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Chapter 952 The shadow of the first half of life, the redemption of the second half of life

Chapter 952 The shadow of the first half of life, the redemption of the second half of life

The old movie finally came to an end.

This is the torture called "justice", the price of the ideal he longed for.

Fathers, people like mothers, even the right to feel the blood on their hands and remember them is taken away.

Kiritsugu absolutely couldn't recall those he loved, their voices, their figures with a peaceful mood.

They will continue to torment Kiritsugu forever in their nightmares, and they will never forgive Kiritsugu who abandoned them based on ruthless judgment and killed their lives.

But he couldn't stop, and couldn't.

The moment he stops, everything he pursued before will become lost.The price he paid, the sacrifices he accumulated would all lose their value and crumble.

He could only carry all of this on his shoulders silently, be it cursing or resentment.I just hope that when the tears dry up in the future, there will be a day when I get my wish.

This was the first half of Kiritsugu's life, and the "Magician Killer", which made many magicians fearful, was born at this moment.

Because of Xia Lei, he began to weigh his life on a balance.

Because of his father's death, he embarked on an inhuman and bloody road.

Because of the death of his adoptive mother, he almost wiped out all his humanity and turned himself into a machine.

These two experiences also became a cage that imprisoned him for the second half of his life, and nothing he did could escape the shadow of the first half of his life.

Because he saw the shadow of Natalia in Hisau Maiya, after saving her, he agreed that she would stay by his side and become his assistant, just like what Natalia did to him back then.

Because he didn't want such a tragedy to happen again, he traveled all over the world in search of "miracles", so he agreed to Einzbern's invitation, became Irisviel's husband, and disappeared from sight.

Because Irisviel's innocence is a bit like Xia Lei, so Kiritsugu can't help pouring affection into her, instead of simply treating her as a tool as Ahad said.

The involuntary time and time again also added new brilliance to Kiritsugu's bleak life, and the original cold heart also regained the human temperature.

However, this bright color, this warmth cannot offset the shadow of the first half of life after all.In the end, he still had to make another cruel choice, and had to sacrifice his wife in order to save all mankind.

What is even more cruel is that after sacrificing his family, lover and all the important people, what he got in return was nothing, and there is no way to save mankind.

The man who realized this finally realized it. He let go of all his attachments and allowed his past self to collapse.

With the help of a visitor from outside fate, he got rid of the tragic fate of waiting for the end of his life with his body and mind full of wounds and the curse of eternal redemption—the miracle failed to save the whole world. Humans, but saved the last of his family.

From now on, Emiya Kiritsugu will not live for all mankind, justice, or redemption, but only for his family and himself—he finally walked out of the shadow of the first half of his life, walked out of his own prison, and ran towards the beautiful world tomorrow.

However, just as he gradually forgot about the past and concentrated on enjoying the present, the shadow of the previous half of his life, the shackles that once oppressed him, appeared before him again, no wonder he lost his composure.

"Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible—this must be a dream, it's not real. Natalia... Xia Lei..."

He held his head and frantically scratched his hair like a wounded beast.

"I didn't expect you, a cold brat, to show such an expression."

The female Death Apostle in a black windbreaker took off her hat and sunglasses, revealing her light blue hair and her face that hadn't changed when she said goodbye.

"Kelly, it's all real, you're not dreaming."

The dead apostle in single clothes also took off his gloves, revealing that delicate face that had appeared in Kiritsugu's dreams countless times, which sometimes made her miss, and sometimes tortured her.

"If there is no dream, it is an illusion! Who are you! Why are you using their appearance to deceive me!"

Kiritsugu roared in a hoarse, deep voice, and the pistol that had been inserted back into his waist returned to his hand again.

"They can't be alive!"

"Are we still alive like this?"

Natalie shrugged, pointing to her pale skin, then to her red eyes.

"Vampire!" Kiritsugu instinctively raised his gun, about to pull the trigger.

A hand reached out, grabbed his wrist, and took his gun away before firing.

"Shinji, what are you doing!"

"I still want to ask you what are you going to do? Have you forgotten what I just said? Without them, your wife and daughter are dead! I, a professional vampire hunter, didn't yell and kill, why are you so anxious? How about your usual calmness?" ?”

"Kiritsugu."

"dad."

Irisviel and Illya held Kiritsugu's hand from left to right, which gradually eased his out-of-control emotions.

"Anyway, let's sit down and have a good chat. With us here, even if they are the 27th ancestors in disguise, they can't make waves. I think your wife and children are also very interested in your past affairs."

Shen Er deliberately let out a malicious laugh, trying to ease the atmosphere.It's a pity that the effect was minimal. The only effect for the women of Emiya's family was Sakura's curiosity.

This harem is really frighteningly harmonious, I don't know if it's because Kiritsugu has a unique way of reconciling, or because things go against each other in extremes, and suffering comes with happiness.

The young man who is also very popular with women is envious in his heart, completely forgetting that it is he who created it himself.

"First of all, verify your identity, whether these two dead disciples are Kiritsugu's old friends. Although I already believe it, this one has not witnessed your heroic performance, so I have doubts—so please think about it Way to dispel his suspicions."

"That's easy, I'll do it first." Natalia said, "The kid will think I'm dead, because he shot down the plane I was driving with his own hands. According to the feeling of the explosion, the British 'Blowpipe' should be used '—Even now it's not easy to get something, you must have wasted a lot of effort."

"..." Kiritsugu was silent.

"It's my turn." Xia Lei took the topic, "When I first became like this, I asked Kelly to kill me, but Kelly didn't agree, and it turned out..."

"Enough, stop talking!"

The scars of the past were uncovered again, blood dripping, and the pain pierced my heart. This pain is the best proof.

At this moment, the man who was about to be driven crazy just wanted to figure out two questions.

How did they survive the mortal situation?And why did it take so long to show up?

(End of this chapter)