Chapter 424 Junior Brother is using his waist to exchange for magic weapon again (71)
Chapter 424 Junior Brother is using his waist to exchange for magic weapon again (71)
Only then did Yan Qianqian feel as if there was another person in the room, and she slowly raised her head to look at Xing Chen.
There was no emotion in her eyes, only confusion.
Xing Chen even felt that she didn't recognize him.
"Do you need me to help you die?" Xing Chen looked at her with a smile and asked again.
What he said was very clear. Yan Qianqian stared at him for a long time, and her scattered gaze finally came into focus.
"Brother Ji." Her voice was hoarse and difficult, and it was very uncomfortable to hear. "I'm sorry."
Xing Chen raised his eyebrows, "Many things can't be ended with just a simple apology."
"Do you want me to die?"
"I really want to."
Yan Qianqian stared at him for a long time, and a smile suddenly appeared on her dry lips.
"Brother Ji, you have changed."
"is it?"
"very nice."
"What's so good about it?"
Yan Qianqian's smile was full of relief. She had really started to care about the radiance on Ji Xingchen's face since she was very young.
Has she really been so stupid since she was so young?
Who was it that allowed her to receive preferential treatment and praise because of her looks, which fostered her habit of taking shortcuts, and ultimately trapped her in the trap of her natural love of beauty, making her short-sighted?
"With this kind of personality, you won't be bullied by someone like me."
"Someone like you?" Xing Chen walked slowly in front of her, "What kind of person do you think you are?"
"No matter what Senior Brother Ji thought before, you should think I'm a bad woman now, right?"
"Admitting that you are a bad woman is progress." Xing Chen sneered, "If you continue to pretend to be an innocent little white flower, I won't even bother to see you."
"So you came here to laugh at my joke and to laugh at me in person?"
Xing Chen did not deny it and looked like he was in a good mood.
"Since we are here, of course we should smile first."
"Senior Brother Ji has really become annoying."
"I'm sorry, you'll just have to bear with it." Xing Chen stopped and stood in front of her, "But what I just asked is, what kind of person do you think you are?"
There was a hint of unwillingness in Yan Qianqian's eyes, but it quickly disappeared.
"It doesn't matter anymore. What does it matter now what I am like?"
Xing Chen bent down and stared into her eyes: "Do you hate it?"
Yan Qianqian shuddered, "Who do you hate?"
"You've come to this point, your life is almost gone, and you look back and you don't know who to hate, right?"
Yan Qianqian lowered her head, "Senior Brother has already paid the price."
"But now you understand that it's not Xiang Wenshan's fault that he has come to this point. He is wrong, Hua Sanniang is wrong, and there is another person who has been perfectly invisible during your growing years."
"You...what do you want to say?"
Xing Chen straightened up and walked to the window, looking at the vibrant scenery outside.
The lush world outside stood against the greyness of this room, making it almost seem like a lifeless tomb.
"Yan Qianqian."
Yan Qianqian saw Xingchen turning around in front of the window. Behind him was an ancient tree towering into the sky, radiating lush vitality.
"Do you want to play a game that men have played for thousands of years?"
At that moment, Yan Qianqian's dead heart beat like a drum.
Yes, she could obviously be so outstanding, so why can she only be sacrificed and the one who has to cling to others to survive?
Just because I'm a girl, can they ignore me?
Xingchen looked at her quietly.
It was a look Yan Qianqian had never seen before, filled with divine mercy.
"Why do we have to live in the eyes of others? Does it matter whether they think you are good or bad? If they call you a slut or a heroine, will it affect the sun coming out tomorrow?"
No one has ever said such words to Yan Qianqian.
Ever since she could remember, everyone had been teaching her how to be a lady, teaching her how to be reserved and behave.
No one told her that she could be free.
You can walk the path you want and soar in the sky.
Yan Qianqian stood up from the chair. Because of the cartilage-softening powder she had been given, she didn't have much strength, but fortunately the dosage was not too large, so she was still able to stand up.
"Senior Brother Ji..."
"Look, you're standing up, aren't you?"
Yan Qianqian felt a palpitation in her heart and walked towards the window step by step.
Xing Chen didn't try to help him, but just stood by the window and looked at her from a distance.
Yan Qianqian walked with difficulty, but did not hesitate.
During the time she was seeking death, many people came to comfort her.
What they said most often was that it was better to live a miserable life than to die, and they advised her to be more open-minded.
Even her mother said that this was a woman's destiny, and that she had to accept her fate if she took the wrong path. Her father was doing this for her own good, and that a woman could not live without a good reputation.
No one has ever said that what happened was insignificant and that she just loved the wrong person.
And love can be very important or insignificant in a person's life.
Yan Qianqian finally walked to the window. As if she had just gone through a long ordeal, she lay on the windowsill somewhat exhausted.
But those wooden eyes have gradually started to show some color.
"A man's game?" She turned to look at Xing Chen, "Can I live another way?"
"This is a right that everyone is born with, but now you need to take back everything that has been taken away from you."
"How...how do I get it?"
"The first thing is to stop living in the so-called moral judgment. Some things are not as important as you think. You and Xiang Wenshan were together because you loved each other and you dared to take responsibility for what you did. But now that everything is over, you have to be able to let go."
"But they..."
"Accusations, insults, and slander are just means to trap people. This is the dilemma you girls are in," Xing Chen smiled gently, "Whether you can break through it depends on you."
Yan Qianqian looked at Xing Chen and felt as if she had just woken up from a dream.
In fact, she has always been excellent and is unwilling to be inferior to others.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have persisted in practicing for so many years. After all, it is much easier to relax and become a delicate flower in the backyard.
To put it bluntly, she just needed someone to wake her up, someone to tell her that there was another way out.
Outside the window, Wei Canyang looked at them curiously, as if afraid that they would do something immoral.
Xing Chen picked up a small stone by the window and threw it at his head.
Wei Canyang covered his head with his hands, cried "Ouch", and quickly retracted his head.
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