AWB Chapter 5 His Confession
Chapter 5 His Confession
【"It's raining heavily outside. I almost got wet when I came back from a diarrhoea. Don't go out today." Grandma said.
"..." Grandpa bowed his head and played with his mobile phone without speaking.
"I'm talking to you, it's raining outside." Grandma raised her voice.
"......" He lowered his head and played with his mobile phone.
Grandma was about to raise her voice and say it again, "I know, I know." Grandpa's impatient voice sounded.
Grandma sighed and fumbled for the broom and began to sweep the floor.
"Click" a cup fell.
"What are you doing? Can you just sit down and not make trouble? If it breaks, who will buy it?" Auntie's voice rang like thunder in Shen Jiyue's ears.
"If I don't sweep the floor, who will sweep it? It's so dirty that you can live in it." Grandma also yelled.
Too bad no one will respond.
Shen Jiyue got up and tidied up, annoying.Very upset.He said angrily: "Can you make yourself clearer, don't do what they don't do, and take a good rest."
"Hey, don't say it, what do you know? You and you always say that." Grandma fumbled to get the trash can again. 】
Irritable, numb, dark, help me...
I want to wake up, but I can't wake up.
"Jiyue! Jiyue!! Wake up...wake up." Song Min called Shen Jiyue anxiously.
Shen Jiyue closed his eyes tightly, his forehead was hot and his throat was dry.Feeling that someone was saving him and then giving up on him, he fell to the bottom all of a sudden.
Opening his eyes again, the cold towel on his forehead and Song Min lying on the bed made him wake up a bit.
There was an inexplicable sadness and warmth in my heart.Shen Jiyue raised his hand and touched Song Min's face.
A tear slipped from the end of the eye.
is it you?Did you save me?
"Are you awake? How do you feel?" Song Min rubbed his eyes, took away the towel and touched Shen Jiyue's forehead with his hands: "It's okay, it's not hot anymore, are you hungry?"
Those dreams again, those unbearable pasts.Shen Jiyue only felt that he was struggling and floating in the dust, and he was never stable for a moment.He can't stop, he has to keep drifting, far away, or he will be shrouded in darkness.No one held him, hugged him, told him.Stop, rest, let me drive away your darkness.
Shen Jiyue saw the person in front of him, was it a dream?Is it real?Will it disappear like they did.
To prove, something needs to be done to prove that it is not a dream, it exists.
"Hug..." Shen Jiyue spoke hoarsely.
Song Min embraced Shen Jiyue in his arms, and Shen Jiyue clung to him and kissed him.But kissing and kissing, Song Min felt that Shen Jiyue's kiss had changed its meaning, and Shen Jiyue began to tear Song Min's clothes.
Yeah, what better proof of his existence than doing it?
"Hey? Don't, Jiyue, you still have a fever." Song Min grabbed Shen Jiyue's hand in a panic.
"Don't refuse... do it with me... okay?" Shen Jiyue looked at Song Min and begged.
Song Min frowned, leaned over and kissed her.Soothe his emotions, release his emotions.
After humming, Shen Jiyue woke up.
"I'm afraid..." Shen Jiyue muffled.
"Don't be afraid, I won't leave you." Song Min smiled and patted Shen Jiyue's head: "Be hungry, get up, brush your teeth, wash your face, drink some porridge and take medicine, otherwise you won't get better."
"Hmm." Shen Jiyue obediently went to the toilet to brush his teeth and wash his face.
Song Min looked at his back and sighed secretly.
Shen Jiyue took a sip of porridge after washing and asked, "Aren't you going to work today?"
"Well, how can you let me go to work without worry? I asked for leave." Song Min said.
Shen Jiyue just felt warm in his heart, and the porridge became delicious.
"Drip—" The induction cooker's timer is up and it turns off automatically.
"I'll bring out the dishes." Then he got up and walked to the kitchen.
"Why don't you use a gas stove, and the induction cooker is slow." Shen Jiyue said.
"A few days ago, I was caught in a fire when I was cooking. It scared me. I was afraid of the fire, so I turned it into an induction cooker. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to cook and take care of you." Song Min's voice came from the kitchen.
Shen Jiyue slammed his hands while eating, so...is it burnt like this?
He's been so nice to me... so gentle, I've forgotten about him and still think of him like this... annoyed.
"I'm sorry." Shen Jiyue said to Song Min who had just sat down.
Song Min smiled and said, "What are you talking about, you idiot?"
"I'll go find a job when I'm well. I want to buy a mobile phone." Shen Jiyue said.
Song Min's face suddenly became a little gloomy: "You take care of it first, let's talk about this, I have the ability to take care of you."
Shen Jiyue thought that Song Min was worried about his illness, and felt a little embarrassed that he had thought too badly about him before, so he obediently agreed.
Song Min's expression softened, and he pinched Shen Jiyue's flesh.
Shen Jiyue smiled, and gave him a chopstick: "You eat too, you have lost weight, I will continue to cook in the future. I will try to feed you back."
Song Min laughed, eyes squinted: "Of course, I told you, I can eat your food for a lifetime."
The fragments in my mind overlapped with the scene in front of me, and nothing changed.
【Your food is so delicious, I can eat it for a lifetime】
Shen Jiyue: "So cute! Heart-pounding!!!"
"It's been a long time since I sang to you, do you want to listen to it?" Song Min asked Shen Jiyue after washing the dishes.
"Can you still sing?" Shen Jiyue didn't dare to ask this sentence. Shen Jiyue was afraid that his amnesia would spoil Song Min's interest and make him sad again, so he smiled back and said, "Okay! Just right, I thought about it too."
Song Min said mysteriously that he was going to get something, leaving Shen Jiyue alone in the living room.
Song Min still looked the same when he came out and waited, with lazy hair, lazy face, lazy home clothes, an extra lazy guitar and his radiant expression: "Look, do you remember, This guitar is the one I used to confess to you the day we were together!"
【"Come with me to the amusement park, I have something to tell you"
"Listen to me singing a song for you?" The boy was carrying the light of the amusement park on his back, dazzling like his own original light]
Shen Jiyue is very used to this kind of familiar memory fragments flooding into his mind.The past and the present coincide, Shen Jiyue smiled and said, "Remember, you said you were going to sing to me, now you can sing to me again."
Sing it again, I'm sure I'll remember you.
Song Min stroked his hair embarrassingly, revealing dimples.Sit down and start playing and singing: "The wind blows my face, my hands, my hair, my heart, and my eyes from afar"
【You, stay far away in that city, that road, that room, that light, that window】
Shen Jiyue was in a daze that day when he was in the amusement park, he moved closer to Song Min, thinking that his eyes don't need to have other structures, as long as he is in his eyes.
"I remember you used to hold me with your eyes closed and smile as if I were your face."
【I don't know how to smile at you, cry at you, and ignore you like a machine】
"It's too late."
【Ouch... Ouch
You said you said we want to be together,
In days of tenderness,
Life is effortless,
look at you foolishly,
As long as we are together.
Under the light of the Ferris wheel, the young man stopped to sing. There were many people watching around him. The young man was a little nervous. He clenched his fists and took a deep breath. He suddenly said, "Stay with me! accept."
The noise of the surrounding crowd suddenly stopped, and everyone looked at each other silently...just now...was it a confession?two men?
For a moment, Shen Jiyue felt that his breathing was not smooth, and the sudden words made him a little overwhelmed, so many eyes, so many whispers... Shen Jiyue took a step back.
want to escape.
"Don't be afraid! Shen Jiyue! Go forward, I'm here, I won't leave you, don't be afraid." Song Min's words were firm, confident, and gentle.
Shen Jiyue stopped the thought of running away... and ran towards Song Min.
The dark area of Shen Jiyue shines into the light]
Song Min's slender fingers jumped on the guitar strings nimbly, and the sound of the music and his singing made Shen Jiyue dizzy.
Shen Jiyue hugged him and hugged Song Min. Song Min was a little taken aback, but hugged him back.
"Thank you, I won't leave me." Shen Jiyue hugged Song Min a little tighter, as if he was looking for a plank to prevent himself from drowning.