Dressed as the actor's cannon fodder ex-boyfriend

Chapter 26

Just as Xu Zhijuan wanted to say that it was inconvenient, he paused, and said hesitantly, "What are you talking about?"

Jiang Xu looked around and said, "Can't you let me in?"

Xu Zhijuan: "It's not convenient."

Jiang Xu frowned: "Is there someone else inside you?"

Xu Zhijuan: "No."

Seeing him like this, Jiang Xu was speechless and bored, so he said, "Forget it, if it's inconvenient, next time."

Next time, it depends on when he is in the mood.

He turned around and left, but he was pulled back after only two steps.

Jiang Xu turned his head impatiently, "What are you doing..."

After seeing Xu Zhijuan's face, he was stunned.

Xu Zhijuan had a bandage on his mouth, one side of his face was swollen, and he could vaguely see fingerprints, but his face was pale and his lips were also white.

Jiang Xu was startled.

He lowered his head and saw Xu Zhijuan holding something wrapped in a white towel in his hand.

He didn't expect that his slap was so severe, he was just too angry at the time, but when he saw Xu Zhijuan's face like this, he felt very uncomfortable.

"are you OK?"

"It's nothing, it will be fine tomorrow." Xu Zhijuan said unnaturally.

When he spoke, his lips moved, involving the wound on his lips, his eyebrows frowned, and he took a deep breath enduring the pain.

"Sorry." Jiang Xuxin said calmly.

Xu Zhijuan was a little surprised, and said lightly: "It's okay, come in, I didn't want you to see it just now, that's why I did that, since I saw it, come in and tell me."

Jiang Xu nodded and followed Xu Zhijuan into his room.

After the two entered, Xu Zhijuan had a weird look on his face. He walked quickly to the sofa, trying to put away the wine he asked his assistant to buy, but in front of Jiang Xu, it seemed too deliberate to do so.

So Xu Zhijuan stood there a little hesitant, and looked back at Jiang Xu, only to see that he was observing his room, Xu Zhijuan coughed, and said, "Just now I was rubbing my face."

Jiang Xu looked at the towel in his hand and realized that the towel contained ice cubes.

"Sit." Xu Zhijuan's mood was very complicated. Before Jiang Xu came, he was about to vent his anger while covering his face with a drink. He didn't cry, but when he drank his sorrows later, he probably would cry a lot.

Ever since he broke up with Jiang Xu, he felt like an idiot. Whenever he thought that Jiang Xu didn't love him, his heart ached and he wanted to cry, and it was hard to restrain his emotions.

Jiang Xu hummed, and sat down on the sofa opposite Xu Zhijuan. Seeing the canned beer on the coffee table, he suddenly felt a little thirsty, and reached for a bottle, "I'll drink one, don't you mind?"

Xu Zhijuan looked at him, "Oh, drink it."

Jiang Xu opened a bottle by himself, and it was difficult to say what he wanted to say.

He poured a big gulp of beer into his mouth, and the cold liquid flowed down his throat into his stomach, which made him sober up a lot.

Why did you come to see Xu Zhijuan?

Jiang Xu asked himself secretly, and at the same time gave himself the answer in his heart.

Because I want to ask clearly, I also want to explain clearly.

To be honest, the reason why he came here was because Xu Zhijuan's sudden confession disturbed his mood.

Maybe things weren't all the way he thought they were.

"What do you want to say?" Seeing that he didn't intend to speak, Xu Zhijuan asked.

Jiang Xu said, "I want to ask you, why did you say you like me today?"

Xu Zhijuan was stunned.

Jiang Xu added, "I mean, why are you talking now? You've never talked about it before, and we've already broken up, haven't we?"

Xu Zhijuan quickly replied: "Because I thought you were just waiting for me to say this."

Jiang Xu suddenly said, "You mean, do you think I won't break up with you if you say that?"

Xu Zhijuan didn't want to admit it, but there was nothing to deny.

His silence was regarded by Jiang Xu as an acquiescence.

Jiang Xu said, "Why do you think so?"

Of course Xu Zhijuan couldn't say it was because Xie Yufeng told him, but he still didn't speak.

Jiang Xu looked at him and suddenly felt that Xu Zhijuan was very different from before.

Can breaking up change a person so much?

Jiang Xu didn't think so.

Maybe he didn't really know everything about Xu Zhijuan.

Everyone has many sides, what he saw before was only a part of Xu Zhijuan.

He looked at Xu Zhijuan quietly, as if he wanted to see this person more clearly again.

Xu Zhijuan didn't like Jiang Xu looking at him like this, which made him feel even more uncomfortable.

He also picked up a can of wine and drank half of it in one go.

Jiang Xu: "Xu Zhijuan."

Xu Zhijuan: "Tell me."

"We broke up because we were not suitable." After Jiang Xu said this, his eyes suddenly became serious, and he said word for word: "It is really inappropriate."

Xu Zhijuan originally lowered his head, but now he slowly raised his head and said expressionlessly, "What do you think is inappropriate?"

"It doesn't fit anywhere." When Jiang Xu said this, he felt uncomfortable.

Xu Zhijuan sneered and took another sip of wine.

Jiang Xu glanced at him and took a sip.

"Then why didn't you say it before?" Xu Zhijuan's tone became more and more indifferent, "Did you only realize it was inappropriate after two years? You didn't notice it at the beginning?"

"Found."

"Then why?" Xu Zhijuan stared at him, revealing his dissatisfaction and anger in his words.

Jiang Xu interrupted him, "From the very beginning, I found that we were not suitable, but at that time I thought it was okay."

Xu Zhijuan: "Is it okay now?"

Jiang Xu thought for a while, then nodded, "Yes, because I've changed, yes... you can treat it as me changing, or you can say that I want to change, and I don't want to continue my life like before... Boring, and very tired."

"Why are you so tired?" Xu Zhijuan didn't understand why there were so many problems between them suddenly.

Jiang Xu heard Xu Zhijuan's question, and suddenly this was the crux of the problem.

Yes.

Xu Zhijuan didn't know anything.

He never cared how hard it was to be with him.

He only cares about himself, as long as he is comfortable, as long as he feels good, then everything is good.

Xu Zhijuan is such a selfish person.

Jiang Xu already knew.

Thinking of the time when I waited for Xu Zhijuan until late at night, as soon as he came back, I would make breakfast and tea for him every morning, and Xu Zhijuan would wake me up from my dream in the middle of the night to make supper for him...

Xu Zhijuan can do whatever he wants.

But Xu Zhijuan never asked him what he wanted, what he liked, and he didn't even bother to understand him. Even Xu Zhijuan's friends thought that Jiang Xu was Xu Zhijuan's nanny, just like a fool. She loves Xu Zhijuan without thinking, and she is willing to give everything for him.

Jiang Xu didn't want to be that kind of fool.

He was controlled before, but now he is free.

He doesn't want to be the kind of fool who has no self and gives all of himself for love.

In the past, the author set him up as unconditionally in love with Xu Zhijuan, and willing to do anything for Xu Zhijuan.

Even if it is uncomfortable, I think it can be tolerated. I think that as long as I can be with Xu Zhijuan, he can persist.

But after awakening, he couldn't bear it

He can't stand that kind of frustration

I can't bear to worry that one day, Xu Zhijuan will still be with someone else, he still has someone else in his heart

He is just a cannon fodder, but he doesn't want to be cannon fodder for other people's feelings, he wants to be his own protagonist.

He had to leave Xu Zhijuan.

Thinking of these, his heart became cold.

Jiang Xu: "Because you are too selfish, you never worry about other people's feelings, you only know to think about yourself, I feel tired every day when I'm with you."

Xu Zhijuan was once again deeply aware of the harm words have done to him, and it stabbed in his heart like a knife.

"When I was at home, I always ate this and that. I was picky and picky. I never said a single nice word. When you waited until late at night, you never cared about me. I didn't come back on the annual holiday, and I didn't say a word. Even I I don't know what I like at all... I always have a dead face, like someone owes you money, and every time Cheng Xusheng said something sarcastic to me, you never said anything, as if I wasn't your lover at all, but you Your servant has never dated before, and he has never even held hands to go out, do you think this kind of communication is interesting?"

Jiang Xu said a lot like venting, Xu Zhijuan's face was pale, and every word hit him on the head, making him unable to refute.

"Are all these reasons enough?" Jiang Xu took a deep breath after finishing speaking.

He didn't want to say any more.

"I'm leaving." Jiang Xu stood up, drank the can of beer he was drinking on the table, and left.

Xu Zhijuan stared blankly at the crushed soda can, feeling that it was like his heart being crushed by Jiang Xu.

It was bruised and covered with dust.

He opened his mouth, and there was a whimper in his throat, his heart hurt badly, he clutched his chest, his eyes widened, his nose was sore and trembling, his whole body was cold, as if he was in a cold cellar, and his bones were about to freeze.

Xu Zhijuan's heart seemed to be torn apart, and Jiang Xu's name was spelled out.

As the tears fell, he cried out loudly.

Almost like shouting, he called Jiang Xu's name and cried loudly, tears gushing out, like a broken faucet, which couldn't be stopped at all.

He sat and cried for a while, the tears on his face dried and new tears fell.

He stood up, looking around for his phone while sobbing.

When he couldn't find him, he started yelling angrily.

After finally seeing it on the table, he picked it up and dialed a number.

Wait until the phone calls.

Xu Zhijuan cursed like crying: "Xie Yufeng, you lied to me, Jiang Xu doesn't love me at all!"

Xie Yufeng was terrified when he heard the ghostly cry. He was hiding on the bed watching ghost movies, but he didn't expect to hear Xu Zhijuan's cry.

He shivered tremblingly, and it took him a while to react, "Fuck, Xu Zhijuan, you are fucking poisonous, why are you crying again?"

Xu Zhijuan yelled too loudly just now, and was out of breath from crying, hiccupped, his face flushed, "It's useless for me to tell Jiang Xu that I like him, Jiang Xu still wants to break up , He also said that I was selfish, that being with me was tiring, and he would never reconcile with me again."

The author has something to say:

Ah, why, every time I look forward to Xu crying and crying, I think he is so cute when I cry