Chapter 376 Unwilling
Chapter 376 Unwilling
In the confined, isolated space, one side pressed forward relentlessly, while the other had nowhere to retreat.
The faint light slanted across his face, dividing his three-dimensional features into light and shadow. At the clearly defined boundaries, one side of his expression was pure and bright in the light, while the other side's expression was hidden in the shadows, his emotions unclear.
Jiang Zhouzhou's heart suddenly ached.
In this unequal relationship, the proud young master became humble, even willing to abandon his self-respect to please her and beg for her gaze to linger on him for just one more second.
this is not right.
“Xiao Dian is unique, he doesn’t need to change.”
Jiang Zhouzhou finally pulled her hand away, the warmth of his body still lingering in her palm.
Meeting the boy's dim eyes, she took out a tissue, slowly unfolded it, and gently wiped the water stains off his body.
"A healthy relationship should make both people happier and more joyful, rather than one person changing for the other and becoming less and less like themselves."
Her voice was very soft. "The Xiao Dian I know is very sunny, a little proud, likes to act cute and loves to be a little temperamental. Sometimes he is noisy and will come to me to complain if he is bullied, asking me to help him get justice."
Sheng Jingyao pursed his lips, his lowered gaze fixed on the movements of her hands.
Her hands were slender and fair, yet excessively soft. As she wiped the water from his body, her fingertips inadvertently touched him a few times.
Her long hair, which she had specially styled for the birthday banquet, was now disheveled with a few strands. When you got close to him, you could smell a pleasant, rich floral fragrance, and the ends of her hair brushed against his body like feathers, like a wisp of wind that you couldn't grasp.
Yet the person in front of me is clearly right there.
“But you don’t like that kind of Xiao Dian,” Sheng Jingyao said in a deep voice.
Jiang Zhouzhou paused in her movements, and after a moment of silence, she slowly said, "Xiao Dian, this isn't a matter of liking or disliking."
Even if she didn't think about it, some issues were still brought to the surface when she met Zhou Wen tonight.
In other people's eyes, she was a bad woman who seduced this person and that person and played with their feelings.
"The biggest problem is me."
"Because the person you like isn't as perfect as you imagine. She's entangled with other men, and she doesn't even understand her own feelings, so how can she reciprocate your feelings?"
"Xiao Dian, I don't want to play with your feelings."
She repeated the same things she had said during the previous video call in person.
She thought she had made herself clear enough, but the boy in front of her said, "What if... I want to be played by you?"
Jiang Zhouzhou was stunned: "..."
Her hand was grasped again, and she was gently pulled into the boy's warm embrace.
Because he wasn't wearing a shirt, the boy's scent was even stronger, and his powerful heartbeat pounded in her ears.
“If I cared about those people, I wouldn’t have come to you.”
"You know, you're really cruel to me."
"You know perfectly well that I'm the easiest to fool. Even if you just told me a couple of lies, I would still foolishly believe you and continue to be your most loyal follower. But you didn't."
"You won't try to keep me, you won't deceive me, you won't like me, and you even cruelly want to distance yourself from me and completely cut off my hopes."
"You are really...so bad."
Sheng Jingyao's eyes reddened, and his hoarse voice accused her of her evil deeds.
Jiang Zhouzhou let him hold her, and smiled bitterly with helplessness: "Yes! I'm really bad."
The man tightened his grip on her, his chin resting against the crook of her neck, a warm, damp mark brushing against her cheek.
"But I still love you."
A light, airy voice exploded in her ears.
"That day I watched you get into someone else's car and leave with that man. I stood there for a long time. Do you know what I was thinking?"
Jiang Zhouzhou asked him, "What are you thinking about?"
Sheng Jingyao said, "He's just fooling himself."
Feeling the girl in his arms stiffen for a moment, he turned his head and stole a kiss on her cheek.
Her skin was smooth and delicate, and the soft touch made his heart race.
He had wanted to kiss her for a long time, and although he only stole a kiss on the cheek, it was still a wish fulfilled.
"Later I found out about your entanglements with those people. My reason told me I should get away from you in time, but when I thought of you, I lost my reason."
"I spent the whole night trying to calm myself down and pretend I didn't know anything, but you cruelly exposed everything."
We left him no room to maneuver, nor did we leave ourselves any room to maneuver.
But Sheng Jingyao also understood that if she pretended nothing had happened and continued to swindle money from him, then she wouldn't be herself.
Jiang Zhouzhou sighed softly, "Little Dian, you should be rational. I can't give you the same feelings. Giving up as soon as possible is the best choice."
Sheng Jingyao: "What about the others?"
Jiang Zhouzhou: "..."
Sheng Jingyao raised his head and stared at her face: "If this is what you really think, then why do you accept other people in your life?"
Jiang Zhouzhou opened her lips, wanting to explain but unable to utter a word.
other people……
She refused, but it was no use.
I tried to run away, but it was no use.
This has led to the current delicate way of getting along.
The boy in front of him continued, "In that case, could you please not reject me?"
"Or answer me seriously, do you really want me to leave, to disappear from your life forever like someone who never existed?"
"He will never again fawn over you, never again whisper sweet nothings in your ear, and never again truly love you..."
Are you really willing?
As Jiang Zhouzhou listened, her nose tingled with emotion. How could she just forget those days of companionship and pretend they never happened?
A barely audible voice rang out in Shengjing Yao's ears.
"I don't want to."
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