Yang Jian and Sun Wukong

Chapter 135

Yang Jin forgot to give the money.

I own a car and rarely take public transportation. Naturally, I don’t have a public transportation card, and I basically don’t carry much money in my pocket. I usually only carry credit cards.After fumbling for a long time, there are only ones with a face value of [-] yuan.Just as he was about to vote, Yang Qitian stopped him: "That's right, you can put it away, who are you scaring?" He took out a piece of paper from his pocket, and handed it to Yang Jin, "I invite you." The boy's smile was so dazzling.

When Yang Jin received the money, he accidentally touched the young man's finger, and quickly retracted it as if he had been scalded, his heart beating non-stop.He was so close to him, under the street lights at night, the boy's face shone yellow, and his eyes were so bright that it was frightening.While being afraid, he couldn't help but glance at him.I haven't seen him for a few days, but there hasn't been much change. In terms of change, he has become more like a man. He used to be more like a teenager.

People came up one after another, and Yang Jin stood behind Yang Qitian, sizing him up silently.

The neon lights flickered on the street, and the light and shadow formed a harmonious composition on the young man's body. Yang Jin could only see his profile at most--this was enough.

He saw him.

When I didn't see it, I was anxious to see it, as if I was going to die if I didn't see it.

After seeing him, I didn't know why I had to see him again.

It seemed like something should be said to him.

Something had to be said to him.

"Why are you leaving get off work so late on Christmas Eve?"

"Yes." Yang Qitian turned his back to him, he couldn't see Yang Qitian's expression.

"What time do you leave work?"

"Finish this trip." The voice was calm and flat.

"Do you have any plans after get off work?"

"No." The answer was short.

No matter how dull Yang Jin was, he also discovered the fact that Yang Qitian didn't want to talk.He lowered his head uncomfortably, hiding the pain in his eyes.He wished he could forcefully pull him over and make him look into his eyes, he wished he could drive all the people out of the car and let Yang Qi get off work, he wished he could immediately drag Yang Qitian to the hotel.These are just "can't wait".

Yang Qitian looked for Yang Jin's face in the car mirror. Yang Jin was standing at a bad angle, and he could only see the top of his head.Even if you just look at the top of your head, you can feel that the person behind you is not in a good mood.It's amazing, he can feel his emotions without seeing his face, is this called a goddamn tacit understanding?

The car stopped at an intersection, waiting for a red light, taking advantage of this opportunity, Yang Qitian turned his head around.Yang Jin's gaze immediately met his.When two people look at each other, everything in the world doesn't exist anymore, only the eyes of each other, just one look, already understands all the meanings.It seems that they have looked at each other like this since the beginning of Pangu. It seems that many, many years ago, they stood in their respective identities, separated by thousands of troops, thousands of mountains and rivers, and looked at each other quietly. .And every time they looked at each other in the past, their hearts were never so close.This time they only had eyes for each other and nothing else.

Yang Jin suddenly felt that he didn't need to say anything.

He smiled.

He himself didn't know why he laughed.

Maybe it was waiting for too long, expecting for too long, and being disappointed for too long, and finally waited for that person, and showed a gratified smile.

Yang Qitian also smiled, his smile was like his own, his mouth was wide open, his smile was presumptuous and joyful, "Look up and see what is written on it."

Yang Jin looked up, and above his head was a No Smoking sign. Next to the sign, there was a notice with seven large black characters standing out: "Do not talk to the driver." In the lower right corner was a line of small words: Safety for you, me, and others, happiness depends on everyone .

It turns out that there is a rule that drivers are not allowed to chat.

Yang Jin's smile turned into a big laugh, "Hahahaha..." Laughed loudly, bent down, couldn't stop, never laughed so happily.

Yang Qitian also laughed.The laughter of the two people was mixed together, and it was impossible to tell who was who.

The red light turns green and the car restarts.

"The company stipulates that the driver should be fined for chatting with others while driving. You keep talking to me. If you get caught, you will pay for me?" Yang Qitian said while driving.

"Okay." Yang Jin answered too quickly, causing Yang Qitian to give him a stern look. "Yo, is it true or not?" "Really, I can pay to support you." As soon as this sentence came out, Yang Jin became uneasy. He was afraid that Yang Qitian would be unhappy, and he had a vague feeling that Yang Qitian would not be unhappy. Sure enough, Yang Qitian He said with great interest: "Then raising it for a day or two is not enough."

Among the voices of people in the car, Yang Qitian's loud voice came into his ears clearly.

"If you want to raise it, you have to raise it for a lifetime."

Yang Jin's breathing was suffocated and his heart stopped beating.

Yang Qitian laughed "haha", "I'm just kidding you, I'll scare you!"

Breathing returned to normal.If you make this kind of joke a few times, you will have a heart attack.

Yang Qitian turned the bus into a racing car, regarded the asphalt road as an F1 track, and watched a 62 bus in front of him, passing it in a short while.The car went on a rampage, just like Yang Qitian's mood, calm and stable, all go to hell. "Even if I raise you..." Yang Qitian turned a corner, knocked down a car of people with a "whoosh", stared at the road ahead, and said enthusiastically, "I have to raise you!"

With a palpitation in his heart, he held his breath and went to see Yang Qitian.

Yang Qitian concentrated on driving and stopped talking.

Even if it was a joke, Yang Jin was very happy. Besides, what if it wasn't a joke... Could it be that he had figured out something and decided something during the days when he didn't see him?He is a person who doesn't know how to flirt, never cheats, and never creates ambiguity. If he said something, it is very likely that he really thinks so in his heart...

Realizing this, his heart beat faster, his face was a little hot, and he was at a loss like a boy with a hairy head. He firmly grasped the handrail with one hand and covered his eyes with the other hand.

The two of them didn't say a word all the way, and the feeling that silence is better than sound makes people feel very good.

At exactly nine o'clock, at the finish line, a car of people got off. Yang Jin sat still and looked at Yang Qitian.After Yang Qitian packed his things, he came over and put his arms around Yang Jin's shoulders, "Let's go, let's go eat, I invite you." Yang Jin was startled by the embrace, and secretly excited, "Where are you going?" "Follow me."

Follow Yang Qitian to the food stall, where there is food all over the street, order barbecue, beer, side dishes, sit on the dirty plastic stool, and start eating.I am not hungry, most of the time I watch Yang Qitian eat, see him with mutton skewers in one hand and fish balls in the other hand, he is very busy, and I am also happy.

There is a lot of people around, sitting opposite each other, and you have to shout to hear them.Yang Jin had just come out of a high-end bar. When he came here, the environment suddenly dropped, but he was very comfortable. He was not a person who could pretend. He wore a suit and tie and crocodile leather shoes to sit in the office or go to the bar to play. This way of life, if you want to enjoy it, you have to sit in a food stall with the person you like, eat as you want, drink as you want, chat as you want, and swear as you want, this is called comfort.

The two chatted casually without any estrangement, as if they had met every day before.

Yang Qitian talked about the interesting things he encountered while driving, about catching thieves on the bus, and when he talked about dancing, he took a beer bottle and blew it at Yang Jin.

Yang Jin talked about his travel experience, the river moon and cold wind in the south of the Yangtze River, the vast snowfield in the northern part of the country, the strange monks in the temple, and the lottery he drew for "falling flowers and wind and rain hurt spring more".He took out a cigarette, lit it, leaned on his chin with his left hand, and looked affectionately at the young man in front of him.Breathe out a smoke ring, see the boy's bright black eyes through the smoke, and appreciate his every vivid expression.

Yang Qitian also took out a cigarette and asked Yang Jin, "What brand are you smoking?"

Yang Jin took the cigarette from his mouth and put it between his index finger and middle finger. Just about to speak, Yang Jin snatched his cigarette and took a puff.

Yang Jin's eyes were deep, this action seemed a bit too intimate, but it was so intimate, Yang Qitian just had the ability to take all rude actions for granted.

With Yang Jin's cigarette in his mouth and a skewer in his hand, Yang Qitian said, "Your cigarette is not very good, it's too bland. You smoke mine."

Yang Jin took it, it was the more common kind.Yang Qitian set him on fire, and Yang Jin took a deep breath. It was very spicy, like cheap cigarettes, with a rush, just like Yang Qitian's people, straightforward, bold, whatever he had, no turning, no cover, so spicy Yang Jin likes it very much.

The two smoked each other's cigarettes and were very satisfied with each other.

Yang Qitian said: "Yang Jin, do you think it's better for two men to be together or one man and one woman?"

Yang Jin put out his cigarette, leaned on the plastic chair, closed his eyes slightly and said, "The key is not what is good, but what you like, which kind of life you like, which one is the best."

"It makes sense, you are always so reasonable, and you are very knowledgeable when talking to you. I find that you are living for reason."

Yang Jin is a little familiar with these words, maybe someone said it to him many years ago, but he can't remember.

"You didn't answer directly. What you said was nonsense. You just said which one you like?" Yang Qitian asked.

Yang Jin closed his eyes tightly, and said with a sigh, "Ask the question knowingly."

"What do you mean?" This was the first time Yang Qitian spoke in a tone that could almost be called coquettish.Yang Jin's heart immediately turned into a puddle of water, let alone saying a word, he was willing to die, so he said: "Being with you is the best."

Hearing the boy's laughter, he opened his eyes and saw a suspicious red on the boy's face, and his heart moved.

"After I called you that day, I slowly figured it out. Two men can have many advantages when they are together. For example, they can drink together." Yang Qitian raised the beer bottle, touched Yang Jin, and took a sip liquor.

"We can smoke together." Yang Yang snatched the cigarette from Yang Jin in his hand, laughing heartlessly.

"You can still watch football together in the middle of the night. If I marry a woman, will she let me watch the game in the middle of the night? You have to worry about me."

Yang Jin didn't smile, his expression was serious as if he was listening to the pastor's speech during a solemn ceremony in a church.

"You can also play video games and play online games together. We are both men, so we must understand the mood of scumbag games. You don't need to explain and quarrel every day. You don't have to worry about forgetting your wedding anniversary and being read to your death, and being complained that you don't care about each other. , women have too many things to do."

Yang Jin quietly clenched his hands under the table and clenched his teeth.

"When you go shopping, you don't have to wait. If you're shopping with women, you'll have to wait to death. By the way, don't you wear makeup? I don't wear makeup anyway, and I can't even remember washing my face. I wash my face every three days and every five days. A big wash every day, a big wash is to get a basin of water and wash with soap, and a small wash is to spit and rub your face..."

Hearing what Yang Qitian said was interesting, Yang Jin's tense expression eased a little.

"I'm still very lazy, and the housework is a mess. In the past, the criterion for finding a wife was to help me clean up the house, cook and wash clothes, but I found out that day that you can actually do these things? You mop the floor until it shines, and you are very good at cooking. It’s delicious and makes money, successful people, Mr. Perfect.”

Yang Jin opened a bottle of wine and poured it in with a "thump, boom, boom".

Yang Qitian could see that something was wrong with Yang Jin, but he himself was even more wrong at the moment, no matter what, he wanted to speak out what was in his heart, after thinking about it for so many days, he had to say it, and he might not have the courage in the next second, so he had to do it quickly. finished.

"If the price of rejecting you is that you will never see you again, I think, I might as well accept it." Suddenly I was a little shy, and secretly hated why I was still shy at a critical moment after silently reciting so many times at home, "I have a holiday tomorrow , I wanted to find you again during the holidays, but you just came to take the car today, I want to say, in fact, we..." Lowered his head, and said softly, "You can give it a try..."

There was no movement in front of him for a long time, and there was no response. Yang Qitian got angry and kicked Yang Jin's chair fiercely, "Hey, did you hear what I said!"

The chair was kicked half a meter away. Yang Jin lost the beer bottle in his hand and fell to the ground with a "slap".Yang Jin looked down.Not moving for a long time.

"Say something!" Yang Qitian said angrily.

Yang Jin still lowered his head, crying in his voice: "This is a dream, this must be a dream, I really hope it can last longer..."

"Damn it!" Yang Qitian cursed, threw away the meal money, grabbed Yang Jin and left.

Yang Jin was caught in pain, and he couldn't help running after him, his eyes were hot, and the cold night wind made his heart feel cold.His body was hot and cold for a while, if Yang Qitian hadn't pulled him, he would have collapsed, he was shaking all over.

Without saying a word, Yang Qitian grabbed him and ran away.The two ran on the street on Christmas Eve, facing the icy cold wind, throwing off the surprised eyes of passers-by, with no destination, just running for a while.

Yang Qitian ran out of breath, "I'm so fucking crazy!"

Yang Jin said, "I've already gone crazy!"

When he ran to the gate of East Lake Park, Yang Qitian stopped.

The two stood facing each other, panting heavily.

"What are you afraid of?" Yang Qitian said.

Just like in the previous life, Yang Jin replied: "I'm afraid you will go back on your word."

Time stood still again, and the two people standing still in time formed a gloomy silhouette.The pain that was once thought to be unforgettable has gradually become blurred, and the happiness that has been forgotten in the long river of time and blooming like poppies is becoming clearer and clearer.

"So, Yang Jin will use all his scheming and means in this life so that you won't regret it." Yang Jin hugged Yang Qitian tightly.

Yang Qitian in turn hugged him tightly.

The clouds in the sky were blown away a little by the wind, revealing the bright moon.

A loud bell sounded in the distance, "Dang, Dang, Dang..." struck twelve times.Fireworks exploded everywhere in the street, thousands of people celebrated, Christmas is here.

The two walked back slowly.

No car, take a walk, leisurely, walking side by side.

The night was deep and colder, but Yang Jin's heart was full of fire.He took out the peace talisman he prayed for in the temple and hung it around Yang Qitian's neck.

Yang Qitian took off the jade pendant that he had brought with him since he was a child, and gave it to Yang Jin.

Why is the road back to Yang Qitian's house so short? I wish I could walk a little longer.Yang Jin stood at the gate of Yang Qitian's residential area and said, "Goodbye." After saying goodbye, he didn't move.

Yang Qitian didn't go in either, and stood there stupidly for a while, "How are you going back later? Where's your car?"

"I parked the car at the train station, maybe it was dragged away by the police now?" Yang Jin smiled.

"What should I do?"

"Take the bus."

"Are you going to work tomorrow?"

"Yeah, there's a very important meeting at nine o'clock in the morning, so I can't postpone it."

"I'll take you to the site."

To go back to Yang Jin's house, take bus No. 361. The two of them walked to the stop of No. 361, and they got there very quickly. I don't usually think it's fast. Why is it so fast today?

When we got there, we couldn't bear to part.After staring at it for a long time, Yang Jin said, "I'd better take you home, let's go."

From the 361 site to Yang Qitian's home.

No one spoke along the way, not daring to get too close, walking at a distance of [-] centimeters.There were occasional pedestrians or vehicles on the street, and when someone approached, the two of them moved a little distance away tacitly.Walking to the alleyway where the gangsters bullied the girl that day, the two of them smiled knowingly.Today is not a full moon, and the street lights cannot shine in, so the alley is very dark.Yang Jin walked silently, his hands swayed naturally, and when he felt a warm hand touch him, Yang Jin's heart skipped a beat.It was just a handshake, but he was so nervous that he didn't dare to look at the boy beside him.

Warm hands gripped hers tightly.Almost immediately, Yang Jin also shook his hand.

They didn't look at each other, their fingers were intertwined, lingering, and their bodies were getting closer together, the expressions on their faces were very upright.

A passer-by walked into the alley, Yang Jin hurriedly let go, but Yang Qitian held it even tighter.There was no other way, so I had no choice but to allow him to hold it half-indulgingly and half helplessly, for fear of being discovered by others, but also felt irritated, and my heart beat wildly.

"Do you believe that tomorrow will be better?" Yang Qitian looked ahead, pretending to be a gentleman.

"Believe it." Yang Jin raised his free hand, put it in front of Yang Qitian, and pointed his watch at him, "Because it's already tomorrow."

"Hahaha!" Yang Qitian laughed. "Let me tell you a secret. After I met you, I had a dream. In the dream, there was a beautiful man wearing a silver-white armor and a black cloak on his back. He looked like a god. By the way, there was a golden seal on his forehead , unparalleled beauty, too beautiful to describe."

"Better handsome than me?"

"It must be. He must be more handsome than you. Let me tell you another secret."

"Where are there so many secrets?"

"Are you listening?"

"listen."

At this time, he came to Yang Qitian's house.

The words are not finished, so naturally they cannot be separated.

Just walk to the 361 site.

Yang Jin said: "How many times have you walked this distance? Do you think we will just walk like this overnight?"

Yang Qitian asked: "Are you tired?"

"Not tired. How about you?"

"I can kill a cow in my current state, so why not walk overnight?" Yang Qitian tightened Yang Jin's hand, and squeezed it hard, "I haven't finished my secret yet, why don't you act more eagerly?"

Yang Jin immediately made an anxious expression, "Ah! Qitian, I really want to hear your secret! Please tell me quickly!" Seeing Yang Qitian smiled with satisfaction, he said, "I'm afraid I won't tell you any more. I'm going to suffocate to death..." Finally broke through, "puchi" laughed.

Yang Qitian glared at him and said, "My secret is, do you remember the first time I went to your house? I said I lost the key and my uncle is not here and I can't go home. In fact, I didn't lose it at all. I just made an excuse. Living in your house, I've actually been interested in you for a long time."

"I'll tell you a secret too." Yang Jin looked at Yang Qitian with a smile, "I knew it earlier. I found the key in my trouser pocket when I was washing your trousers. It was you, an idiot, who always thought I didn't know anything. .”

Later, the two of them walked this road countless times.Walking over and over again, never ending, because there is another person by my side, and the dark and cold night becomes full of charm.

The street lights merged the shadows of the two people, no matter how you looked at it, they were walking alone.

Not only do they want to walk together today, but also in the future, in the next life.How lonely the road of life is, how difficult it is to have a person who walks hand in hand, once you find it, you can't let go.In the process of searching, no prophet can predict how much suffering they will experience. The only thing that can be confirmed is that for the final outcome, all efforts are worthwhile.

On this road, they went from being full of vigor to frosty temples, from withering everything to blooming in spring, from inextricable love and hatred to their own HAPPYENDING.

Love requires amazing courage and wisdom.Everyone's happiness lies in a certain place that he doesn't know, waiting for him quietly, it depends on whether he has the courage and wisdom to go there.

Please believe in happiness.

Volume Five Life Is Like a Dream