AWB Chapter 180 The love of my life
Chapter 180 The love of my life
Yinreng opened his eyes and found himself lying in a familiar bedroom, and he felt inexplicably relieved.
He turned his head to look at the bedside, and sure enough, he saw his beauty flower.
"very nice."
His voice was hoarse.
Only he knows what this sentence means.
It was the middle of the night, and the moonlight coming in from the window fell on He Junyi'erha.
She didn't put on much makeup, but she still wore the bright ruby poppy on her head.
The beauty under the moon has a hazy artistic conception of beauty.
He looked at Jun Yilha, and the two of them stared at each other for a long time without saying a word.
"Who is it?" Yinreng asked.
"He Fei." He Zhun Yierha said bluntly.
Guarja Bosile, who gave birth to a boy, was successfully promoted to the rank of concubine.
"why?"
"Struggle for the throne."
"..."
Yinreng was silent for a moment, unable to establish the correct logical chain in his mind.
So he chose to accept it as a default fact, and then continued to ask, "Is there any conclusive evidence?"
"No."
Without evidence, it is common sense that He Fei cannot be convicted unless he said something to the Emperor before he was "dying" or "fainting".
Would Concubine He be a threat to his beauty?
"Are you in danger?"
"will not."
Yinreng took a deep breath. Although the pain in his body suddenly dulled due to the pain in his wound, he felt relieved.
The things that need to be prepared before death have not changed.
He said with relief,
"Then it'll be fine."
……
After a long time, more than half an hour, He Junyi'erha suddenly spoke.
She only knew that her mood was extremely complicated, so complicated that she didn't know how to describe it.
She asked,
"You, do you want to live?"
Her voice made Yinreng open his eyes.
He had already noticed his abnormality.
It would be impossible for him to open his eyes again, let alone return safely to the Forbidden City, to their home.
He thought it was a luxury for his soul to return to his hometown.
But this anomaly had been completely ignored by him before.
Because a more important truth lay before him - she and Jun Yilha had always had a shortcut to what she desired, but she never took it.
Looking at He Zhun Yierha's rare out-of-control expression, Yinreng made a decision.
"No."
"Don't think about it again?"
"I won't consider it anymore."
"You will get better. You will not be disabled, you will not have any hidden illness, and you will not suffer any pain."
"No."
After being rejected three times in a row, He Junyi Erha held his breath and finally asked,
"why."
"..."
After a long silence, Yinreng thought that being frank with each other now might be the best farewell.
He also has a purpose.
So Yinreng replied meanly,
"I want you to take a shortcut."
He Junyi'erha frowned.
She never underestimated Yinreng's wisdom. Yinreng discovered his ambition that was supported step by step and his ability that far exceeded anyone else. He discovered the power he gradually controlled by using his identity as the Crown Princess. He discovered that everything he did was aimed at the throne.
Part of it was what He Junyi'erha wanted him to see, and part of it was what he dug out himself.
Yinreng was very satisfied with his work, but at the same time he was shocked to discover a possibility, maybe... his beauty might not love her as much as he imagined.
She seemed...heartless.
“So what if I get to that position?
Everything is calculated and performed, even the deep love between father and son."
Yinreng's words were a double entendre.
He was referring to the hypocritical flattery he had shown towards Kangxi over the years, and was intentionally pointing this out to Yierha.
Since he was born, he has enjoyed all kinds of honor in this world. Is the only thing he lacks the final pilgrimage?
After carefully recalling how he had gradually gained power over the past decade, Yinreng knew that he was not bad.
When Kangxi was not noticing, Yinreng had already taken control of the civil and military officials in the court. As long as he wanted, he could use his own efforts and everything prepared for him by his first wife to force the emperor to abdicate and easily take the throne into his own hands.
But then?
What will he get?
Rights? Supremacy?
Do not……
At that point, he would lose Jun Yilha, and he would also lose his father.
As an emperor, he must care about the world and defend his country.
The throne obtained by forcing the emperor to abdicate and the existence of the emperor emeritus will make other brothers restless. Will he kill his father and his brothers?
Needless to say, Yinreng knew that as long as he ascended the throne and his father became the emperor emeritus, that idiot Yinzhi would be the first to plot a rebellion, and that confused idiot fourteenth brother would also jump up and down, and perhaps the eighth brother would also secretly collude with the already restless palace to seek higher interests.
By then, the world will be in chaos.
In addition, he will no longer be the Crown Princess's husband alone.
It is impossible and unrealistic to dismiss all the concubines and be alone, even if it goes against his original intention.
No relationship can surpass the bond strengthened by blood.
He would not trust outsiders more than his first wife, his brothers, and his sons, and the same goes for himself and others.
If they cannot be given enough trust and bargaining chips, why should the aristocratic families believe in the imperial power and show respect to it?
It’s just because he doesn’t dare to resist and is not strong enough to resist.
This is a hidden danger. If it is not eliminated, it will eventually become a major chaos that will shake the foundation of the ancestral business.
So, why did he want to ascend the throne as soon as possible?
But if he doesn't ascend the throne as soon as possible, will all the hidden dangers disappear?
will not.
The complex emotions finally came together into a famous saying from Yinreng's mouth:
"How can there be a prince who has been a prince for forty years in this world?"
He Junyi'erha cannot read minds. She cannot understand the full picture of Yinreng's mood, but she can roughly understand his complexity and sadness.
Yinreng was silent for a while again.
He murmured again,
“I’m so scared.
I am so scared of watching our children follow my path.”
"Will not."
"Yes, it's in our nature."
"I will not allow this to happen."
The way to prevent the children of the imperial family from fighting is very simple.
Have fewer children, educate them in batches, and die early.
She can do it in this world.
So in Hezhun Yierha's view, these are not enough excuses for Yinreng to give up his life.
Not enough to convince her.
He Junyi'erha rarely felt regretful.
She hoped that Yinreng would give her a chance to make amends, and she hoped that he could live according to her wishes once again.
It’s easy to guess what Concubine He is thinking.
She thought that if she killed the prince, they would be on the same level.
If during this period Concubine He struggles to become the Queen, then the fight for the throne will officially enter a three-year countdown.
At that time, she will be the real winner, and she and Jun Yilha will be the second place and runner-up group who can be killed at any time.
If she had not become the queen, the emperor's grandson and the prince would have grown up together, and it would have taken at least ten years to decide who would eventually become the crown prince.
And in He Fei's heart, even if He Jun Yierha has the advantage, she still has a trump card called "self-destruction".
Convince He Zhun Yilha to support her son to take the throne, otherwise no one will benefit.
He Fei set up the game and always gave He Jun Yi Er Ha a choice, but once He Jun Yi Er Ha really fell into the topic set by She Fei, the outcome was decided.
She had a good idea. The two of them had the same interests in some aspects, so He Junyi'erha did not stop Hefei's plan.
Because He Fei and Guarjia Bosile missed one thing.
The death of one's husband does not prevent one from succeeding to the throne.
If she and Jun Yilha become the new emperor, all the causal relationships mentioned above will be overturned.
This is her flip table.
After learning that the real murderer was Concubine He and that the target was related to the fight for the throne, Yinreng thought a lot.
He Junyi'erha knew how sensitive a prince would be when it came to the fight for the throne.
She knew Yinreng's true intention.
So, she finally asked,
"Is this what you expected?"
"Yes."
He Junyi'erha was truly silent.
Love is indeed the most terrible poison in the world.
It could drive one of the calmest, most coolest and most powerful couples in the world crazy.
He Junyi'erha, who has always prided himself on his selfishness, actually began to consider "compromise", "concession", "turnaround" and "regret".
The worldly world refines the heart.
It was love that was so vigorous that made her smile sincerely without realizing it.
And this unforgettable pain is also love.
Yinreng should have been delighted to finally get the throne that was within his reach, but he began to calculate gains and losses, giving up and achieving success.
As an emperor, it is the world that should help him.
But he gradually became disgusted with the power he controlled, and exchanged it for unforgettable pain from a ruthless person.
At this moment, in the eyes of his heart, it was worth it, well worth the money.
He Junyi'erha closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
Then, as if he had used up all his strength, he replied to Yinreng with one word:
"it is good."
After saying this, tears unconsciously rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
It was not as heart-wrenching as the time when he couldn't wait for Yinreng in Shangying, Rehe. It was silent but deafening.
This tear made Yinreng feel unprecedentedly heartbroken.
He knew that with the help of Jun Yilha, he could hardly feel the pain, but why... his heart was so painful.
Don't cry.
It took me a lot of effort to make up my mind to plot against you.
He opened his mouth but no sound came out. Countless words of consolation seemed pale and powerless in the face of the conspiracy between the couple.
They are calculating against each other, but they also love each other deeply.
Finally, being able to confirm this, Yinreng felt unprecedented satisfaction in his heart.
This sense of satisfaction even far exceeded the one he felt when he received the imperial seal from his father.
Really, he could be sure of it.
It's time to say your final goodbyes.
Yinreng suddenly asked an irrelevant question.
"Beauty...is she a flower fairy?"
"I am your beauty flower."
She did not deny Yinreng's overly fantastic conjecture. To him, the various strange things that happened to him were probably more bizarre than those in Strange Stories from a Chinese Studio.
After saying this, she and Jun Yierha wiped away their tears and smiled at Yinreng.