Yang Jian and Sun Wukong

Chapter 133

Yang Qitian lived close to Yang Jin, and when Yang Jin asked Yang Qitian what to eat, Yang Qitian got off the Internet and ran over to eat.With more contact, my impression of Yang Jin is getting better and better. This person can be described as a man who knows astronomy and geography. He is knowledgeable, has an extraordinary bearing, and treats people with gentleness and kindness. It is very pleasant to get along with him, and he often forgets the passage of time.He stays very late before returning from Yang Jin's house, and after returning, he has to make phone calls and talk on the phone.Open the curtains, hold the phone here, look at the figure of the other party there, and chat for an hour.

When Yang Yu came back from a business trip, he was surprised to find that his nephew seemed to have a good relationship with Mr. Yang.Yang Yu's nickname is outside, and he misbehaved Yang Qitian during the [-]th anniversary celebration of the Changming Group. Yang Yu was naturally worried, and tried to persuade Yang Qitian countless times to stay away from that dangerous person. After returning, Yang Qitian must not be able to go to Yang Jin's home, so the two met outside instead.

This behavior has a very fancy name, called "dating".

Yang Qitian doesn't have a mobile phone, so Yang Jin can't take the initiative to call him. Yang Qitian always calls Yang Jin and agrees on a meeting place. Usually it's a tea restaurant called Yunwei, and we meet every weekend at [-] o'clock in the afternoon.Sometimes it is still early and if Yang Qitian is not in a hurry to go back, Yang Jin will take him to see art exhibitions, car shows, fashion shows, history museums, and everything that Yang Qitian has never touched.After returning from an art exhibition, Yang Jin was immersed in the paintings for a long time and couldn't extricate himself. He asked Yang Qitian how he felt, but Yang Qitian didn't understand anything, so he said that they were beautiful anyway.Once when I went to see a sculpture, Yang Jin talked excitedly about the sculpture with the theme of "flying" for a long time, and Yang Qitian shouted, "So that means flying, I didn't see it before!".Yang Jin finally understood that for a person like Yang Qitian, it would be nonsense to show him anything, so watching movies is the most suitable.

The two went to watch the midnight show together.First, "Sherlock Holmes" was broadcast, and the two watched it with gusto, and then "Love at High Altitude", and the two fell asleep watching it.Yang Jin thought, this is wrong, how can one sleep while watching a romance movie, so he braced himself.

When the movie reached its climax, when the heroine looked at the screen and cried, a couple in front leaned close together and sighed, and a female audience sitting in the same row wiped away tears. It seemed that everyone was very moved. In this situation, Yang Jin with his face paralyzed and Yang Qitian with his eyes closed looked so out of place.

"Qi Tian, ​​don't sleep, it will be cold."

"Didn't sleep." Yang Qitian said with his eyes closed.

"The movie is at its climax, don't you want to open your eyes and watch it?"

"It's boring, don't watch it, I don't have that romantic cell, don't torture me."

"You know, I don't like watching romance movies either, I can't read them, I don't know what love is."

Yang Qitian responded by humming an "um" from his nose.

The movie theater was very dark, and the teenager sitting beside him stretched his limbs and slumped on the seat, very close to him, within a stretch of his hand.Yang Jin wanted to touch his cheek very much, so he stretched out his hand, stopped in mid-air, and finally put it down.

"Do you know that what people fear most is not lack of money, but loneliness." Yang Jin's voice was a little different from usual.

"I'm afraid of being lonely." Yang Jin's voice was trembling, and he stared straight at the movie screen without looking sideways. "When I can't sleep, I turn on the light and look in the mirror, and I cry silently when I look at myself in the mirror. There is me in the mirror, and there is a me outside the mirror. I pretend that there are two people, and I pretend that I am not alone. It's a pity. In the end, it’s all about me. I have so many phone numbers in my phone, and I don’t know who to call. You know, I always talk to the mirror alone. I don’t want to be alone for the rest of my life. I’m waiting. You haven't come for a long time, I'm almost desperate for waiting, you know?"

There was no movement.

Turning his head, the boy was so sleepy that his saliva almost flowed out.

Yang Jin smiled from the bottom of his heart.

"You don't know, you don't know anything, it doesn't matter if you don't know, because..."

At the climax of the movie, the couples around were hugging each other, and he couldn't even shake his hand, but even so, he was still very happy.Without knowing it after he fell asleep, he said with all his strength, "I'm not lonely anymore."

After ten o'clock in the evening, Yang Jin sent Yang Qitian home and watched him go upstairs before returning to his home.

Yang Qitian opened the door and came in. Uncle was not asleep, sitting upright, waiting for him.Yang Qitian's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly walked towards the bedroom as if escaping, even though Yang Yu called "stop" from behind but didn't stop.The moment he opened the door, he said, "You don't need to nag, old man, I know what to do! I'll call him now and explain clearly."

Of course he knew what to do.It's unfair to that person to covet that person's tenderness and be with him, relying on him not to cause harm to oneself, to date him unscrupulously.Since it was impossible for him to be his lover, it was time to make it clear to him.

Afraid that seeing that person would soften his heart, he purposely drew the curtains tightly, thought for a long time, and then used the landline in the bedroom to make a call. "Hello."

"Got home?"

The soft voice, the soft tone that only appeared to him alone, made all the words he had thought up before blocked in his throat at once.

"Here we are."

"Why did you call today? Are you afraid that your uncle will know? Or, what's the matter?" The voice suddenly became tense.

"It's fine."

"Oh, that's good. I thought you had something to say and couldn't wait to meet next weekend, so I'm going to talk about it now."

"Okay, it's really okay." After saying that it's okay, I just have to be okay, and now I can't say anything. "Go to bed early, good night!" Hurry up and hang up the phone.

Taking a deep breath, the chaotic heartbeat could not be calmed down for a long time.

As a result, the next weekend, I still went to the appointment, thinking about meeting after meeting, and went out.

The two went climbing together, sitting on the top of the mountain and blowing the wind, watching the white clouds in the sky change, and the birds chirping and chirping were pleasant to the ear, and the setting sun dyed the whole sky red, and time passed by like light smoke. I can't get up and leave.It is undeniable that Yang Jin is a very good person, it is easy for him to make someone happy, and it is very pleasant to be with him.

Going down the mountain before dark, Yang Jin led him to a wine cellar. Yang Jin has a hobby of collecting fine wines, but he is not an alcoholic. He thought that one day, he would give them to the person who had been waiting for him.

Yang Jin said, if you want, all the wine here is yours, and I will accompany you to drink here, without restraint, and never go home until drunk.

If you don't get drunk, you won't return.How desirable these four words sound, and there is a very familiar feeling, as if there was a guy who said to him many years ago, "One day I will drink with you, drink as much as you want, and you will not go home until you are drunk!"

He has made friends all over the world, but no one has become his drinking buddy for so many years. It's really strange. It turns out that his "drinking buddy" is waiting for him here. Full of pride and hearty.

Go home and lie on the bed, thinking about what happened during the day and laughing unconsciously.

When I woke up the next day, I realized: I didn’t say it again.

When we broke up after drinking, we agreed to meet at the tea restaurant in the old place next weekend, but refused in person next weekend?After rejecting, there is no reason to see him again, right?As a friend, this person is really a very good friend, nothing to say.Never see you again, will definitely miss you.But it is absolutely impossible not to refuse. It is impossible for him to accept a man, let alone a business elite with a famous family background.

It's better not to say it face to face, you will forget everything when you see him, it's better to call him.

On Monday, I thought, call him tomorrow, and reject him thoroughly.

I went to the bus company to apply for a bus driver on Tuesday. I was tired all day, so I didn't take a taxi.

On Wednesday, I was busy doing things for my friends all day, and it was eleven o'clock in the evening when I was lying in bed. I thought it would be better not to disturb others at such a late hour.

On Thursday, because it has been procrastinated for three days, it has become a habit. I think there is still tomorrow anyway. If I call tomorrow, I can have an extra day to think about how to express it in language.

I didn't organize the language well on Friday, and I didn't fight.

On Saturday, I realized that we were going to meet tomorrow... Zhou Yi was clearly determined to refuse, why did he not have enough time this week! ?

It turns out that I am also a procrastination and indecisive person.Continue to see him and give him hope, what is the difference between this and an emotional liar?He had become the emotional liar he despised the most.

Yang Qitian grabbed the phone.

Press a number and put it down.

Lying in bed dejectedly, having insomnia for the first time in 18 years.

A rejected call cannot be made anyway.

But on weekends, he couldn't keep going to the appointment no matter what, he couldn't hurt others anymore.

Yang Qitian went to practice driving skills with friends on weekends.Now that you are applying for a bus driver, you have to prepare well, and you will have a retest next Tuesday, and you can go to work if you pass.The first job in life has to be taken seriously.

The driving practice lasted until eight o'clock in the evening, and my friends couldn't bear it any longer, so they went back one after another.Yang Qitian took the bus home.Passing by the Yunwei Tea Restaurant, I looked inside subconsciously. This place with good memories may never come again in the future. With this feeling of nostalgia, I scanned it in the few seconds when the bus passed by. Tea restaurant, and then saw Yang Jin's car parked outside the tea restaurant.

The appointment was two o'clock in the afternoon, and it is eight o'clock now.

From two o'clock to eight o'clock.

My heart felt like being stabbed by a needle.

There was a sharp pain.

Self-blame and guilt filled every cell in my body.

My heart was clenched, and it was difficult to breathe. I even lost the courage to get out of the car to confirm, let alone get out of the car and tell that person not to wait for him.

At this time, I remembered that person once said that he waited very hard for him, and the innocent and paranoid look of him saying "Do you believe in fate" at the door of the bar came to mind.He said that he was born to wait for someone, and he said this person was Yang Qitian.Compared with the length of his life, waiting from two o'clock to eight o'clock today may not be too difficult for him, but the mood from full of expectation to disappointment to despair during the waiting process is equally unbearable.

Yang Qitian sat in the car, his heart constricted in pain.

He didn't even know what time he waited until that day.

For the first time in his life, he ran away in a hurry.

Things went well at work, Yang Qitian became a bus driver of No. 62, and lived the life of an office worker.

Since that missed appointment, Yang Qitian never contacted Yang Jin again.Every night when I go to bed, I remember to close the curtains tightly, as if closing the curtains can isolate that figure from my mind.The two of them were so close, but Yang Jin never came to him again, presumably such a smart person knew the meaning of his breaking the appointment.He treats himself completely differently from the kind of gentleness he treats others, but no matter how gentle this person is, he is arrogant in his bones, and he is not so shameless.It seems that yesterday we were chatting and having fun together, but today they become two parallel lines that cannot intersect. In fact, many people we meet in life will become parallel lines if we don’t take the initiative to fight for them.

When I get used to working life, I feel that it is good to go to work. When I am busy, I have no time to pay attention to my mood, and I will not feel sad and sigh.It’s just that occasionally when I pass by the corner where the gangster bullied the girl that day, I will stop for a while, thinking to myself for a long time, the night is as cold as water, and the wind blows people’s hearts. Look half an eye.It's really strange, they live so close, but they have never met downstairs by chance, maybe life is like this, if you don't create it yourself, how can there be so many coincidences, and it's not like making up novels.

After another month like this, one morning he drove as usual and stopped at the station. Yang Qitian said formulaically: "Please go inside when you get on the bus. There is a seat behind." The car stopped, and a person came out of it. He was facing him in a white shirt and beige trousers. He could see clearly that it was Yang Jin.

My heart throbbed suddenly.

It's not too far away, there's only one street across, but it's impossible to cross it.

How did that man become so thin? His waist became even thinner, and he couldn't hold it. It could be folded by the wind. It looked like a piece of paper from the side.The stubble on his face was not clean, showing vicissitudes and melancholy.He was on the phone, his brows were frowned, and there was a tense feeling on his face that was crushed by the pressure. He shouted loudly: "Mom, I won't get married, don't..." The following words were drowned in the turbulent in the noise.

What does not get married mean?Are you still waiting for yourself?The urge to get out of the car was so sudden that I almost threw a carload of passengers and rushed down to see him.Fortunately, I still have some sanity left, drive, go, leave him, don't think about it anymore!

It has been a month, will he still go to the tea restaurant every weekend?

Why don't you tell him clearly that you want to escape like this?He is obviously not doing well, if he had told him earlier, he would not have been like this.

Yang Jin had so many lovers in the past, and he loved you as much as he wanted, and they broke up clearly. It's not like me, who couldn't even say "I can't accept you", just dragged on like this, and then let him go , Let him realize by himself, he is really a bastard.

The car was driving in a trance, out of mind.

After finally making it to the break in the middle, I looked at my watch, and at [-]:[-], I took out my newly bought mobile phone and called Yang Jin.

"Hello, hello." The answer over there was so fast that Yang Qitian hadn't figured out how to start his speech yet.

"Ah, it's me. Yang Qitian."

"Is there something wrong?" The voice was calm, and he thought he would be very excited when he suddenly received his call.

"It's not a big deal..." I just want to make it clear to you that I can't accept you and we don't want to see you again. "What are you doing?"

"At work, there's a meeting in 10 minutes, and it's a 5-minute walk from here to the conference room, so you only have 5 minutes."

If someone else heard this kind of words, they would definitely say, "Then I will call you next time." Yang Qitian was not someone else, and was angered by these words, and said, "I'm also very busy, I only have 3 minutes. .”

"Please speak." The voice became calm and cold.

"How long did you wait for me at the tea restaurant that day?"

"It didn't take long, I sat for a while and left."

Just as Yang Qitian was about to say "You lied", Yang Jin continued, "You just called, and I want to tell you that we should not meet again in the future. I am very busy with work and can't spare time to go to the tea restaurant." After a pause, he said, "I don't want to wait any longer. You are right. People should be more realistic."

Yang Qitian's lines were robbed, he couldn't say anything for a while, and stood there in a daze.

"Also, I moved."

That was the case, no wonder I never met him again.

Everyone has moved away, and I still draw the curtains every day, which is really ridiculous.

"I have an air ticket tomorrow for a business trip. After I leave here, this mobile phone number will no longer work."

Do you want to cut off your only way of contact?Yang Jin is really ruthless in his actions.

There was an embarrassing silence, Yang Qitian didn't know what to say, Yang Jin was also silent, the two of them did not hang up the phone in a tacit understanding.

Yang Qitian turned countless thoughts, his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't say anything in the end.

After a long time, I heard Yang Jin over there say in a calm tone, "Then, goodbye."

Yang Qitian hung up the phone and checked the call time: 59 minutes and [-] seconds.

This man's timing is really accurate.It turned out that this kind of calm and rational appearance that everything is under control is Yang Jin's true face.