Chapter 22
Chapter 22
The next day, the morning light penetrated through the glass, and the world was so bright that Shen Qing was forced to open his eyes.She seemed to fall asleep on the bed last night. When she woke up, the sticky feeling on her fingertips disappeared. Everything was like a dream, with blue light flickering in front of her eyes.
Shen Qing turned his head away, Xu Yi who was on the opposite bed had long since disappeared.The quilt was neatly folded, and the suitcase was well packed and placed next to the bed.
Shen Qing's heart suddenly felt a kind of panic for no reason.She remembered waking up one morning, there was no sign of Xu Yi in the room, the room was still messy, she thought she was just going out for a visit.
After this trip, Xu Yi didn't come back for a day.
Didn't come back for a week.
Didn't come back for a single vacation.
The rented house was paid by Xu Yi, Shen Qing didn't have any money at that time.Shen Qing went to ask the landlord if he knew what happened to Xu Yi.The landlord said that she didn't know anything, the only thing she knew was that Xu Yi had paid off the one-year rent early in the morning, and that Shen Qing could still live here after finishing the college entrance examination.
The kind of belated panic after that day is like a child looking back at the world around him, only to see the white panic.
And at this moment, this panic surged up overwhelmingly, like a huge wave that could swallow an island, it smashed Shen Qing's rationality to pieces.
With a cold face, without changing into pajamas, Shen Qing directly opened the door of the room and walked into the camera's view.The staff saw that she had a bad temper early in the morning and wanted to come over to ask what happened.Shen Qing didn't make a sound, looked around, and couldn't find Xu Yi downstairs at all.Only Ke Can and Liu Mingyue woke up, and the two of them sat at the table and ate breakfast, which was Western style, sandwiches.The bread slices are a little golden, with traces of checks, which look lovely and delicious.
Liu Mingyue asked Shen Qing: "Have you eaten?"
Shen Qing didn't answer, and after a long pause, asked in a hoarse voice, "Where's Xu Yi?"
Liu Mingyue was stuffing a sandwich into her mouth. Hearing Shen Qing's question, she frantically wanted to eat the sandwich but couldn't stuff her mouth completely, so she had to point her finger in the direction of the kitchen in the house.The lettuce leaf that couldn't be wrapped in her mouth was about to fall into pieces, Ke Can couldn't bear to watch it, so she picked up a piece of paper and wiped it off for Liu Mingyue, and gave Shen Qing a look that was there.
Shen Qing walked there, every step he took felt that he was collapsing on the cloud nine days away, it was too soft and unreal.Shen Qing's palms seemed to be sweating, moist, and his heartbeat gradually slowed down, with a loud beat.She has a kind of timid fear of Xu Yi, like being close to her hometown. She stretches out her hand for fear of disturbing and destroying her, and does not stretch out her hand for fear of being lost and lost.She stood at the door of the kitchen, and Xu Yi's busy back began to become clearer under the glass. What Shen Qing could see was not only her outline, but also the tiny golden borders around her that the sun had plated on her. After raising her hair, there was a transparent soft fluff on her neck, she still remembered a small mole behind her ear, Shen Qing had kissed that place passionately.
Xu Yi was standing in the sun, wearing simple home clothes, cleaning up the leftovers in the kitchen.Shen Qing has taken many photos in his life, some of them won awards, some were on the cover, and some were loved by others.But right now, Shen Qing felt that the moment when Xu Yi looked back at her and smiled inadvertently was the cleanest and clearest photo she took with her eyes.
Everything was in slow motion in a movie, or in other words, the feelings in Shen Qing's heart forced everything to slow down.
Shen Qing took two steps forward dully, she saw Xu Yi's bent waist, his hands seemed to be uncontrollably trying to feel the skin inside the cotton short sleeves.She wanted to hug her from behind, put her chin on her shoulder, rub her gently twice, and put her cheek against hers.Just like what Xu Yi did to her many years ago.
Where did Xu Yi know how to cook at that time?She is a young lady who doesn't touch her fingers, Shen Qing feels that eating out is a waste, and the bathroom will cook by herself.Xu Yi likes to cling to her at this time the most. When chopping vegetables, she would jump up and hug her, often making Shen Qing jump in fright, and rejoicing that her fingers were still intact.
Xu Yi was not as tall as her, so she could only tiptoe to touch her face, rubbing against her face, like a well-behaved cat that wanted to attract attention.Shen Qing was not good at expressing his emotions at that time, so he could only stare blankly, not knowing what to do, neither moving nor not moving.Xu Yi likes to tease her.
Now it's the other way around.
The reverse is still natural.
Shen Qing took a step forward, her hand reached out to Xu Yi, trying to grab her clothes.
Xu Yi looked at Shen Qing in surprise, "Hungry?"
As soon as she moved, the kitchen seemed to have evolved into her kingdom, she was the queen of freedom.She took a new slice of bread, and picked up the pan, ready to fry an egg for her.
"Wait a little longer." Xu Yi said, "I didn't expect you to wake up so early."
Shen Qing watched Xu Yi busy to and fro, but refused to say a word.Just looking at her with his own eyes, motionless and fixed.
Xu Yi noticed something strange, held the egg in his hand, turned his head and asked Shen Qing, "Why—"
Before he finished speaking, Shen Qing's face got very close.
Xu Yi wanted to grab something, but didn't dare, the egg in his hand would shatter when squeezed.
Shen Qing's breathing became very close, the air between the two of them was pieced together into a kind of unbroken silk thread, transparent and extremely thin, twisting and twisting in this world to achieve a kind of connection.
Xu Yi thought, does Shen Qing want to kiss her?
She opened her mouth slightly, and before she could decide whether she should refuse, she heard Shen Qing say dryly, "Eggs need sweet hearts."
Before Xu Yi could react, Shen Qing opened the distance again.But her eyes were still looking at Xu Yi, and Xu Yi saw a small ball of burning flames in the eyes of the opposite woman.
"Oh."
Xu Yi agreed.
She turned around in embarrassment, holding the egg for the first time, not knowing what to do.How to break the eggs?Knock the rim of the bowl?Or touch the pot?Or just smash it on the corner of the stove?
She was still thinking, when suddenly there was a warm touch behind her.
Shen Qing hugged her from behind suddenly, Xu Yi was startled, the egg in his hand fell into the pan with a thud, and the oil started to make a crackling sound, but it didn't splash.Along with the viscous white egg whites, golden yellow egg whites fell into the pot, and the broken egg shells that should not have appeared in the pot were bouncing around in the pot.
Xu Yi panicked.
Shen Qing pursed his lips and smiled, with a deadly arrogance.
She said: "Mother Xu, the egg is broken. It seems that being a mother hasn't improved your cooking skills much."
Xu Yi struggled to retort: "Hey! Shen Qing!"
She turned off the switch of the fire, but she wanted to get angry, Shen Qing twisted her body and left the kitchen.It was only then that Xu Yi realized that at some point, the photographer who followed her disappeared.
As soon as Shen Qing walked out of the kitchen, he leaned against the wall that Xu Yi couldn't see, hugged himself suddenly, and slid down to the ground.Liu Mingyue was the first to notice this scene, and asked her worriedly if she was not feeling well.
Shen Qing shook his head, but the face buried in his embrace was as red as a sky covered with burning clouds.In fact, he wanted to kiss her, and he wanted to kiss her all at once, as if he had played it countless times in his mind.But it doesn't seem to be suitable, as for where it is not suitable, Shen Qing can't find the reason.
She is very familiar with the photographer who followed Xu Yi, and that person once helped her, so it is too easy to dismiss him.
After doing so many things, but only dared to hug her in such a bravado, and still said words that deserved to be beaten, in fact, he was not happy in his heart.It turned out that what she wanted was that simple, only Shen Qing.When I hugged her, I forgot to ask her why she left, how she has been for so many years, about her marriage, and about her daughter, oh, and why she has changed her temper--so many questions, So many things accumulated in Shen Qing's heart dissipated in this sudden but premeditated hug.
Xu Yi is a panacea for all kinds of sorrows, and Shen Qing is the sick child who hangs his life by it.
When Yu He went downstairs, he happened to see Shen Qing squatting on the ground like this, and said, "It's so early in the morning, Shen Qing, what's wrong with you?"
Shen Qing stood up, regained his cold expression, and hid his still warm fingertips in his clothes.
She opened her eyes and said nonsense, "I fainted from hunger."
Yu He raised his long eyebrows secretly, with a look of disbelief, "Did you faint from hunger?" Just after he finished speaking, Yu He noticed that there was food in the restaurant.She asked the program crew in disbelief, "You guys are so nice? Are you still preparing breakfast?"
The program team coughed twice, and Ke Can said, "Xu Yi did it, she woke up early."
Yu He wowed, twisted her waist and went to the kitchen, just two steps away, Shen Qing blocked her way with his hand.
Yu He didn't understand.
Shen Qing said: "My stomach hurts, you help me back to the room."
Yu He wanted to say, do you have no feet?Can't walk?But looking at so many cameras surrounding her, Yu He endured it.She forced a smile and said, "Okay, are you all right? Do you want to drink some glucose later? Staff, are you there? Can I get a dose of glucose?"
Better to poison in glucose.
Yu He supported Shen Qing and went to the bedroom. As soon as he entered the range of the bedroom, Shen Qing immediately bounced away from Yu He's side.
Yu He clicked his tongue.
Shen Qing looked at Yu He and told her, "Don't touch Shen Qing."
Yu He laughed innocently, "What are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"
Shen Qing looked at Yu He, and Yu He's collar was a little red.Although he tried his best to cover it with concealer, Shen Qing's eyes were like ultra-high-definition cameras, able to capture all the details.And this special talent-like sensitivity made her a popular portrait photographer in the entertainment industry.
In the photos taken by her hands, the characters always have their own characteristics.
"Yu He." Shen Qing called her name.
Yu He groaned and said, "You are here. What are you doing?"
Shen Qing twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Go back and make up another ten catties of concealer."
Yu Heben's calm face suddenly became a little stiff and bewildered.
Shen Qing passed by Yu He's side and left a word.
"Neither Xu Yi nor I are chips in the love game between you and her. Yu He, don't think too highly of yourself. Not everyone will like you."
Shen Qing closed the door and left, Yu He stood inside the door, stunned for a long time, then suddenly laughed.
She thought, she already knew that not everyone in this world would like her.
When she first debuted, she was still a child, and some people scolded her on the Internet, finding various reasons to scold her.My mother said that she had to be a good child in order not to be scolded and to be liked.Well, Yu He decided to make a doll in the window, clean and white, untainted by the world.
But even so, you will still be scolded.
so tired.
Yu He is so tired.
The first time she met Luo Yu was on the set, and her agent took her to find the director, who wanted to add a child star role to her.Luo Yu was already a well-known young actress at that time. She was too hot and sexy. Before meeting her, Yu He knew that many people scolded her.
Mom also scolded her, saying she was like a bitch.son.
Yu He doesn't know whores.I don't know what it means, but looking at the screen, I feel that Luo Yu is so bright.She is what Yu He wants to be.
On the set, Luo Yu was casually chatting with his assistant, who was complaining about someone posting scandal, Luo Yu smiled indifferently, looked down upon her, and said, "It's all fake anyway, don't care what it does .”
The assistant said anxiously, "But some people will scold you because of this, Sister Luoyu, you don't even know how ugly their words are."
Luo Yu yawned and said, "They scold them, I'll play mine. Whatever you want, I'll still make money anyway."
Yu He has never seen such a person. Her mother has always taught her to be well-behaved and sensible, so that she can be liked.But he never taught her that it takes the courage to be hated to be a human being.
She got the role that day, and she tiptoed to say hello to Luo Yu, walked up to her, and said hello to her sister.
Yu He put on the most obedient look in his life.
Unexpectedly, Luo Yu asked, "Are you the kid who got into the group by virtue of connections?"
Yu He froze in place.
The assistant persuaded, "Sister Luoyu——"
Luo Yu reached out and patted Yu He's shoulder, saying, "Act well in the future." Then she left from her side.
Yu He stood, an embarrassing sense of shame was born in the girl's heart, she didn't want to cry, she gritted her teeth, and didn't want to cry at all.
After that day, Yu He wanted to act well.She acted desperately, and she didn't want the whole world to like her anymore, she only wanted to be recognized and liked by one person.
Luo Yu.
She said the name over and over again, tearing it apart and tearing it apart, and finally put it back together again from the pieces.
Luo Yu once had a girlfriend who was an outsider, while Yu He heard that she was a gentle and elegant woman with a good personality.
Just like Yu He meeting Xu Yi for the first time.
She has been entangled with Luo Yu for so many years, and she has slept with him.bed, done.Love, but still tore it back and forth in front of people, with a look of opposition.Yu He approached Shen Qing to anger Luo Yu, she felt that the two were sometimes very similar, but very different.When Yu He came to provoke Xu Yi, he also wanted to find that love rival she had never met but who had been standing in front of her from Xu Yi, a woman who finally gave up Luo Yu and got married.
What Shen Qing said was quite right, neither she nor Xu Yi was a bargaining chip between her and Luo Yu.
But it doesn't matter, she is just very boring, even if she doesn't play games, to disturb Shen Qing's games, she will still find it fun.
And it's getting more and more fun.
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