AWB Chapter 225 Why I Love Her
Chapter 225 Why I Love Her
The war was in full swing, the Xuanhuang Dynasty was losing ground, and the Beitang Army was advancing with great momentum as if it had divine help. All the officials of the Xuanhuang Dynasty were in a state of panic. Looking at the current situation, the Beitang Army might attack the imperial city directly, and then they might not be able to save their lives.
However, in such a dangerous situation, Baili Haoxuan was not as nervous as he had been in the past few days. Instead, he was relaxed and seemed to have everything under control. The court officials were angry but dared not speak out.
Even Yan Zinuo, who was beside him and had always known Baili Haoxuan very well, began to worry.
"Bai Li. Is it enough to just find out Bei Tangyuan's background? Is this too risky?" Yan Zinuo frowned, looking worried. He found that he could no longer figure out the thoughts of the person in front of him.
"Yeah." Baili Haoxuan turned the small teacup in his hand, his expression relaxed and a sneer on his lips.
"Baili!" Even Yan Zinuo, who was calm and composed, would still feel a little angry when facing Baili Haoxuan at this moment.
"Zinuo, I know what to do with everything. You have to believe me. How could I let the country that my sister swore to defend with her life fall into the hands of others so easily?" Baili Haoxuan stopped spinning the small teacup in his hand, restrained his expression, and said seriously.
"So what is your countermeasure?" Yan Zinuo felt relieved when he heard Baili Haoxuan's words. He would not let Princess Mo Lan down. Yan Zinuo knew very well how deep the feelings between him and Princess Mo Lan were.
"You will know this later." Baili Haoxuan said mysteriously.
"Can't you even tell me?"
"Yeah." Baili Haoxuan nodded slightly.
"Baili." Yan Zinuo called calmly.
"Hmm?" Baili Haoxuan glanced at Yan Zinuo.
"Since you are so confident about all the political affairs, then..." Yan Zinuo looked frank, but there were some things he still found difficult to say, so he hesitated to speak.
Baili Haoxuan looked down upon Yan Zinuo and understood what he meant.
"Since when did Zinuo start to care about my concubines?" Baili Haoxuan said half sarcastically and half warningly. He felt a little depressed and unnatural in his heart. It was true that he had been busy resolving the war these days and forgot that the woman was still bedridden.
Now, when Yan Zinuo mentioned it, he felt a little guilty. However, he was bothered by the fact that these words came from Yan Zinuo, who was secretly in love with that damned woman. This made him angry again. He remembered the impulse to strangle that woman...
The more he cared, the more he loved, the more the poison would become more severe, and the evil thoughts in his heart would rise. He was urged to kill the beloved woman again and again, because only in this way could his heart be freed. This is the way to die, and the poison can only be solved when someone dies...
"Baili, you should know what kind of person I am. You should believe what kind of person I am. Moreover, you should also believe what kind of person the person in your heart is. Think about why you love her." Yan Zinuo left after saying this. If he stayed, it would only cause them to quarrel, which would affect her...
Although he really wanted to scold Baili Haoxuan to wake him up, if he did so, he would only hurt that innocent girl. Before he could find out the problem with Baili Haoxuan, he could not take the risk...
If he had discovered it in time and stopped Baili Haoxuan from hurting Sang Yuhanyan, would the result be different? Or maybe he had directly opposed Baili Haoxuan marrying Sang Yuhanyan, would she be happier? Maybe she would also experience the destruction of the country, but it is better to die than torment...
But, how can there be so many ifs in the world? If he could control his heart, would he not have so many troubles? Yan Zinuo looked up at the confused sky, smiled bitterly, and strode away...
Sitting in the imperial study, Baili Haoxuan was thinking about Yan Zinuo's last words.
Think about why you love her?
His brows were slightly furrowed, the cup in his hand kept turning, his blue eyes were empty, his thoughts kept running, he seemed to be unable to remember why he loved her?
And why fall in love with her.
Did he love her? Shouldn't he hate her? Then why did he hate her? Sang Yuhanyan's figure kept circling in his mind. His thoughts were confused and complicated, and the entanglement of love and hate tortured him...
The pure love in the heart is constantly fighting against the poisonous hatred, and neither side will give in.
I don't know if she's recovered, so many days have passed...
Suddenly, I thought of her.
In the misty late autumn, in broad daylight, the sky was dotted with a few depressing dark clouds, blocking the sunlight...
Late autumn quickly turned to early winter, and the weather became increasingly cold. Yun Jingman's illness was also affected by the weather, and it became better and worse.
After being unconscious for many days, he finally woke up, but he couldn't stand the slightest cold wind.
"Your Majesty, drink some ginger soup to warm your body." The palace maid handed a bowl of hot ginger soup to Yun Jingman.
Yun Jingman was sitting on the bed, wrapped in a thick quilt with three layers of clothes on the outside and three layers on the inside. Her body was still shivering under the quilt, and her teeth were chattering and clacking. She still felt very cold.
"Yeah. Thank you." He forced a smile, raised his hand from under the quilt, took the boiling hot ginger soup, and drank it down in one gulp.
"Your Majesty... the ginger soup is very hot, please drink it slowly." The palace maid advised.
Yun Jingman was anxious for a source of heat to warm her body, so she drank it without thinking. Although it was burning hot at first, she didn't find that it could warm her body after drinking it.
Putting down the bowl, she continued to wrap herself tightly in the thick quilt. It was cold, really cold...
"Chu'er, have all the windows been closed?" Yun Jingman couldn't help but shiver and asked.
"My queen, they are all closed." Chu'er replied. There was a hint of sadness between Chu'er's brows. She had been serving her since the day she entered the palace. During this process, she saw how much suffering Sang Yuhanyan had endured.
However, the problem is not that the emperor doesn't love her. He loves her very much. But why are there so many obstacles between two lovers who love each other so much?
"What about the charcoal stove? I still feel it's gloomy and cold." Yun Jingman continued to ask.
"Then I'll go add a few more charcoal stoves." Chu'er said lightly. Chu'er left the bed, and the moment she turned around, she couldn't hold back her tears and they fell.
In fact, the bedroom was already bustling with activity. All the windows and doors were closed, two large heaters were lit, and there were also small heaters of different sizes surrounding the bed. For a normal person, being in the bedroom was already extremely hot and unbearable, just like a muggy summer day.
But, the Empress Qingfei actually said that it was gloomy and cold, which made her heart ache.
Chu Er followed his words and went to the palace storeroom to find a small heater. She left the hot bedroom and felt a cool breeze blowing past her as soon as she stepped out of the door...
Yun Jingman was in the bedroom, holding a small heater in his hands, but he still felt very cold. The cold came from inside his body, as if he was in an ice cellar, freezing to the bone.
It shouldn't be winter yet, why is she feeling so cold? The palace maids in the bedroom are still wearing thin autumn palace clothes, which one is like her.
Then, if it wasn't the weather, it must be her own health problem. Unfortunately, the imperial doctors just said that she was weak and there was nothing serious.
But why does she feel that it is not that simple?
The only person she knew now was Gu Yue, who knew medicine, but she didn't know where to find him. Her body must have been ill before she lost her memory. What kind of illness could have caused her body to be like this? It was really abnormal, too abnormal...
Gu Yue, where are you?
She didn't dare to fall asleep easily now. She always dreamed of those bloody and heart-wrenching scenes. She was very scared and didn't know what connection she had with those bloody and cruel scenes, but she refused to dream about it...
Just as she was immersed in her own thoughts, the door of the bedroom was gently pushed open...