Chapter 54
Chapter 54
Fu Jiujiu is a person who lacks love.
Maybe because of the lack of love and the hopelessness of getting what he wanted, so in the past many years, he thought that his resistance to love was actually far greater than his desire.
Love is too elusive and too fickle.
It will even peel off the hypocritical shell of people's original warmth and tenderness extremely sharply, revealing another ugly and disgusting side...
But even so, he was still shocked by this seemingly calm but turbulent love from Lin Jun.
I can't help but fall into it, even if it's a swamp or a quagmire, I don't want to struggle anymore.
As long as it is given by Lin Jun.
Fu Jiujiu's eyes were wide open, and while he was entangled with the conflicted feeling of tearing in his heart, he looked at Lin Jun's handsome face who was close at hand.
Lin Jun's eyes were deep, but extremely determined, and the corners of his lips were slightly pursed, looking very serious and a little serious.
This way he can give people an extremely strong sense of security.
Fu Jiujiu couldn't continue to take care of the tearing feeling in his heart, because he felt that his eyes, like his heart, began to heat up and swell.
He put his hands on his shoulders and couldn't help but leaned up to kiss his chin and the corners of his mouth.
"Brother," he called him softly, and said, "You are too kind to me."
So good that he couldn't bear it, so good that he couldn't imagine it.
So good that he is willing to let go of his principles, let go of his fears, and be brave for him once, to try to "love," not just like.
His eyelashes were wet, his words were choked up, and he pursed his lips and buried his face in the socket of his neck.
Lin Jun looked down at him, pinched his chin with his fingers, and lifted his face up.
"Xiao Jiu." He said, wanting to pursue the victory: "You..."
"Dong dong," accompanied by a knock on the door, the next moment the door of the box was pushed open.
Lu Xiye leaned against the door frame with a cold face: "Is that enough? Do you want to go up and open a room for you?"
Lin Jun stopped what he was going to say, hid Fu Jiujiu in his arms, and responded coldly: "Who told you to come back?"
"Hey, Lin Jun," Lu Xiye asked suddenly, "Did you do it on purpose?"
During the interval between their bickering, Fu Jiujiu had already pulled himself out of Lin Jun's arms.
Lin Jun held his wrist loosely and stood beside him quietly.
They both wore wedding rings on their hands, and under the dimly flickering light of the bar, the two rings shone softly in a circle like in sync.
Like two tacit hearts, even if they don't speak, they can use each other's halo to smudge each other, knowing what the other is thinking.
So intimate and so tacit.
Lu Xiye moved his eyes up in silence, and glanced at Fu Jiujiu.
Fu Jiujiu's eyelashes were a little moist, and his lips were thin and red, but he smiled.
Very generous, not shy, very soft but very happy.
Lu Xiye still had something to say, but at this moment he found that he couldn't say it smoothly.
He pursed his lips in silence, but Lin Jun glanced at him and asked without answering, "When did you come back?"
"When you said I was stupid." Lu Xiye said angrily.
"Oh," Lin Jun looked at him quietly: "You heard me, then I don't have to tell you in person."
Lu Xiye didn't say anything, but he looked at Lin Jun with fierce eyes.
"Did you poke your heart?" Lin Jun said, "Didn't you choose that?"
"Xiao Jiu is here," Lu Xiye said coldly, "I don't want to fight with you today."
"It doesn't matter if you fight," Lin Jun said, "Anyway, Xiao Jiu will help me."
Lu Xiye looked at him for a moment, then turned his head helplessly.
"Jiang Suifeng can't find it. After so many years, if he could find it, he would have found it long ago. You know it," Lin Jun said slowly, "But even so, you don't want to share your feelings with others. Then you You only deserve to see how happy others are when they have a partner."
Lu Xiye's face that had just eased up a little bit sank again, and he shouted coldly: "Lin Jun!"
Lin Jun held Fu Jiujiu's wrist and led him out,
When passing by Lu Xiye, he said again: "I didn't intend to show my affection in front of you, it's just that you don't understand how happy it is to have a partner."
The meaning is very sincere.
Lu Xiye was stunned for a moment, he was obviously about to get angry last second, but now he became quiet again.
There was a burst of cheers downstairs at the right time. He cast his gaze over and said after a while, "Let's go, your mother and brother are here."
Several people went downstairs one after the other and went out through the side door.
When he returned to Wangxianju, Lin Jun's brother and mother, Sui Xingyuan and his parents were already sitting in the box waiting.
Lin Qi was exchanging economic and current affairs with the old man, and the two ladies were still talking about the new products that are coming out now, as if they didn't buy enough.
Sui Xingyuan, the youngest, was busy helping the whole table with tea and water.
As soon as a few people entered the door, everyone's attention was diverted.
Lin Jun and Lu Xiye stepped forward to hug Sui Xingyuan's parents respectively.
Then, holding Fu Jiujiu's hand, he introduced him to them: "My partner, Fu Jiujiu, uncles and aunts can call him Xiaojiu."
Fu Jiujiu greeted him politely, and followed Lin Jun to his seat.
He Caiyi was very proud, and took Sui Xingyuan's mother's hand: "My Xiaojiu is a fashion editor, he knows a lot, you can ask him if you don't understand."
Fu Jiujiu nodded with a smile: "Well, I understand everything except what I don't understand."
Everyone at the table laughed, and the atmosphere was very joyous.
Seeing Lin Jun and Lu Xiye with my mother, I haven't recovered from my emotions for a long time: "When we left, you were so young. In a blink of an eye, each of you is a talented person, and you have supported the sky, especially Xiaojun, who is also married. It’s a good boy to get married and start a business.”
"That's not it," He Caiyi said: "Children grow up really fast, like the wind blows, I didn't notice it at a glance and it's so big."
"Mom," Lin Qi laughed, "When did you pay attention?"
Several old people laughed: "No, your mother is not a worrying person. She was pampered and protected by your father before, and later, she was pampered and protected by her sons. She lived like a little girl until she was old."
When Lin Jun's father was mentioned, everyone talked about some old things sadly, and the children in the circle listened with great interest.
"I think back then," followed my mother's words, "We all still wanted to get married."
Hearing this, Sui Xingyuan couldn't help but glance sideways at Lin Jun.
Lin Jun was leaning over to say something in Fu Jiujiu's ear, and Fu Jiujiu nodded following his words.
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Sui Xingyuan's father interjected with a smile: "I think Xiao Jiu is more suitable for Xiaojun than Xiao Yuan."
"I think Xiaojun is not worthy of Xiaojiu," He Caiyi said with a smile, "But it doesn't matter whether they are worthy or not, as long as the children are happy."
Lin Qi smiled, got up first and led the juniors to toast the elders before finally covering the topic.
The two families are family friends, and the children grew up under their own noses, and they have no scruples about speaking.
It was a very pleasant meal.
Both Lin Jun and Lu Xiye behaved maturely and decently to each other, but those who knew them well could still see that they were a little absent-minded.
"Brother Xiaoye, Xiaojun," Sui Xingyuan asked in the middle of the banquet, "You all cooperate with Zhiren, have you been greatly affected recently?"
Lu Xiye raised his eyes to look at Lin Jun, but found that Lin Jun was looking sideways at Fu Jiujiu.
"It's all small things." Lu Xiye said.
"I see that there is a lot of trouble on the Internet." Sui Xingyuan said: "If the author really has a problem, stop the loss in time before the official announcement."
Fu Jiujiu was peeling crab shells, but Lin Jun stretched out his hand and took them without moving.
"So confident?" Lin Jun glanced at Lu Xiye, and handed the crab without its shell to Fu Jiujiu again: "Do you trust him so much about the illustrator?"
"Well," Lu Xiye said, "he is very dedicated and a trustworthy person. Although he didn't go into details about the illustrator, he said that he can handle it with full confidence."
For some reason, Lin Jun lowered his eyes and smiled, with an inexplicable sarcasm and indifference in his smile.
"What?" Lu Xiye said with a smile, "Are you worried? It's not like your style."
Lin Jun smiled again: "There's nothing to worry about, anyway, half of the loss is yours."
"Disappointing." Lu Xiye laughed.
"What's the fun?" Lin Jun asked: "I'm the one who is busy with FY, you old man, have you ever worried about a penny?"
"I'm sorry," Lu Xiye said kindly, "People who only reach out for bonuses are not worthy of talking, thank you for your hard work."
Everyone at the table was amused by him, only Lin Jun didn't laugh.
Fu Jiujiu pulled his hand down on the table, not knowing why his mood suddenly changed, so he squeezed his palm very intimately and intimately.
Lin Jun looked at him sideways for a moment, but didn't speak or shake him back.
Fu Jiujiu became a little worried.
He felt that Lin Jun should really care about this matter, so he began to consider ending this matter early.
The effect may not be as good as originally expected, but it is enough.
The important thing is that he doesn't want Lin Jun to be so worried.
Because of the old man, they didn't stay too late. After eating, they chatted for a while and then separated from each other.
On the way back, Lin Jun sat in the back seat and closed his eyes, holding Fu Jiujiu's hand with one hand.
I don't know if it's a habit, but he always rubs the two rings together unconsciously.
When the door parted, Fu Jiujiu thought that he would sit in his room for a while as usual.
But he didn't mention it, he just called Fu Jiujiu again before entering the door.
Fu Jiujiu had already opened the door, and turned to look at him when he heard his voice.
The sensor lights in the corridor were dimly lit, shining on Lin Jun's face, making him look like a hazy and three-dimensional painting.
Because he saw the elders, he also dressed more casually, unlike the usual suits and leather shoes, he looked especially young.
Just looking at him, Fu Jiujiu felt very enjoying and happy, and wanted him to come home very much.
He responded with a smile, looking at him with a smile in his eyes.
Lin Jun looked at him for a moment, his expression was very calm, but for some reason, Fu Jiujiu felt that he seemed very disappointed.
Fu Jiujiu's smile gradually spread, and he wanted to close his door and go to Lin County.
Hug him, or just be there for him tonight.
But at this moment, Fu Xiaoba came out to meet him.
When Fu Jiujiu was distracted, he heard Lin Jun say "good night" softly, and then the door on the opposite side closed.
He couldn't help being stunned, stood in front of the door and looked at the opposite door in a daze for a while, and then entered the door together with Fu Xiaoba.
Lin Jun didn't look back after entering the door. He took off his coat and went straight into the bathroom.
After drying his hair, he buried himself under the covers.
Because there are many things to be busy every day, this seems to be the first time he has slept the earliest in so many years.
He put on the earphones, and the sounds of the piano and the erhu interspersed, as if they were chasing each other.
Some sad songs made him quickly withdraw from the depressed and uncomfortable emotions.
As the music repeated over and over again, he gradually sank into a dream.
Think nothing of it.
In the early morning of Monday, the heat of the knife-wielding incident had subsided a little.
But it is precisely because the initial peak period of passers-by's intrusion has passed that the guidance of public opinion is now more organized.
The timeline of the entire incident was sorted out extremely clearly, and from the surface, it was extremely unfavorable to Qingren.
As a result, after the latest issue of the manga was updated, it was difficult to see the discussion of manga fans in the comments, and almost all of it was suppressed by the insults and denunciations of netizens.
Fu Jiujiu drove to NF. As soon as he entered the office, he heard the sound of arguing inside.
As a loyal fan of the blade, Mary is fighting with the Confucianism, trying her best to protect her idol: "Is it not objective to just listen to one-sided remarks?"
The word "objective" seemed to hit someone's sore spot, Wu Qiuran said coldly, "Then wait and see the good show."
Mary didn't know when, she was no longer afraid of Wu Qiuran, and said in a stern voice: "Just watch."
"What are you doing?" Fu Jiujiu walked in, very serious: "Have you finished the filming of Lin Ya'er this week?"
Lin Ya'er is a first-line floret. It is said that her family background is superior, and she is just playing for tickets in the entertainment industry, but she is so popular that she is purple.
She is a well-known young lady in the entertainment industry, she is very famous and difficult to serve.
When everyone heard this, they were stupefied, they stopped arguing, and concentrated on their work.
Only Wu Qiuran said to Fu Jiujiu with a half-smile, "What does Editor Fu think about holding the blade?"
"I don't think so." Fu Jiujiu glanced at him and entered the office with a cold face.
Wu Qiuran looked at his back, and smiled so much that he held the winning ticket even more.
Fu Jiujiu sat at the table, looking down at his work.
Reading manuscripts, approving plans, doing typesetting, and dealing with urgent emails in the mailbox...
After finishing a round of work, he sent an email to the WUYUN official and copied it to Lu Xiye.
After that, I lit a cigarette, stood up and went to the window to exercise my sore shoulder and neck.
Holding his mobile phone, he called up Lin Jun's number, and after looking at it for a while, he felt a little bit missing him.
Lin Jun has been very busy recently, so he didn't even have time to take Fu Xiaoba for a walk this morning, so he left for the company early in the morning.
Fu Jiujiu raised his fingers, but when he saw the time display on the top of the screen, he stopped abruptly.
Under normal circumstances, Lin Jun might still be in the conference room at this time.
At the same time, Lin Jun just came out of the conference room.
He entered his office, clicked on the webpage, squinted his eyes and lit a cigarette while watching the trend of public opinion.
The assistant came in with the documents in his hand, and respectfully placed a stack of documents in front of him.
"Boss Lin," the assistant took a step forward: "After verification, that artist is a part-time illustrator for NF before."
As she spoke, she turned to a certain page of information, and pushed forward: "Except for finding out his pseudonym 'Little Starling', there is very little other information."
When the assistant mentioned "little starling", he couldn't help but pause slightly.
Because she saw their boss clenched the silver filter between his lips very visibly.
Then, he looked up at her with some doubts.
The assistant's heart trembled, because her boss was too beautiful, and there was some unspeakable fragility and confusion in his eyes.
Let her motherhood buried deep in her heart rise.
But then he lowered his eyes to look down again, carefully flipping through the information.
"Boss Lin," the assistant was not sure, why he became cautious even when speaking: "It is obvious that there is a black hand behind the scenes to promote this matter, do we need to intervene?"
From the day Zhiren signed the animation copyright with FY, and the information was placed on Lin Jun's desk, the assistant knew Qingren's true identity.
Although very surprised, but as a capable person who has been with Lin Jun for many years, she deeply knows what to say and what not to say.
After she asked for a while, Lin Jun smiled.
The smile was a bit bitter, and then he said softly, "Forget it, don't worry about it."
Compared to Fu Jiujiu's Qingren matter, the assistant felt that her boss's words surprised her even more.
Regarding Mr. Fu's matter, this seems to be the first time their boss said "don't worry about it".
The assistant was quiet for a moment, seeing that their boss seemed to be out of his mind, and he just lowered his eyes and smoked.
The smoke formed a thin veil in front of him, preventing her from seeing his expression clearly.
After smoking one cigarette, he lowered his eyes and lit another.
The assistant didn't ask any more questions, and quietly backed out.
Lin Jun felt that he could tolerate Fu Jiujiu on many big and big things.
Because he loves him.
But in some very small things, he couldn't stand it.
Also because he loves him.
He loves him, but he doesn't need him, doesn't trust him, doesn't keep him in his heart, don't shut him out of his world...
Lin Jun couldn't accept it.
The author has something to say: Recently, because of family work, I have to consider moving.
So in addition to other things in the third dimension, I started to go out early and return late to look at the house. I was really tired, QAQ
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