.

During breakfast, Shen Qingxian said: "I promise Xiaoshen that I will take him on vacation, can Miss Fei come with me?"

Although the face remained unchanged, Gu Jianshen's knife and fork hand visibly paused.

With a smile on her face, Gu Fei said warmly, "I'm not in good health, so I won't bother you anymore. You guys have fun."

Gu Jianshen's heart skipped a beat.

Shen Qingxian said: "That's fine, we won't stay too long."

Gu Fei said: "It's hard to get a vacation, let's play more."

Shen Qingxian kicked Gu Jianshen under the table, Gu Jianshen regained his senses, and said, "We will be back soon."

Hearing his words, Gu Fei immediately smiled, and she replied: "Well, remember to bring me a gift."

Gu Jianshen replied, "Definitely."

Shen Qingxian calmly retracted her feet.

Gu Jianshen was a little disappointed... But when he thought of the upcoming trip, he was full of anticipation.

After coming back for so many days, Shen Qingxian had never been alone with him.

He wasn't sure what Shen Qingxian was thinking, nor what the future would hold.

The nightmares of my youth are close at hand, but made less scary by the absurd things I did on the base.

Shen Qingxian knew what he was thinking, and he didn't show any disgust, so can he have expectations?

Gu Fei woke up, but the two got along like siblings, so is there really nothing between them?

Or did Shen Qingxian hide his thoughts too deeply?

Gu Jianshen thought a lot, and his mood was sometimes sweet and sometimes bitter, and it was hard to describe it in words.

Shen Qingxian deliberately left him alone, there must be a buffer time... otherwise it would be too strange.

A vacation is the best opportunity, a chance to temporarily separate from Gu Fei and have a good talk with Gu Jianshen.

As previously agreed, Shen Qingxian took Gu Jianshen to "Wanxiu Mountain".

This Wanxiu Mountain is beautiful, especially in summer, it is full of foliage, and it is worthy of the name of Wanxiu.

Shen Qingxian said: "Let's climb up."

Gu Jianshen responded naturally.

The two walked up the steps, step by step, steadily and steadily.

Shen Qingxian asked him: "Since when did you like me?"

Gu Jianshen didn't land a good kick and almost missed.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Shen Qingxian grabbed him and said, "Kong has a whole body of flesh, why is he so careless?"

Gu Jianshen only felt that he was "burned" by his slightly cold hands, and he whispered, "I don't remember."

This answer... Shen Qingxian couldn't help but raised his lips, but continued to tease him: "So you've liked it for a long time?"

Gu Jianshen didn't dare to admit it, after all, at that time he thought they were father and son.

Shen Qingxian was amused to see him acting cowardly, he stood on the front steps and looked at him: "Do you think I like you?"

Gu Jianshen raised his head abruptly, because he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly because of the backlight.

In the shadows, Shen Qingxian seemed to smile, and said, "Let's compete."

These words are so familiar, as if Shen Qingxian said the same words when they first went to the beach for vacation.

Gu Jianshen asked him: "If I win..."

Shen Qingxian said: "If you win, I will tell you what you most want to know."

Gu Jianshen's eyes lit up suddenly: "Is everything okay?"

"Anything is fine." Shen Qingxian rolled his eyes, "The premise is that you want to win."

Gu Jianshen responded, "Okay!"

As soon as Shen Qingxian finished speaking, he quickened his pace and climbed towards the top of the mountain.

In comparison, Gu Jianshen couldn't beat him. Although the two wombs are better than the other, after all, Shen Qingxian has devoted himself to "cultivating" for more than ten years, so Gu Jianshen, who has a lot of strength, can't compare.

Shen Qingxian was always ahead, even if Gu Jianshen raised his speed to the highest, he was still ahead of him.

Seeing that the top of the mountain is getting closer and closer, seeing that the winner is about to be decided.

Gu Jianshen didn't have the slightest intention of giving up, he was still struggling to climb up, chasing Shen Qingxian at an unimaginable speed.

A few steps away from reaching the top of the mountain, Shen Qingxian turned around and saw Gu Jianshen behind him.

He asked him, "Do you not give up even though you know you will lose?"

Gu Jianshen said: "No." He will never give up on things related to him.

Shen Qingxian actually said something that seemed irrelevant: "I'm 17 years older than you."

Gu Jianshen didn't make a sound, he was still trying to shorten the distance between them.

Seeing that the two were about to stand shoulder to shoulder, Shen Qingxian pressed his forehead all of a sudden.

There are two steps between the two.

Shen Qingxian looked down at him, as if he wanted to see the bottom of his heart: "You can win, but you have to promise me one request."

Gu Jian raised his head deeply, the sweat on his forehead made his handsome features sexy, and he said, "Say it."

Shen Qingxian took his hand, pulled him closer, and then pushed him up the last few steps.

Gu Jianshen stood on the top of the mountain, and Shen Qingxian looked up at him instead.

His face was exposed to the sun, so good that he could set off all the beautiful scenery behind him as a blank.

He asked him, "Gu Jianshen, if I die, can you die with me?"