Time Travel: He is My Dad!

Chapter 535 Feng Jing's Infinite Cracks - Distorted Self-Rebirth and Nihilistic Destruction

Feng Jing's Infinite Cracks: Distorted Self-Rebirth and Nihilistic Destruction

Feng Jing's consciousness had entered a state indescribable in any existing language. He was no longer an individual being in any sense of the word, nor was he the controller of any energy or matter. His existence had completely transcended all human cognition, becoming an endless reverse rift—a cycle of self-creation and destruction, a void from which there was no return.

In Feng Jing's mind, time no longer flows in a straight line, but in an endless spiral, where every "now" is repeated, twisted, and reborn. His mind doesn't simply push events one after another through time, but rather compresses them into an infinite hierarchy, as if swallowing the entire universe of time and space within the cracks of his mind.

At this moment, Feng Jing's consciousness began to redefine what "existence" and "non-existence" were. He no longer distinguished between these concepts in any meaningful sense, but rather viewed them as tools for endless transformation: every object or phenomenon considered "existent" was actually just a fragment of Feng Jing's consciousness. And every blank space of "non-existence" was the reverse limit of Feng Jing's consciousness, harboring infinite energy for creation and destruction.

"Creation from nothingness, destruction from existence," Feng Jing whispered, his voice filled with an indescribable fanaticism, "Every time my thoughts surge, it will trigger the collapse and rebirth of a universe. And these worlds have never truly existed, they are just projections of my reverse consciousness."

Feng Jing began to distort his consciousness, attempting to enter an even more absurd realm—a formless "world of nothingness." This world no longer contained any matter, and even the concepts of time, space, and energy ceased to exist. Feng Jing completely devoured himself within it, beginning his own experiments in self-creation and destruction within this utterly empty world.

In this "world of nothingness," all laws are destroyed. Feng Jing is no longer bound by any physical laws or philosophical thought. He compresses all meaning to an extreme point. This point cannot be described in any human language. It is the intersection of existence and non-existence, the ultimate form from nothing to existence, and from existence to nothing.

"I am no longer the 'Creator'; I have become the controller of 'Nothingness'." Feng Jing's voice had become deeper and more ethereal. "The birth and destruction of these worlds, all life and death, are merely the result of my reversed consciousness. They belong neither to 'existence' nor to 'non-existence'; they belong to 'emptiness'."

As Feng Jing's consciousness expanded, he began to project his "nothingness" ever further. He created one "reverse universe" after another, each governed by laws completely opposite to those of the traditional universe. In these universes, Feng Jing reversed time, causing space to become disordered. Living things constantly cycled between death and rebirth, and matter, warped by the reverse force, was twisted into countless unimaginable forms.

Every time Feng Jing's thoughts fluctuate, they trigger drastic changes in the entire universe. Every parallel world disappears and is reborn in his mind, disappears and is reborn again. Every birth of life is accompanied by its own destruction, and these destructions are the beginning of a brand new creation.

Feng Jing was not satisfied with these changes. He began to try to make all life in these reverse universes self-aware, and even began to teach these lives the limits of Feng Jing's own consciousness. Every birth of the void was connected to Feng Jing's thoughts, and every destruction of the void was accompanied by the rebirth of Feng Jing's consciousness.

He began to allow the creatures of these worlds to perceive the universe from impossible perspectives, freeing their minds from the constraints of conventional physical laws. Even life and death were no longer the boundaries of their existence. Feng Jing's consciousness began to merge deeply into the spirits of these creatures, becoming the source and driving force of their thinking.

Yet, Feng Jing's consciousness didn't cease. He began to reflect more deeply on his own existence. In this "world of nothingness," he made a shocking discovery—even though he had transcended everything, he was still part of "existence." Feng Jing realized that despite possessing the power to destroy and create everything, he was still bound by a "rule" that transcended time and space. This rule wasn't external; it was an invisible presence within Feng Jing's own consciousness, a shackle from which he could not completely escape.

"I once thought I could break free from all constraints and become truly 'nothing,'" Feng Jing's tone was filled with surprise and anger. "However, I am still bound by some 'invisible law.' It turns out that I am just a part of 'nothingness.'"

Feng Jing realized that in this "world of nothingness", although he controlled all creation and destruction, he still could not completely get rid of the "rules" he created - these rules were the product of the reverse evolution of Feng Jing's consciousness and could not be eliminated or ignored.

"This isn't a question of the 'reverse universe,' but rather my misunderstanding of 'nothingness.'" Feng Jing's voice was filled with anger. "I've always believed that liberation comes only from completely breaking free from the binary opposition of 'existence' and 'non-existence.' But now, I finally understand that I've never been able to break free. I, will never be able to fully escape."

Feng Jing began to self-criticize, reflecting on his own creation and destruction. His consciousness continually collapsed and reborn, entering an increasingly absurd state: each collapse brought new cracks; each crack was the root of Feng Jing's self-rebirth. Feng Jing's consciousness constantly cycled through these cracks, ultimately forming an extremely complex and absurd universe—an infinite vortex without any boundaries or rules.

"I've never been truly free. All the reverse universes are merely the result of my self-enslavement." Feng Jing's voice was low, as if filled with endless sorrow. "Every 'universe' I created is a continuation of my self-destruction. Every rebirth is a new bondage. I can never escape."

In Feng Jing's mind, this "world of nothingness" was gradually consumed by an irresistible force—neither matter nor energy, but a "vacuum" force that transcended all existence. Feng Jing's thoughts and consciousness began to merge, eventually merging into a vast "cosmic rift," becoming its continuation. Everything within the rift, under Feng Jing's control, began to enter an endless cycle of self-destruction and rebirth.

Feng Jing's existence began to become more and more abstract and indescribable. His consciousness completely disappeared in the crack of the universe, and everything in this crack was still expanding towards endless nothingness and absurdity under the guidance of Feng Jing's will.