Chapter 110
Chapter 110
Arriving at the new room, Xia Bailu threw the suitcase aside casually, and Xia Bailu sat on the floor limply.At this time, the surroundings were quiet, and she had time to be sad and sad.Tears burst out of my eyes uncontrollably, it's over, everything is over... All the good things in the past few months were wiped out in a blink of an eye.This was a pure and beautiful love, but now it has become poisonous, corroding and attacking my heart.
Why?Why did Qin Yishu break up so easily and heartlessly?And myself, why did I say so many hurtful things on impulse?Xia Bailu covered her face, sobbing continuously, the pain and regret rolled up at the same time, torturing her, making her wish she could jump off the stairs right now.What should I do now?What can I do to reduce the pain in my heart?
Man, why do you have to go through such a painful thing?What am I doing wrong?
Xia Bailu was sobbing that he was almost choked up. At this moment, he received a new message on WeChat, which was sent by Yang Shanshan:
"Lulu, how's the situation on your side? I escorted Gu Yan home."
Xia Bai replied while crying on the road: "I broke up with Qin Yishu."
"Ah? Why is it so serious?"
"She admitted that she lied to me. Then we quarreled, she slapped me and broke up."
Yang Shanshan didn't reply for a long time. Based on his understanding of her, Xia Bailu guessed that she was probably in a hurry and didn't know how to reply, so he sent another one:
"Stop talking, I'll just be quiet."
Putting down the phone, Xia Bailu burst into tears again.In this doomed sleepless night, besides crying, is there any way to relieve the pain that grips my heart a little bit?
The most precious thing has already been lost... Would it be better if you foretell that you will lose it in advance?Or will it be more painful and desperate?
There are so many things in this world that I don't understand.Is my originally brilliant love affair coming to an end like this?
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Qin Yishu fell down on the sofa, there was only a little wine left in the glass.
Breaking up is like pouring water, which can never be taken back.The pain in her heart at this moment is no less than Xia Bailu's.In addition, there is also a deep sense of regret, gnawing at her nerves like ants eating her heart.
In the beginning, she chose to hide the real relationship with Gu Yan from Xia Bailu. It was indeed because Xia Bailu preconceived that she had not yet developed such a relationship with Gu Yan, so she acted cowardly.Seeing Xia Bailu say happily "Fortunately, that scumbag hasn't succeeded", she really couldn't immediately say "No, you're wrong".Of course, next, she had the opportunity to tell Xia Bailu tactfully that things were a little different from what she thought. Unfortunately, she had already dealt with Gu Yan, but...
In an instant, her weakness came out: Do I have to say it?Is there any benefit or point in saying it?Gu Yan must have died, and he deliberately told this matter to make himself and Xia Bailu unhappy.Why is this necessary?
Besides, what if Xia Bailu found out about this matter and hated himself?So what to do?After all, it was a disgraceful transaction. Would Xia Bailu feel dirty?
And it wasn't my fault that things turned out like that... I agreed because I was forced and helpless. Under such circumstances, if I didn't agree to Gu Yan, would I have to go back and find that pornographic director to make a movie?
Indistinctly, that little bit of luck and cowardice, coupled with the grievance forced by the situation, prevailed.She opened her mouth several times to tell the truth, but swallowed back the words that came to her lips.She didn't have the guts to test Xia Bailu's bottom line, even though she knew that once such a decision was made, it would be tantamount to deceit and betrayal.
It is not without regrets, entanglements, and guilt, especially when Xia Bailu showed his concern and love for him, he also thought guilty several times that he should tell the truth, and his heart was heavy because of this. I was so oppressed that it was difficult to breathe, but I always lacked a little courage to take that step, and always kept the thorn in my heart there with a wavering mood, avoiding it.
When Xia Bailu told about Gu Yan's return, Qin Yishu quickly guessed the whole story.When she realized this, she actually felt a little bit of relief and relief in her heart - she no longer had to live in a heavy life all day long.Sure enough, there are some things that cannot and should not be hidden.Time will always bring the truth, no matter how long you wait, no matter how many twists and turns you experience, it is inevitable.
So, the retribution finally came.The choice made by a single thought brought about the bloody tearing of the truth before the eyes, and the original pure love was shattered to the ground like glass.After Xia Bailu said those harsh words sharply, Qin Yishu himself acted like a stress mechanism and counterattacked in time.
The result is a breakup, a fact that has already been set in stone.
Now it's too late to regret, or feel wronged and complain, it doesn't make any sense.
Qin Yishu drank the rest of the wine in the glass. The wine was very strong, and it was vodka with a high concentration. Her head was already very dizzy. Reason told her not to drink any more, but the pain and depression in her heart forced her to drink. Continuing, the paralysis of the alcoholic spirit can somewhat make her struggle out of the heart-piercing pain.
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