Chapter 62
Chapter 62
Fu Jiujiu didn't know that he was crying. It wasn't until Lin Jun let go of his lips and kissed his eyes again that he felt his face was wet and cold.
Feeling embarrassed, he turned his head and buried his face in his arms, and soon wet the clothes on his chest.
Lin Jun didn't speak, just hugged him, inserted his hands into his soft hair, and gently massaged his hair roots.
Fu Jiujiu choked a little, hiccupped a little, but said clearly: "Brother, I really love you."
He loves him no more than he loves him.
It's just that Lin Jun dotes on him and loves him so much, protecting him in his hands, so that he has no chance to make sacrifices for him and show his determination.
His love seemed incomparably ordinary.
But he really likes how he treats himself.
I also think that I have the ability to treat him like this, coax him to pet him, love him and protect him.
No longer torture him mentally, let him know that he loves him very much all the time.
They don't need to sacrifice anything, they just need to enjoy the love from each other and give each other their greatest love, that's enough.
Lin Jun lowered his eyes to look at him, at the top of his soft hair, and also at the shoulder and neck that twitched slightly from crying, which was exposed outside the quilt.
That layer of white skin was stained with ambiguous traces, which was the symbol of his closest relationship with him.
He lowered his head and kissed a bright hickey, then traced up, bit his soft earlobe, and sighed very softly: "Why are you so stupid?"
"You're stupid." Fu Jiujiu was still belching, her breathing was a little unsteady, but she was still refuting unconvinced.
His voice was muffled, holding back tears, and he was speaking very seriously: "I don't know anything, and you don't tell me anything."
"I told you, you don't believe it." Lin Jun's heartache was diluted by the funny, and he rubbed the top of his hair helplessly, and softly comforted him: "Stop crying."
After finishing speaking, he looked at him from a distance, and after a while, he lowered his head and kissed the top of his hair, repeating: "Don't cry."
He added: "You are right, I was wrong."
Fu Jiujiu wanted to laugh a little, he hugged his waist tightly, and slowly calmed down in his arms.
After the age of 17, he almost never cried again, and now he was a little embarrassed with tears hanging down, and didn't want to raise his head.
Especially today was the weekend, and they had been tossing and tossing for so long last night, he found a reason for himself, and lay down for a while with peace of mind.
He actually wanted to take a nap, but he was reluctant because he wanted to feel Lin Jun by his side all the time.
So after lying on the ground for a while, he finally raised his face.
Lin Jun was still looking at him, his eyes were dark, he seemed to be smiling, but he didn't seem to.
After those deep eyes were full of love, it seemed that even the love inside became bottomless.
Fu Jiujiu paused for a moment under the scorching gaze, and finally couldn't help but raised her head with blushing cheeks, and kissed his chin.
Then he said with a little guilty conscience: "I have one more thing to tell you."
"En." Lin Jun replied softly, looking at him.
Fu Jiujiu's eyelashes were still wet, and his eyes were still slightly red, looking very pitiful.
"I signed the film and television copyright of Zhiren to Lei Yin." Fu Jiujiu said in a low voice.
"I heard about it." Lin Jun said without any unhappy expression.
"I originally thought that it would be more perfect if it was done by you, but..." He paused, and then he continued with a little difficulty: "But at that time, I was uncertain about many things, and I was afraid that if we had no way to do it in the future together, then that's all I have, and I don't want to risk selling the rights together."
After he finished speaking, he looked up at him, with the corners of his lips tightly pursed, waiting for his reaction very seriously.
Lin Jun couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, because Fu Jiujiu seldom cared about his feelings like this.
Fu Jiujiu's temperament is somewhat arrogant, and most of the time he can't even manage his emotions very well.
So it is difficult to care about his emotions.
Lin Jun looked at him silently, as if for the first time he was so sure that Fu Jiujiu really loved him.
Fu Jiujiu lacks love too much, so he looks for so-called "love" everywhere.
Be the most dazzling one among the crowd, be the one praised by everyone among friends, and be the one who spends the most money...
It is important to affirm yourself in this way.
And Lin Jun is a fixed carrier of love, who will give him love continuously, he is used to this, so he always ignores him.
In the past, even if he seldom thought about it deliberately.
But most of the time, the reason why he was sure that Fu Jiujiu would not really leave him was actually due to the capital he owned.
For example, money, wealth, talent and appearance, social status...these things can give Fu Jiujiu a sense of accomplishment.
Not Fu Jiujiu's love for him.
For a long time, he was actually unable to confirm Fu Jiujiu's feelings.
Fu Jiujiu will hurt him unscrupulously, but will also be attached to him wholeheartedly.
Because I care about his every move, I have a lot of unreasonable awkwardness with him, because I am very afraid of losing him.
He cared about him, cared very much, but Lin Jun was very confused, not sure if it was love.
More often, it's more like a desire to control out of fear of losing.
At one point, he actually regretted that he was angry with him and said the word "divorce".
Because of those two words, Fu Jiujiu lost all the memories of them being together.
How he loves him, pampers him, loves him, how he has held his hand since he was a teenager, walked step by step into youth, into marriage...
He had completely forgotten everything, leaving him alone in the wasteland of memory.
It felt so helpless and lonely.
But then, after a long time.
Perhaps at Fu Jiujiu's father's house, he tried his best to defend him.
Or maybe it was the time when NF was filming, when he anxiously stood in front of him and said to others, "My senior won't shoot", or he carefully prepared new dishes for him...
Even such a small thing is enough to make him extremely happy and moved.
He also lacks love, lacks Fu Jiujiu's love!Very short, very short!
That also made him truly realize that Fu Jiujiu's amnesia might not necessarily be a bad thing.
Maybe it's because the gods are so merciful to him, that's why they gave them a new chance to correct all the wrong paths in this relationship.
So that they can cuddle up to each other until the end of their lives.
With the intimacy of a married couple, not the tiredness and embarrassment of a resentful couple.
He lowered his head and kissed Fu Jiujiu. Fu Jiujiu's red eyes were the last look he could resist.
"It doesn't matter," he said, "Because you regard the blade as me and don't want me to be wronged, so you made a difficult choice, thank you."
Immediately, Fu Jiujiu pursed her lips even tighter, as if she was about to cry again, a film of tears welled up in her eyes.
Lin Jun looked down at him, held his cheeks with both hands, and gathered the cheek flesh in the middle, making his moist and bright red lips pout.
Then he lowered his head and kissed his lips just like that.
Fu Jiujiu was still the same.
Even though the external behavior pattern changed due to the loss of memory, it still remained unchanged in the heart.
He is still extremely insecure and needs him to give him lots and lots of love.
He is still very stubborn and strong in many things, but he is also very timid in many things. Even though he shows his teeth and claws, his heart is still soft.Is a very beautiful person.
……
He lost his memory, but he learned how to love and respond, and he lost and gained.
Even though Lin Jun was left alone in the wasteland of memory, buried in the most lush years, extremely lonely, but still satisfied with this, even felt very extravagant.
"There are more." Fu Jiujiu said again.
"What else?" Lin Jun laughed, with bright eyebrows and deep dimples.
The sunlight came in slowly and hit his face so hard that people couldn't bear to look away.
Fu Jiujiu was stunned by this smile, a little blankly, and didn't speak.
"Say it." Lin Jun pinched his waist, then rubbed it down slightly, and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?"
"En." Fu Jiujiu hummed softly.
"I'll take you to take a bath first." Lin Jun said.
"I still have something to say." Fu Jiujiu said again.
"Then tell me." Lin Jun laughed again: "You didn't say it yourself."
Knowing that he was intentionally bullying others, Fu Jiujiu still pursed his lips and laughed.
Lin Jun lifted the quilt, got in himself, and said with a smile, "Say it?"
Fu Jiujiu climbed on top of him: "In another half a year of preparation, I want to set up my own studio."
"Do you need my help?" Lin Jun said, gently rubbing his earlobe: "You are too tired by yourself, you should come earlier."
Fu Jiujiu's nerves relaxed.
It seemed that no matter what he said or did, Lin Jun would only tolerate him and support him.
"You can tell me anything." The way Lin Jun said this came to his mind again.
It turned out to be true, you can really tell him everything, don't have any worries, don't have any burdens.
Because he always accommodates him.
He lowered his head and couldn't help but still wanted to kiss him.
Kissing is the best way to express love.
But after a while he still said, "I have one more thing to ask you."
"Well," Lin Jun's voice was hoarse from the kiss, and he replied very softly with a look of laziness.
"Is this quilt the one I used to have?" Fu Jiujiu asked.
The muscles under his body tensed suddenly, but then relaxed again. Lin Jun pretended to be nonchalant and said, "Well, it's a pity to lose it."
"Then how did you get dirty back then?" Fu Jiujiu touched down with his hand, but Lin Jun gasped softly when he didn't know where he touched it.
Fu Jiujiu asked again: "Did you use this to get dirty?"
Lin Jun's face turned red suddenly, and for the first time he felt what it means to lift a rock to hit himself in the foot.
The author has something to say: I’ve been too busy in [-]D recently, so I only wrote so much. I originally wanted to post it together tomorrow, so I’ll post it first
In fact, a little cutie has already felt it, and it is almost at the end, there is still a plot point in the back, and then I will write another episode about Xiaojiu going to that world, and it will be over, come on!
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