When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

Chapter 26 The Crematorium Opens

"Okay, let go, I haven't accepted the interview yet." Chi Baiwan's voice was hoarse and soft from his throat, and he grabbed his wrist and moved it away. With little strength, Fu Sihan let go.

Fu Sihan was rejected for the first time, and he was still a canary who used to come and go as soon as he wanted. He couldn't accept it for a while, but he still endured it.

Chi Baiwan returned to his usual gentleness and quietness, stood back among the media, and took the microphone.

Fu Sihan put his hands in his pockets and waited for Chi Baiwan without moving.

With Fu Sihan standing here, the media cameras couldn't move away from him, and Fu Sihan always didn't like to appear too much in public, so Lao Jiu, who had been hiding behind him, walked over silently and isolated him. media attention.

The media didn't dare to take another shot, for fear of offending Fu Sihan, so they all turned their cameras back to Chi Baiwan. In the camera, Chi Baiwan had just cried, and the corners of his eyes were still red. Looking at the dripping water was very painful. .

Fu Sihan felt uncomfortable for a moment, but he quickly suppressed it.

He just found Canary, so he must not be frightened.

Five years can still be saved, and they still have a chance to start over. Chi Baiwan is so soft-hearted, just be patient and coax him.

The media naturally took the opportunity to dig out the news: "Luan Yu, do you plan to make a new film in the future?"

Chi Baiwan sorted out his emotions: "Yes."

Luan Yu...

That's right, Chi Baiwan's stage name was just now on stage, and the host's name was also Luan Yu.

Fu Sihan remembered something and stopped breathing for a moment.

He clenched his fingers in the pocket of his suit, as if only in this way could he have the courage to recall.

The man he met in Huo Jue's company a few months ago was also named Luan Yu.

It's a pity that he was sure that Chi Baiwan was dead at the time, and he really didn't like Luan Yu's temperament, so he just let him stay with him for a day and let it go. Fu Sihan didn't need to pay attention to an inconspicuous little person.

At that time, "Luan Yu" was thrown on the sofa by him, and a group of people bullied and cried. Fu Sihan stood by and watched him make a fool of himself, and watched those subordinates play with Chi Baiwan's whole body, indifferently.

He also threw Chi Baiwan on the main road, and drove him with exhaust fumes.

That day, he was supposed to take a special plane to the high seas, but he accidentally learned that the identity of the deceased was not Chi Baiwan.

The autopsy report showed that his time of death was the same as Chi Baiwan's, and his corpse looked like a giant. The only identification point was a soaked ticket in his trouser pocket.

The route is uptown - Binzhou.

After Fu Sihan sent someone to investigate, it was discovered that the man was from Binzhou, his wife, children and parents were still alive, and he seemed to want to go home, but died in the open sea halfway.

This was very weird, so Fu Sihan didn't go, but faked a trap to go to the high seas, and he landed in Linhai City. He just didn't expect his special opportunity to crash on the way.

He compensated the driver's family a lot of money, and the innocent person who died tragically did delay him for three months.

Fu Sihan folded his phone card and flew overseas from Linhai City by himself for a long time, completely hiding his whereabouts.

He just didn't expect that when he returned to China, he heard that "Crow Killing" was released, and the response was very good, and the starring role was Luan Yu.

Luan Yu is Chi Baiwan, even if he has a tear mole, he can still recognize it.

Chi Baiwan once pointed at the tear mole with his finger, and asked him gently if he liked it?

Fu Sihan said he liked it, you were very charming when you were crying on the bed.

Chi Baiwan nestled into his arms shyly, and whispered that I was willing to be bullied and cried by you, and I was happy to cry for you, because I love you.

But Fu Sihan didn't take it seriously, he didn't know that he casually said that he liked it, which made Chi Baiwan cry for him every time, just to make him happy.

But he was clicked... Do you want to forget so much?

Fu Sihan still remembered that when he saw Luan Yu, his injuries were as pitiful as if he had escaped death, but he stubbornly refused to lower his head and followed him with heavy steps.

But I pulled his sleeve to force him to walk faster.

Also, his ankle was clean without any trace of injury, and he lost his strength when Fu Sihan stepped on it. Even Fu Sihan knew that his ankle must have been seriously injured.

At that time, he didn't take Chi Baiwan's humbleness seriously, Canary should have been so humble.

When Fu Sihan thought of this, his heart hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe.

What did he do?

He let Chi Baiwan misunderstand that he was going to marry Fang Miao, and without explaining, he raped him forcibly, forcing him to jump off the boat and die.

Now that the wound is gone, what is going on?

But right now, the media's interviews are becoming more and more accurate, digging into the details: "Luan Yu, it's rumored on the Internet that you and Director Liu have already made an appointment for a new movie. Can you tell me who the lead actor is?"

Chi Baiwan chuckled lightly: "It's Teacher Wen Yu Xiaowen. This filming involves a lot of delicate emotional changes, and there may be physical contact, so Director Liu asked Teacher Wen to go with me. Please wait and see."

Almost all the media exclaimed, "No one has dared to shoot same-sex themes for many years. Director Liu deserves to be a great international director. I don't know which teacher wrote the script?"

Speaking of this, Chi Baiwan was a little embarrassed, pursed his lips restrainedly, and said softly: "It's Teacher Zhao Lianhai."

"Zhao!"

"Isn't Mr. Zhao the gold medal screenwriter of 90s pornography?"

Chi Baiwan's cheeks were slightly red, and even the tips of his ears were dyed a thin pink: "Yes, Director Liu also spent a lot of effort to invite Teacher Zhao."

Fu Sihan was startled when he heard the words, and then an indescribable panic rushed into his heart. He took a step forward, but was glanced at by Chi Baiwan's alienated gaze.

That glance seemed to be looking at a stranger.

Fu Sihan stopped in his tracks.

This emotion endured until the end of the interview. Fu Sihan asked Lao Jiu to lead someone to guard the outside, and followed Chi Baiwan into the dressing room calmly.

What made him feel wrong was that Chi Baiwan didn't chase him away this time, but sat on a chair and took off his makeup by himself.

The movements are proficient and slow, the fingers are more slender, and the bruises on the knuckles can be seen vaguely. It has been three months, but it has not healed.

Chi Baiwan ignored him, just like this, Fu Sihan could not stand it anymore.

Fu Sihan walked behind Chi Baiwan and hugged him from behind.

This hug seemed to be Fu Sihan's only comfort. It seemed that if he hugged him like this, he would not leave.

The huge remorse made it difficult for Fu Sihan to breathe. He never faced Chi Baiwan's feelings squarely, and he didn't even call Chi Baiwan, baby.

Even in the most intimate time, he just called, Bai Wan.

As blunt as a stranger.

Fu Sihan leaned into Chi Baiwan's ear, "Baby..."

Chi Baiwan heard his whisper, and suddenly, as if a blunt knife had been cut through his throat, he yanked forward and was held down by Fu Sihan.

"Fu Sihan...don't call me that."

Chi Baiwan bit his lip, and looked at him through the mirror, his always gentle peach eyes were cold: "I'm not your baby!"

Fu Sihan looked into his eyes filled with water vapor, and for a moment, a wound was pierced in his heart.

If it was Chi Baiwan from before, he would definitely kiss him with a blushing face, and ask him coquettishly if he called again, okay.

Will gently say, you are my baby too.

But now, Chi Baiwan's eyes are colder than ice.

"Let me see your hand." Regardless of his resistance, Fu Sihan put his hand in front of his eyes, and his heart ached even more.

Those snow-white slender and beautiful hands were covered with bruises, the palms were cold, and the fingertips were even colder, as if the blood circulation was not smooth and the peripheral nerves were damaged.

Fu Sihan heard his own voice was very hoarse: "What's wrong with your hand?"

Chi Baiwan remained silent, retracted his hand, and took a deep breath: "It has nothing to do with Mr. Fu."

Fu Sihan reluctantly grabbed his hand again and held it in the palm of his hand, "Is it... unconscious? I still remember that night when you went to get vitamin C, your fingers couldn't be controlled..."

"Enough..." Chi Baiwan closed his eyes to stop him, and turned his head impatiently, "Mr. Fu, I'm not in good health, so I can't wait on you in bed. You should find a younger lover who will please you more. Let me go, okay?"

Fu Sihan's breathing suddenly became short of breath after what he said, it wasn't like this.

But Fu Sihan couldn't tell why it was wrong.

To him, Chi Baiwan is not just a lover.

Yes……

It is a lover who has never cherished.

It was his true love who was born with the same quilt and died with the same hole.

Fu Sihan's thin lips were tightly pursed, and he didn't answer him: "What's the matter with your ankle?"

Speaking of this, Chi Baiwan didn't want to say a word anymore, he turned around with a sullen face and was about to leave, but Fu Sihan grabbed him and pressed him on the sofa.

"Let me go!" Chi Baiwan lowered his voice, and said coldly: "There will be people coming in here anytime, anywhere, Mr. Fu, don't choose this time to be in love!"

His gentle voice was so painful, to Fu Sihan's ears, it was no less than a fatal torture.

Fu Sihan was misunderstood by him, and without explaining, he took off his leather shoes and white socks. He saw that the skin on the ankle was glowing white, and the blood vessels were light in color, which was very different from the skin on the entire calf.

Fu Sihan suddenly didn't dare, didn't dare to touch it.

He tentatively put his finger on Chi Baiwan's ankle and poked it, but the skin did not change in color.

"You..." Fu Sihan was momentarily at a loss for words, "Your skin..."

"It's a fake." Chi Baiwan continued, with a flat tone and no ups and downs: "That night, you stepped on my ankle and lost consciousness after being soaked in sea water."

"The doctor helped me plant this piece of skin now, it's perfect, isn't it?" Chi Baiwan said lightly, "If you don't look carefully, it's hard for me to discover it myself."

Hearing his desperate tone, Fu Sihan couldn't tell what it was like.

It was as if my heart had been crushed crazily in a blender.

The person he loves the most has no feeling in his ankle anymore...

He leaned over, with trembling lips, kissed that piece of skin lightly.

Chi Baiwan was shaking all over, and a gentle and cruel voice sounded above his head: "Boss Fu, don't waste your energy, I can't feel it, your kiss is not as good as a mosquito bite to me."

Fu Sihan's eyes had become bloodshot. He wanted to take off Chi Baiwan's clothes, but he struggled unsuccessfully.

But after several struggles, one side of his shirt had been rolled up, exposing his delicate and fair skin. Fu Sihan looked over and found that his back was empty. The docile and well-behaved canary... ... gone.

Fu Sihan felt it was hard to breathe: "The tattoo I gave you..."

Get tattooed, it hurts, it hurts.

Chi Baiwan was also struggling to breathe, and slowly rolled up his shirt with a very low voice: "It's washed off, I don't want to be your canary anymore, I'm tired. Mr. Fu, can I go now?" ?”

Fu Sihan didn't know why he let Chi Baiwan go. When he realized it, Chi Baiwan had already disappeared.

Lao Jiu brought someone to pick him up, and said cautiously, "Master, go back, it's over."

gone.

Fu Sihan maintained a half-kneeling posture for a long time, then he stood up and walked out the door.

As he walked, he ordered in a cold tone: "Send some people to follow Luan Yu."

Lao Jiu didn't understand: "Master, do you want to..." Do you want to sleep with him? Lao Jiu didn't say these four words.

"No." Fu Sihan said coldly, "I want to know his address."

Lao Jiu didn't ask any more questions, and gestured for someone to do it.

After Fu Sihan left the auditorium, he went straight back to the company.

In the office, he made an appointment with Ling Luo.

Ling Luo's face was ashen, and he sat in his office with his arms folded. When he saw him coming, he wanted to get up, but the bodyguards on both sides pressed his shoulders and forced him to sit down.

The delicate young man had never been treated like this before, so he immediately became unhappy: "Fu Sihan, what do you mean? Ask someone to tie me up here just to see how your office is decorated?"

Fu Sihan ignored his questioning, and stood in front of him with a cold face, watching him condescendingly: "Did you find that corpse in the open sea?"

Ling Luo was stunned when he heard the words, and laughed for a while: "I still can't hide it from you, Mr. Fu, with such a smart head, why don't you believe that Chi Baiwan is a secret agent?"

Fu Sihan remained silent, Ling Luo frowned and shook the hands of the people on both sides, turned on the phone, and played a recording.

It was the audio that Fu Sihan and him asked him to take the initiative in the hospital when Chi Baiwan was hospitalized because of stomach problems.

In the audio, the sound of water is Zeze, and Chi Baiwan worked hard to make him happy, all he said was asking him how he felt.

But Fu Sihan casually let him do it, and finally turned around and left without washing him.

That night, Chi Baiwan endured stomach problems, washed himself, and got up in the middle of the night to text him back. It may have been a long wait, but Fu Sihan didn't reply...

Ling Luo sneered: "Mr. Fu, do you know? Sometimes I feel sorry for him. I think, if I was the one who raped him, then I would treat him better."

Fu Sihan was so distressed that he couldn't refute, Chi Baiwan's figure was engraved in his mind, fragmented.

Ling Luo brushed her hair and said, "I admit, I don't care who I sleep with, but the last time you called me baby was too much. If it was me, I would definitely break up with you. Fortunately, Chi Baiwan If he's dead, he doesn't need to be sad anymore."

Fu Sihan snatched his phone, but he couldn't unlock it, the audio kept playing.

Seeing his eyes getting hurt more and more, Ling Luo stood up and showed his first satisfactory smile in Fu Sihan's company: "Do you want to know why Chi Baiwan became a secret agent?"

Fu Sihan raised his head slowly, and said hoarsely, "Say it."

Ling Luo nuzzled: "Then you drive them all out, and I'll tell you."

Fu Sihan endured and endured, and raised his hand to tell everyone to get out.

After a long while, Fu Sihan was completely in pain.

Ling Luo: "That's it. Chi Baiwan has no father or mother. He has been living in an orphanage. He was rescued by my dad before he was able to study. In the end, you intervened and dropped out of school halfway. No one has loved him in this life, except You, but you seem to have loved him only briefly."

Ling Luo shrugged relaxedly, "I never expected him to complete the task. He loves you so much that he couldn't bring himself to destroy you, so I had no choice but to do it myself."

Fu Sihan finally spoke: "What did you do?"

Ling Luo sighed: "Of course I cut off your next investment movie and gave it to Huo Jue while you were away. Director Liu held the camera, screenwriter Zhao wrote the script, and Wen Yuxiao and Luan Yu starred. Eh, but , Luan Yu and Chi Baiwan really look alike, but their expressions are completely different."

Ling Luo smiled mischievously, "Tell me, is there really someone who looks exactly the same in the world? Or is he returning to his soul?"

Fu Sihan pursed his thin lips, "Shut up."

Seeing that he was stimulated, Ling Luo smiled even more heartily: "I really hope he is not dead. If I were him, I would like to have a decent degree and live again."

After Ling Luo left, Fu Sihan went home alone in a daze. He wanted to find some proofs that Chi Baiwan still loved him.

Fortunately, Chi Baiwan didn't take anything away, his wallet is still in the small drawer.

That's right, Fu Sihan has always known that Chi Baiwan likes to cherish the sweet memories of the two of them, but he never cared.

It's just a lover, why take it seriously?

Fu Sihan rubbed the center of his brows, eagerly opened his wallet, and saw the Polaroid photo in it. Chi Baiwan acted like a baby at him with his round peach eyes and pouting mouth. He was so cute.

Fu Sihan cherished this smile and rubbed it obsessively for a long time, even though the corner of the photo was already very old, it was a memory that Chi Baiwan had seen countless times.

The few, sweet memories between them.

but……

Chi Baiwan left without taking this photo with him.

Moreover, there is a ring in the wallet.

It was the first gift Chi Baiwan ever gave himself, and it was tied around the dog's neck as a necklace... A pair of rings for men.

Fu Sihan still remembered the pale Chi Baiwan that day, standing in front of him and cautiously saying that he didn't dare to marry him, his long eyelashes stained with mist.

What did Fu Sihan say?

He said, don't make such jokes in the future, and bring the dog over.

Chi Baiwan stood there at a loss, his eyelashes were wet with tears, he didn't dare to speak, and let the tears fall to the ground one by one, he trembled for a long time due to the pain.

When Fu Sihan thought of this, he felt that it was difficult to breathe. This feeling was worse than death.

Fortunately, fortunately, the ring is still there, and Chi Baiwan hasn't lost it yet.

But...he also left the ring here.

In the quiet and dark room, only Fu Sihan's heavy breathing could be heard, and the curtains were drawn tightly, not a single ray of light could penetrate.

Fu Sihan put the photo and the ring in his pocket, and pressed and pressed, so that they would not be accidentally lost.

He closed the door softly, went downstairs, got into the car with big strides, and drove to a hotel according to the address given by Lao Jiu.

This is even a newly acquired property under his name, Chi Baiwan must not know about it, otherwise...

Fu Sihan didn't dare to think about it anymore, he went straight to the front desk, and the receptionist was startled when he saw his face, "Boss Fu, you came so late...do you have something to explain? I'll call them all over for a meeting ..."

Fu Sihan said impatiently: "No, I'll find someone, Luan Yu, and give me his room number."

The greeter was in a dilemma, "Accordingly, we shouldn't disclose any personal information of any tenant..."

Fu Si coldly said: "Do you want to be fired?"

The receptionist was reluctant to part with this high-paying job. It is hard to find a job these days, so he hurriedly said: "No, I will find it for you right away... I found it, 1278, this is the room card, please take it!"

Fu Sihan took the key card and pinched it between his fingers. The waiting time for the elevator was too long. When the elevator stopped on the 12th floor and found room 78, Fu Sihan's hand stopped for a second.

After thinking about it, he opened the room lightly, pushed the door open and walked in.

There was no one in the room, but there were two cans of medicine on the bed. Through the air, he was slapped hard on the face, his heart was cut open, sewed up, cut open, and sewed up again.

Fu Sihan trembled and kept looking at the two bottles of medicine, unable to look away.

A bottle of fluoxetine, a drug for severe depression, may cause death within a few days of stopping the drug.

A bottle of sleeping pills, I have already taken half of the bottle, and I have become overly dependent. If I don't take it, I can't sleep well.