ugly duckling don't cry

Chapter 170

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Sitting on the bed, she panted slightly, raised her hand to cover her forehead, and sighed deeply.

Finally, Wen Yanxin also fell asleep.She curled the corners of her mouth mockingly, and suddenly realized that she was pitifully stupid. After such a long time, she didn't realize that another relationship was beside her.

She knew Wen Yanxin's feelings for her, and she had noticed it at least two years ago.

That was the third time Wen Yanxin went to see her in the capital. It coincided with spring at the end of winter and the weather changed. Lian Ersheng caught a cold and had a fever. It also happened to be busy with work at that time. As a result, he was bedridden in bed and couldn't get up for several days.While lying in bed, I vaguely felt that someone was taking care of me meticulously.She vaguely realized that it was not any of her assistants, but a figure that was so familiar that it was almost engraved in the bone marrow.

It was Wen Yanxin, only she could have the slightly cool temperature of her fingertips and the clear mint fragrance on her body.That kind of fragrance is different from my own, it is a kind of inherent coolness, which makes people's spirits shake when they smell it.

Like many vulgar novels or TV dramas, Lian Ersheng received Wen Yanxin's meticulous care, and he was grateful, but he was unable to get up, and often fell into a coma.And the other party was also used to Lian Ersheng's unconscious state, so he stayed by her sick bed and occasionally talked to her.

Lian Ersheng's memory is indeed fuzzy. She doesn't remember a single word Wen Yanxin said to her, but she never forgot that Wen Yanxin once held her hand and kissed the back of her hand. Wen Yanxin once kissed her hand with tears in her cheeks.

Lian Ersheng's mind was muddled at the time, and his reaction was slow. It wasn't until the fever subsided, and Wen Yanxin also left. She suddenly remembered this, and finally a thought came to her heart. Her Majesty, perhaps she likes herself.

Lian Ersheng once spent several days carefully recalling the details of the relationship between her and Wen Yanxin.I have to say that Wen Yanxin concealed it very well, she never showed her feelings in front of Lian Ersheng, and always kept that delicate poker face, giving people a calm, cold and never emotional impression.She maintained such a character image, and accompanied Lian Ersheng through many difficulties and hardships, silently and inconspicuously, as if she would always be by her side for granted.

But is there such a thing for granted?

Is this friendship? Can friendship do this? A girl who doesn’t seem to care about anything, has no special hobbies, and doesn’t like shopping or buying cosmetics like other girls.She just watches over you and stays with you all day long. Everything revolves around you. When you submit an article, she becomes the editor. When you go up, she lists the schedule and stays with you unremittingly. When you write a book, she will be the deputy moderator to help you manage it. When you open a studio, she will help you as the CEO. They will even help you chase girls and never leave you when you fall in love. Is this considered a friend? If friends have to do this, then Ouyang Die, Lin Kexin, Luo Jiajia and Li Yun are the most important to Lian Ersheng , I am afraid it can only be regarded as a stranger.

Over the years, Lian Ersheng seemed to have been blinded by lard, and never thought about it, because Wen Yanxin was her best friend, and such a concept was deeply rooted in her heart.So everything Wen Yanxin did for her, she would attribute it to the help of friends.Although she was very grateful to Wen Yanxin, she never thought about why this girl did so much for herself.

That's right, how could any girl help the person she likes to chase other girls? This kind of thing is too deceptive. Lian Ersheng is not a seasoned lover, so he can't detect it at all.But thinking back now, what kind of mood should Wen Yanxin feel when she and Tan Yurong walked together? She never thought about it, but when she really thought about it, she didn't dare to think about it.

Maybe Wen Yanxin didn't fall in love with her right away, Lian Ersheng could tell that at the beginning, Wen Yanxin was just curious about herself, and it was because of her own foolish heroine feelings that she would help her .But during the years of getting along with each other, this kind of emotion appeared naturally. Now recalling Wen Yanxin's attitude towards her and Tan Yurong when they were together, the first time she showed fierce opposition, Lian Ersheng suddenly Wen Yanxin is not only worried about the future of herself and Tan Yurong, she is also worried about the future of herself and Lian Ersheng subconsciously, and, in fact, deep down in her heart, she does not want Lian Ersheng and Tan Yurong to be together. together.

But after that, she chose to retreat, and she chose not to interfere with Lian Ersheng and Tan Yurong, and just watched from the sidelines.But when it was time to help, she would still help, but she was also alone, and when everyone was selfish, Wen Yanxin couldn't sincerely bless them, so she could only stay away and try not to watch.During that time, Lian Ersheng fell into a sweet love, his eyes were full of Tan Yurong, and he didn't pay attention to Wen Yanxin at all. Thinking about it now, Wen Yanxin during that time was really blank for her. , that was probably the most estranged relationship between her and Wen Yanxin for a while. 222/275 First page Previous page 220221222223224225226227 Next page Last page

Later, she and Tan Yurong gradually walked out of the period of passionate love, but their relationship was still stable, but they didn't pay attention to four weeks like they did during the period of passionate love.So during that time, Wen Yanxin came back again, no, she was there all along, it's just that Lian Ersheng could finally see other people in his eyes.

Afterwards, she encountered the biggest setback in her life and was on the verge of collapse. Wen Yanxin still stayed with her, helped her stabilize the studio, and developed bit by bit. far away.Maybe she wanted to be by her side, but she knew that she had to guard the studio for herself, if she also avoided, then maybe even Ersheng would lose his dream.It is she who kept her dream for herself, so that now she can enjoy work and relax herself with work, and she is named a great god and respected by many people.

From the beginning to the end, I was like a hard-to-discipline and stupid brat. In front of Wen Yanxin, I really didn't show the slightest bit of adult performance. I was self-willed, selfish, shameless, and would continue to cause trouble. She has been following behind to help wipe her buttocks.Let alone what he did for Wen Yanxin, he couldn't even make her feel at ease.

Lian Ersheng sat cross-legged on the bed, and suddenly a strange sound came out of his throat, it was a kind of laughter, but the laughter had a crying tone, it could be described as crying and laughing at the same time, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

Yes, it's really dumbfounding, she can understand the words of her mother Lianyu: "Not only wasted myself, but also others were wasted." She is a damn bastard, because even if she understood this truth long ago, she still She didn't dare to face Wen Yanxin's feelings, such a deep feeling, but tasted like a long stream, she was not like her love with Tan Yurong, which was vigorous and eternal.She is neither strong nor powerful, but it will be reflected in the details of her gestures.This may be what Uncle Situ said, true and lasting love.

But Lian Ersheng felt that he was unworthy, unworthy of being loved like this, unworthy of real and lasting love.And she still had a big question that she didn't think clearly about, that was what kind of emotion she had towards Wen Yanxin.

The answer to this question is not even clear to herself.She couldn't figure it out, so she didn't dare to do something rashly. She was afraid of regretting and being hurt again. This hurt was not only for herself, but also for Wen Yanxin. She might not be able to bear another emotional hurt.She didn't want to cause a rift in her relationship with Wen Yanxin because of her haste and irresponsibility, so she had to think carefully.

Lian Ersheng understands what it feels like to love someone. She loved Tan Yurong before, so she understands.When I reunited with Tan Yurong that day, the pain of the scars in my heart being torn apart, and the feeling of being suffocated by endless sadness hit her violently again, making her understand that she thought she had come out, but in fact she hadn't.Although when facing Tan Yurong, he no longer felt the feeling of love, but the pain was still clear.Love hurts hard to heal, this is not just talk.Maybe she needs to talk to Tan Yurong and face it more, so that she can reduce her pain and let go of some things.